I have a very nice dream last night. : )
A very sweet and happy dream and I think by far, this is the best dream I have.
I try to play back the dream again and again, because the feeling is really good.
But then I know, a dream will always be a dream.
I can now turn around and smile at our memories. : )

Everyday is a brighter day. : )

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won’t forget

Such lovely memories.. : ))))
P.S: My job has been postponed for another 2 days. -.-

My life is so uninteresting lately I’ve got no idea what to blog about.
I’m either at home slacking, facing my bulky monitor or I’m outside having a drink with friends. There are stuff that I wish to do but I have to wait till I have my own room first and also sufficient amount of money.
I also feel like exploring new places but I do not have the chance to do so yet.

My life is getting better, thanks to a friend who scold me and wake me up from dreaming. I’ve changed my thinking and I’m trying to look at things in a more positive way. I’m trying to improve myself and get a new life. : )

I’ve found a job and will start working on Tuesday, the day after Deepavali. I will work very hard in order to buy myself a lappie and I have to repeat the routine everyday once I start working. My job starts at 8am in the morning and ends at 4pm. Omg, so so so so early.
I’ve already made myself a time table, which is quite weird or funny for me to arrange my time this way.

6.00am : Wake up, bath and eat breakfast.
6.45am: Get out of the house and take public transport :”(
8.00am: Work my ass off (with lunch in between).
4.00pm: Finish work
5.30pm: Reach home and rest for awhile (I think I can reach home in one and a half hour time)
6.00pm: Go JOG for 30 minutes.
6.30pm: Bath
7.00pm: Eat my dinner
7.30pm: Online, watch tv, do whatever I like
10.00pm: Go to bed

I know this time table is so funny. The idea of making a time table is funny enough, and it is even more funnier with the jogging part. How come all of a sudden I will want to jog? Jogging is so not me, but I think I really should start doing some exercise. Moreover, I think doing exercise or sports can somehow make one person more happier because of the hormone blablabla.. I’m not sure how will the jogging session turns out but I hope I can do it. But then maybe I’ll be so damn tired after work, the only thing I do right after I reach home is sleep. Haha..

Another thing, me going to bed at 10 o’clock is such a miracle but I have to in order to get eight hours sleep. For your information, I sleep a lot and I need at least 8 hours of sleep everyday. I always sleep at three midnight these days, my eye bags and dark circle is getting worse and worse.

Look at my super geng eye bags, :”(

Let me work for a few days and I’ll tell you all how my routine goes.
I’m going off to stock up some strawberry jam and breads for my breakfast. :’D

My semester is officially over!! :’D
Stress free for 2 months!
I’m gonna work my ass off in order for me to get a new lappie. Few days more for me to fool around and then I have to work, work, and work.

*Spot me…

I damn lazy to caption these pictures la..

The rear passenger of a Proton Waja died in an early morning accident near the Sunway Pyramid shopping mall, while the driver managed to walk away without a scratch on his body.

Four friends from TAR College, all from Kedah, had just left together after celebrating a friend’s birthday at a nightclub at the mall.

About 200m after Sunway Pyramid, witnesses said the car hit the central divider at KM1.7 of the New Pantai Expressway and was flung across — directly into the path of traffic flowing in the opposite direction.

The car then slammed into a Secure Express courier delivery truck and came to a rest on the emergency lane.

The courier truck driver, Wan Ismail, 40, said the car came flying sideways about one metre above the road — directly into his path.

“It happened so fast and there was nothing I could do to prevent my truck hitting it head-on,” he said, still in shock.

The truck had just come from the company’s headquarters in Section 33 in Shah Alam and was heading towards the highway on its way to make a shipment to Penang.

A nearby resident, Haslina Abdul Razak, 30, was at home and heard a “loud bang” at 3.25am. She came rushing out of her house and saw the driver getting out of the Waja, unsteady on his feet. She also noticed three passengers in the car, and they all looked very young, probably in their early 20s.

Police arrived a short while later and the rear passenger — Kang Ching Heang, 20 — was found to have died in the accident. The other two passengers were injured and were taken to the University Malaya Medical Centre for treatment.

One passenger suffered leg injuries while the other is in a critical condition, with severe head injuries.

A fire engine was also called in to help cut into the badly mangled Waja to extricate Kang’s body.

I feel so uneasy after reading this news. I’m not sure, maybe because I do go to club once in a while and after reading this, I feel scared. Or maybe because they are the same age with me and we have the same lifestyle. Or maybe because this remind me of friends who drive fast.
Right after I finish reading the news, I feel like calling my friends and ask them not to drive so fast. I’ve got friends who club till the dawn, drank so much till they are so blur and then drive back home. This is really disturbing.

