Just finish bathing.
And I realize something just now.
The moment I think I look the prettiest is right after I take off my clothes and ready to bath. I will stare at the mirror and look at myself for few minutes. Because I think I look nice. My hair a bit messy, but I like it this way.
But other than this moment, I don’t think I look nice.
Sometimes when I went out to cafe or shopping, and when I look at myself from the mirror in the washroom, damn, I look so ugly.
How come I cant look like the way when I am ready to bath?
So funny.. -.-
I look pretty because I look like my mom, and I don’t look pretty because I look like my dad. People might think that I look nice base on my picture, but actually I don’t.
I am not that pretty actually, to be specific, I look ugly.
To me, I can look damn ugly at times. And I hate it.
I don’t like my eyebrows, look so untidy and weird.
I don’t like my forehead, don’t look nice. (Luckily I have fringe to cover it)
I don’t like my mouth, no shape at all and big. I quite hate it, really.
Don’t like my nose, not sharp enough.
Don’t like my eyes, not big enough.
But I like my eye’s colour, something like brown. (This is the only thing I like..)
I don’t like my height, so short!!!
I don’t like my boobs, so small. DON’T LAUGH!!!
Seems like I don’t like so many things about myself.
Although my mouth is not perfect, nose not sharp enough, eyes not big enough, but when all put together,……still ok what..
I look pretty and ugly.
I don’t know what I am saying, and what I am trying to say. Damn.