* I look damn chubby in this picture. Its called Hamburger face.. -.- And look at the bear bear, squashed. lol.. I just woke up and still in my pajamas.. :’D

Its my off day today. : )
I’ve been working for one week and now staying at home is really boring.
But I miss my baby cousin so much. I only get to see him on my off day. : (
I didn’t get to see him for one week only and he knows how to talk so much already.
He got this Madagascar toy from McD where he needs to shake it so that the sounds come out.
He shake shake but no sound come out and he says ‘mou seng’ (no sound).. lol..
He is just too cute. Haha..

Erm, I don’t know why I’m so so bad at handling my own feelings.
Like last night, I was kind of not happy but in a split second I’m very happy. -.-
My mood changes very very fast.
Or shall I put it this way, some people in my life just wont stop hurting me and some people in my life are there to make me happy.
But these people who are there to make me happy, will they be permanent there or is it just a temporary thing like always.
I’m not very sure myself. Last night was quite a good night except that I have a sucky dream.

See, sometimes when I try too hard I tend to put high hope on it. And most of the time I get disappointed in the end because things just wont turn out the way I want it to be. I know, that is what we call life. After so much failure, I sometimes don’t dare to go for the things I want anymore. But then my friend ask me not to be a coward. Coward will only fail and not success.
How true is this actually?

A very nice quote from Rocky Balboa.

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard you hit; its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward.
That’s how wining is done. Now, if you know that you’re worth, then go out and get what you’re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you are because of him or her, or anybody.

Cowards do that and that ain’t you. you’re better than that.

Maybe I have to go through a lot of failures only I will finally success and have a really good one.
Anyway, I’m going for Madagascar tonight. : )))))))
Can’t wait for it, I’m excited. Haha..
Sometimes I tend to get very excited over little things and I’ll be really really happy when I get those things. :’D
I hope I’ll be really happy tonight. :’D
Can’t wait, can’t wait.