To all my friends, please please please do not speed. Please do not drink so much if you know you are going to drive home after clubbing. I do not want to see anyone of my friends appear on the newspaper like the above.

May the rear passenger RIP.

P.S: Summer, Autumn hopes that you can drive safely. Autumn still care about Summer’s safety.

My assignment is done and my semester is gonna end in less than a week. Final is on the 20th and after that I’ll be free from assignment and studies for more than 2 months. *super big grin* :’D

Shoes. I always thought that I’m not a shoe girl but then now I realise that I never get enough of those shoes. I said I want a pair of white pumps and when I bought it, there will be some other shoes that I want. I always say that I only need this particular pair to complete my ’shoe collection’ but after buying that particular pair, there will always be another pair that I wanted. Never ending and same goes to my clothes, bags, and some other stuff.

These are the kind of shoes I wish to add into my shoe collection. :”)

Sandals
I’m so into these kind of sandals, I don’t know why. I’ve currently got 2, but the other one from Vincci is almost worn out.

1. French Twist Sandal - UrbanOutfitters
2.Women’s AE Tie-Up Sandal - American Eagle Outfitters
3.Mina shop from stylife.co.jp
4.Christian Louboutin Zouzou sandals
5.Flipflop Tie Up brownsfashion.com [This is really really cute and it looks so comfy, I want.)
6.La Garçonne

Flats
Which girl doesn’t need flats? The sad thing about flats is that they never make me look taller but then again, flat is a must have. I can’t go out in heels all the time.

1. Olivia Morris Erica flat shoes
2. Chloé Gaucho Soft Flat
3. Flats from Forever21
4. Biba , Flat pump with tie
5. ASOS Laced Pointed Canvas Pumps
6. Casual Flat Shoes from Topshop
7. Grey Leopard Print Pump from Miss Selfridge
8. zebra print flat : GoJane.com
I like the grey causal flats from Topshop and the grey leopard pump from Miss Selfridge, ah and also I’m gonna find one that looks like ASOS canvas pumps. They look so comfy.

Mary Jane Heels
I do not have a pair of Mary Jane and I want one, two, or maybe three. Haha.. As I said; never ending.

1. SANTORINI Mary Jane Point from Topshop
2. Shoewawa: Ash’s peep toe button T-bar at Sniff
3. SHANTA T Bar Shoe from Topshop
4. JCPenney : Worthington® ‘Lulu’ Peep Toe Mary Jane
5. Mary Jane from Forever21
6. KG Contrast T-Bar Court Shoes at ASOS
7. Monsoon Accessorize - Cut T-bar Mid Heel Shoes
I love the 2nd pair, looks so sweet and yet not too overly girly because the grey colour tone it down. So pretty :”). I also like the last pair, very vintage feel.

Strap Heels
I’ve got no idea why am I so into those strappy strappy shoes, I just think they look so preeetty.

1. Bertie Strappy Sandal With Contrast Heel at ASOS
2. High Heels - Shoes - Topshop
3. Yellow Ankle T Strap Platform Heels Sandals
4. Carvela Strap Patent T-Bar Platform Sandal at ASOS
5. Heels from GoJane
6. Heels from Topshop
7. Dorothy Perkins - Black cross sandals
I’m loving all of the above especially the first one. Why are they so so pretty?

I now realise that Topshop actually have so much pretty shoes. I seldom look at their shoes I don’t know why. I’m so gonna look at their shoes next time I’m there. :”)

P.S: I’m a girl and so I will post a lot of girly things, you don’t expect me to talk about computers and games right? I’m sorry if all this crap bores you to death but there will be more to come. :”D

I’m shifting to another room soon and I’m going to have the whole room all by myself. :’D
I’m so happy and a little afraid at the same time. For the whole 20 years, I do not have my room and do not want to have my own room. I never dare to sleep alone. I’m afraid of the dark and sleeping alone is a very creepy thing to me. I used to sleep with my brother when I’m still small and then changed room and sleep with my mom.
But then I’ve been hoping for a new room for the past few months. As I grow older and older, I realise I need a lot of privacy. So after the very stupid retarded cousin shift, I will get the room. :’D
And all the furniture in the room will be throw away because they all sudah tua.

