Archive for January, 2008

Jan 14

Tired

I’m having a very hard time recently. One of the toughest moment in my life. Just because I’m so out of my head at that moment, that mistake I’ve done. Something I did out of anger, but somehow, I don’t intend to. It not only hurt you, it hurt me too. It hurt me so much, I don’t know how to describe the pain. I’m so so hurt, I cry every single day. I don’t wanna live my life like that. No one is here for me, no one. Not a single one. I’ve got no one to turn to. I wish dad is here to hug me and tell me everything will be alright. Why only put the blame on me? Why is it always me? I’m so tired and sick of all this, I need a rest. I wanna go to a far far place where no one can find me. I wanna meet new people. Or, I wanna sleep and never wake up. This pain I’m suffering is so unbearable, I wanna give up soon.

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Jan 12

I Kill You

A series of I Kill You – cigarette photo I capture yesterday. Inspiration is from here, but message is totally opposite. I don’t like smokers and always in my mind that cigarette will kill you if you smoke. My dad influence me a lot because he never smoke and he hate smokers too. So, these photos is to send a message to all the smokers that smoking definitely will kill you. Cigarette is cancer stick!

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This is the lit up cigarette.

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This is the first time ever I asked a cigarette from someone. The first time ever to keep a cigarette in my bag. The first time ever I lit up the cigarette. The first time ever to hold a cigarette as though I’m a smoker (and I fail miserably, I don’t know how to really hold that stick). The first time ever to put a cigarette in my mouth and its so weird because I don’t know how to do that. I just feel like biting the cigarette like how I bite straw. This cigarette is holy smelly. Smokers, quit this stick forever! And I hope you guys like these pictures. :)

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Jan 11

Protected: I swear

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Jan 09

Back To College

College starts on 2nd of January but I only start attending class yesterday. Due to the time table problem, I didn’t attend class today, and maybe until next Monday or so. I’ve been trying to avoid going to college, not because I hate studying or stuff like that. Going to college and being at college is a pain to me.
I have to walk to college, or to the new UCSI and take shuttle bus to the old UCSI. And this is not the real pain I’m talking about.

As I walk, as I listen to songs in my Ipod Shuffle, it reminds me of someone.
When I step into college, it reminds me of someone.
When I’m waiting for transport and I saw that black car, it reminds me of someone.
When I pass by the small cafeteria at Block C, it reminds me of someone.
When its lunch time and I’m alone, it reminds me of someone.
When I sit at Cafeteria at Block A, it reminds me of someone.
When I was eating my Thai Fried Rice, it reminds me of someone.
When I pass by the class I use to go for Advertising, it reminds me of someone.
When I finish class and step out of UCSI, it reminds me of someone.

That someone use to fetch me to class early in the morning.
That someone use to bring me home with black car.
That someone use to sit at that small cafeteria at Block C and wait for me.
That someone share the Thai Fried Rice with me and we both enjoy the meal.
That someone make me waited for him at Block A’s Cafeteria.
That someone went to Advertising class with me.

To that someone, I miss you dearly.

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Jan 07

Protected: Don’t see cause I’m pressuring you, wtf.

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Jan 06

Few Hours At Genting

I went to Genting again on Saturday night. Only the four of us this time and we went up just for few hours. This is one of the times that I really enjoy myself. Love the wind up there, extremely cold.

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Sitting on the floor and waiting for the other two to come out from casino.

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My brother and the cute snowman.

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Heh..

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Peggy sitting on a fake tree, hee.

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Haha, posers.

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Merry-go-round.

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Love this picture.

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Where’s my Romeo?

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Pattern.

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Yummy bread stick.

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Enjoying my hot Caramel Macchiato before going down from Genting.

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Wind down the window, stuck my head out, feel the damn cold wind kissing my cheek, and shout like nobody business. Its so fun, we keep shouting and shouting. Haha, love it.
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I’m trying something out but I’m not really satisfy with the result. I will try this again and someday it will definitely come out the way I want.

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Jan 04

Random Pictures

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