Went to his house early in the morning before he is leaving to New Zealand. Was too tired and we slept together for the one last time.
Look at our eyes and you know how hard I cry.
The bear that I made him when we are in Form 4. He is bringing it over.
Airport..
His family members.
My guy..
Lin Ho and him..
Alicia and him..
Brothers..
Me and him..
Our last picture together, we hug so tightly.. :’(
Already check in..
Its like damn fugging emo..
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I’m so tired and sleepy right now. My eyes are so bengkak right now. We were suppose to spend our last night sleeping together. I want to be with him for the last few hours. Unfortunately, his dad don’t allow me to stay sleep in his room and ask Shaun to send me back. I cried so hard in the car. His dad say that a girl shouldn’t be so ‘cin cai‘ as in ‘tak apa‘ or so never mind. Its not that I sleep around with guys or what. Its just that I wanna spend the time that I could with him. Argh, whatever, his dad makes us so sad last night.
I was crying in the car so badly and its even worse when I sent him into the gate. I hug him and I cry so hard until I forget to give him a kiss. How I wish I can kiss him now. Such sad feeling..
Suddenly he is gone and is not beside me anymore. I hope he can come back on February for Chinese New Year and I will be going over to New Zealand at the end of April to visit him.
So many pictures I want to share..
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Its 4pm now and I guess by 22 hours more he will be leaving me and fly to New Zealand. Its so sad, really. I cry when we are in the car, cry when talking to him halfway, cry when watching tv, cry when hugging him, cry when I look deep into his eyes. We’ve been together almost everyday for the last 3 years and now, him leaving me for one whole year. How am I going to go through it? All the ‘no mores’ and ‘cants’ make me feel even worse. Cant watch movie together, cant play pool together, cant hold his hand, cant hug him, cant sleep with him, cant see him do his silly face, cant shopping together, no more tickling him, no more cooking for him,…….. just so many cants and no mores. I’m so emo right now.. I’m so tired from all the cryings..
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Yeap, at last, at last, at last, I got the camera I wanted so long ago. Its Sony Cyber-shot T70.
I bought it for Rm1330 with 1GB memory card, pink leather case, and a screen protector from Low Yat. I’m so happy with my new toy. 
The pink case.
Its so so pretty right? I love the colour so much.
Its touch screen.
The colour is so lovely and omg I’m loving it so so much. Can you tell that I’m really really happy. I got the pink camera I wanted, I got the pink handphone I wanted, and I got the pink watch I wanted. I guess I’m so-oh in love with the colour pink. I fall in love with this colour after I watch Power Rangers. The Pink Ranger – Kimberly made me fall in love with this colour till today. I know it sounds funny. Pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink…… lalalalalalalalalalala…
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Have dinner with boyfriend at Cafe Cafe on my birthday night. Everything was nice. I really enjoy myself and I hope he enjoy too. Some pictures of the food.
Very very hard bread.. (my teeth almost fall out)
Escargot 1/2 Dozen
Soup of the Day
Lamb Shank
Hot Chocolate Cake
Cheese Cake
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Presents
Photo Frame from Fuh Haur, Candle & Lamp from Lin Ho, Don’t-Know-What-Stick from Dexter, and OX toy from Lee Kuan.
J Co Doughnut from Yee Wah.
The Face Shop White Tree Vita Spot Corrector from Loo and his gang. Thanks for this prezzie as I’ve got some brown spots on my face. Haha..
Ikea Ice Cube look alike light from Ee Cheeng. Thanks for the present as I really wanted a light.
How the light looks like when its turn on.
The Levis Watch from boyfriend.
And lastly I bought myself Z610, the phone I wanted. But I want the Sony camera more. I’m gonna get it very very soon.
P.S: Thanks everyone for the wishes and presents. Thanks a lot.
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Its 5th and its my birthday. I’ve got pictures to share again.
Its his farewell and also my birthday party on Saturday night at his house. Alright, I’ll let the pictures do the talking for me.
Mr. Future Pilot and his parents.
Me and his second brother and so coincidentally both of us wear pink.
Secondary school mates.
Look at me! Omg, I laugh so hard.
A decent one – the girls.
Cheras school mates – the big gang.
His basketball buddies. Why do we have to sit like that??
Me – camwhoring.
Look what he got me for my birthday present. Its the Levis watch I wanted.
Extremely happy. Thanks a lot baby.
Camwhoring with my new watch. Hahaha..
Thanks everyone who come. Thanks a lot.
P.S: Is that teddy bear on my T-shirt cute?
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November is here..
Its like through out my whole life, I’ve always waited for November to come. But not this time.
I hope November wont come so fast this year, I hope my birthday wont come.
8 more days after my birthday he will be leaving. Every night before I fall deep asleep, the image of me being alone here really scares me. I will be so lonely, so so lonely. Yah, I know I depend on him too much. I’ve got this feeling that words cant describe. How am I going to go through this 1 year without him being by my side. Lonely Christmas, lonely New Year, lonely Chinese New Year, lonely Valentines, lonely Anniversary, even maybe lonely 20th Birthday. Its like so fucking lonely.
I kept telling myself once he is gone I will work, work, work like a cow till January. When January comes, I will study for my 3rd semester, study, study, study until April. And when April is here I will terbang to New Zealand to find him. Then its May and I will study study study and then September also study study study for short semester then holiday. Then I will have my internship and by then he will be back. Ahh, see, time passes so fast (I’m trying very hard to convince and lie to myself). Argh, this will be the biggest cow shit we have to go through so far. Hope we can really survive in this smelly cow shit.
Enough for all this emo cow shit.. 4 days more and my birthday is here . I’ve got mix feelings. Happy, sure la, birthday sure happy. Sad, once birthday reach, 8 days more and I’m lonely again.
Anyway, to those Cheras school friends, do come to Shaun’s house on this Saturday to celebrate his farewell as well as my birthday. Come with presents. 
Haha..
If you’ve got no idea what to present me on my birthday, I’ve got some clue for you.
Strictly NO Soft toys, photo frames, and those cow shit things please. Although I’m darn short, but I’m an adult now, so don’t present me soft toys. Clothes will do.
Shoes will do. Cybershot T70 will do. Levis watch will do. Money will do.
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