I went to Ikea to search for the stuff I need for my new room. : )

MELDAL Daybed Frame RM350++ (I don’t remember the price)
I’m so so so gonna buy this. I like frame beds, I like bed like this. This is a little bit expensive but I don’t care, I want it. Oh, and I’m going to buy a bed canopy.
I loooveeeee bed canopy. : )

ANTONIUS RM70.50
I’m not gonna buy a wardrobe because they are all very very expensive. I’m going to get this thing (I don’t know what its called), safe space and safe money. I can build this thing according to my liking which is a very good thing. Might consider getting two of these.

ANTONIUS RM162
I’m also not going to get myself a drawer, I’m getting this. The drawer which I like is like Rm300+ which is so expensive. I know this is not very cheap either but this also can be change to my own liking. There is a shorter one which is cheaper.

MINDE Rm69
I seriously need a full length mirror. My house do not have a full length mirror which sucks. I must buy this.

LUNS RM69
Oh, for your information, I love this kind of things. I love boards. I’ve bought two boards from Ikea before this but this one is different. This is a blackboard. Lol.. I love drawing on blackboard, and beside drawing on it, this blackboard has magnet behind of it which means I can stick magnets on it. And then there is two square holes there where I can put my stuff inside and also there is two small hangers below of it. So many in one is definitely worth it.

BILLY Bookcase Rm115
I need a bookcase to put all my magazines. I’ve got tons of magazines laying around in my house.
I don’t want a tall one because I’m short, wtf. And because I can put things on top of the shelf, so its better to get a short one. Short is good sometimes. :’D Not necessary to get a bookcase from Ikea, I can get it somewhere if I saw cheaper ones.

VIKA AMON table around RM100++
I don’t want the above colour, I want an all white table. So I’m getting the all white table.

SNILLE Rm40+
Another thing that I must get from Ikea. I like this chair a lot. I like the colour. :’D

Ok, so these are all the things I wanna get from Ikea. There are some other stuff I wanna get from Ikea too but this are the main ones. My room will be in pink colour. Cant wait.. :’D

I think I shall start to be a little more ignorant.
Why bother and care so much when people is not appreciating it?
I shall keep reminding myself this, whoever die or whatever shit happens, it is none of my business.
Haih, die then die la.. I don’t wanna give a fuck anymore.

Byebye..

Oh wow, pregnant. Hahahahahahaha…
The story goes like this, my personal message at msn is ‘how do I tell my mom’, and so my friend messaged and asked me tell what. How to tell your mom you are pregnant? And I say ya, which is obviously a joke.
So me being very mischievous that day, decide to play a prank and changed my personal message to ‘I’m pregnant….wtf’.
Hahaha, its so so funny really when friends ask me about it.

C: wah, u pregnant
Me: ya.. : (
C: wat ur plan ?
Me: dont know yet..still thinking.. : (
C: u not break up with bf jor meh ? new bf?
Me: no bf ah
C: then ? u 1 nite stand a?
Me: nola.. but just a friend of mine.. : (
C: he knows?
Me: yah
C: u mean fubu ?
Me: wat is fubu? -.-
C: fuck buddy lo
Me: yup.. my fuck buddy
C: lol.. Icic.. play safe ma

Now only I know what is fubu. Got short cut somemore.. -.-
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DJ: u pregnant?!!!
Me: ya : (
DJ: how come so bu xiao xin?
Me: i donno eh.. : (
DJ: so what’s ur plan now? marry?
Me: maybe marry lo
DJ: hmm.. shoud i congrate u ar? =,=
Me: er.. u guess
DJ: no matter how..got baby n marry is a happy thing..congratulation!!!
Me: er… thanks.. -.-

Pregnant when you are not ready is such a sad thing and this fella say congratulation somemore. Swt.. -.-
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N: dont broadcast in msn, dont tell ppl about it
Me: .. : (
Norman says (09:21 PM):
must decide faster

Don’t broadcast in msn how to play wor?
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R: OI WTF.. u pregnant??
Me: yah : (
R: WTF
Me: : (
R: u sin kah lan ah?
Me: u think le?
R: how come?
Me: wat how come?
R: belong to whos? OMG
Me: a fren
R: mahai u serious or joking?
Me: serious la
R: ……
Me: : (
R: y u never ask him wear condom , so stupid =.=
Me: got la, but also kena.. i also donno why
R: …………………………….., u confirm or not 1
Me: ya..

This friend of mine is so funny. Hahahahaha, I keep laughing while I’m replying him. But then I’m so touched that he actually so caring and he is so so serious about it. -.-
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I: so wats ur plan now?
Me: erm… either abort it.. or get marry.. not like i have a choice also
I: r u worried
Me: ofcoz la.. wat question is this?
I: erm..dunno..cz u put it in ur msn, weird abit
Me: becoz im worried only i put.. see what opinion ppl can gimme ma.. : (
Me: will u come if i get marry?
I: of coz, im ur fren la
Me: then u wanna be the god father?
I: this is a weird ques,but of coz i dun mind geh
Me: why weird? coz the guy dont love me one.. sure wont love my baby.. so i must find alot of god father for the baby.. : (

Hahahahahahahaha… I can’t stop laughing while reading this. Anyone else wanna be my baby’s godfather? Hahahahahaha, so funny.
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I know I am naughty but I’m just too boring. :p
I’ve got nothing better to do. LMAO.

Exactly one more month till my 20th birthday.
I’m not really looking forward to it. : (
Gosh, I’m getting older and older.
Sometimes I still thought that I’m only 18 years old.
I wish to turn back time and be a 15 or 16 years old girl, the period where I have less problem and tiny tiny things can make me so happy.
More and more responsibilities as I grow older but then sometimes I still act like a young kid.

I am still a teenager for another 30 more days. I guess its time for me to be as rebellious as I want, to do everything base on my feelings without thinking for the last 30 days. I’ll be a young adult after my birthday and no longer can act like a kid.
Sigh, first time ever I don’t want my birthday to come.

On the other note, I’ve got a wish list for my birthday. : )
*Hint friends, hint*

1. Sewing machine

Yup, a mini sewing machine. I sew, but I use hands and it is so time consuming. I’d love to have a mini sewing machine, not big ones cause they are super hard to handle and I have one at home already. I’ve saw this mini sewing machine at Sungai Wang at it cost around Rm100 with warranty.

2. Pink Creative Zen Stone Plus

Yada yada, I know my friends have been telling me how sucks this Creative Stone is, but I want it anyway. Such cute mp3 and I’m so inlove with the colours. I like the fact that it comes with a build in speaker and it also has voice recorder. I know, why would one need a speaker in a mp3, but I need it. Can or not? Retail price is Rm249.

3. Pink Dell Laptop

My desktop will die on me soon because it has been serving me for more than 4 years and so I need a laptop to replace it. I’m gonna have my own room soon and my table will be small so I need a laptop so that it wont eat up much space. Haha.. And I need it for my college use. I wish to have Sony Vaio but its too expensive (I’m sorry Sony baby, I can’t have you right now :(, but I’ll buy you in the future, I promise. ) So, I have to buy Dell instead of Sony which is below Rm2500. Oh, and I want a pink one.

4. My Furnitures for my room
Lazy to find pictures, post it some other day.

5. Clothes, shoes, bags, accesories, ……………………………..
And the list goes on…. Will also post soon what are the never ending stuff that I want. Oh, and I mean lady stuff.

Ok, friends who wanna buy me presents for my birthday (I think I don’t have friends who wanna get me a prezzie but incase there are any..) please, you either buy the following above which is things I want, give me cash to buy myself, or don’t buy at all.
I really don’t wish to see my friends wasting money and buying things I don’t like which happen almost every year. Its better not to buy than buy things I don’t like, really.

But then it is even better to buy things I like than don’t buy at all. Hahaha..
Till then…

Yo people : )
I’m happy.
Because I get to follow my mom to eat seafood last night. : D
Its been such a long time I did not get to eat all these super good food.

Bei Hai Restaurant which is located at Selayang. The name of this restaurant is so funny, me and my brother laugh like mad when we first saw it. At first I don’t know it is translated from the Mandarin wordings and we ourselves read it as Cantonese version. ‘Bei Hai’, some dirty words. Hahaha..

Jin Chwan, where they sell lots and lots of seafood, which is just right beside Bei Hai. You can choose your seafood here, then bring it to Bei Hai restaurant and ask them to cook for you.

This creature looks so ugly and funny. Its called Geoduck but then it looks like a dick. Hahaha.. Super ugly. Oh, and this ugly thing cost Rm138 per kg.

Very very big ’si ham’. Sigh, I purposely put my finger there to show how big the ’si ham’ is but it fail miserably. It is actually as big as my palm size.

Oyster, my all time favourite but seldom have the chance to eat because its expensive..

Alaska King Crab which is really expensive. Rm228 for 1kg.

Our lobster that my mom order, which taste really good.

Mm mm… Mouth watering oyster, which somehow reminds me of Mr.Bean’s movie where he looks so funny when eating his oyster. Haha..

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