Archive for December, 2008

Dec 21

Fun and More Fun

Woo, last night was super fun, one of the best one. :’D
I seriously enjoyed myself. :’D
But we leave quite early because of some funny miscommunication. The guys thought we wanna leave, we thought the guys wanna leave. lol

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* Before leaving my house.

Didn’t really took a lot of pictures because I don’t quite like the flash especially when my face is damn effing red. So I’ll just post some camwhore pictures, and moreover the friend I’m going with do not wish to be disclose at my blog. If I were to post those pictures, I have to cut Shoey out. In that case, I might as well don’t put up any. Yah, the name is Shoey. Funny name, I know.

I’m a good girl last night, I didn’t really drink much. Don’t really feel like drinking that much, I start to dislike that drunk feeling because it just seems so suffering.

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* You see that pink wall? My room. :’D

Reached home around 4 something and talked on the phone with Shoey until 6 morning. :’D
Haha, I slept at 6. I don’t know if its late or early anymore.

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* Me talking to Shoey on the phone. (Buffet buffet, banyak syok itu semua makanan. Aeroplane meal is cool, lol. )

I think its quite fun being a single now. Shoey said to me, ‘I also don’t know why you wanna get attached so much, being single is so much fun. Eat all you can eat. :’D’ Hahaha..
Yes, being single is really quite fun. :’D

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No idea whats up with my eyes lately, I feel so irritated. It gets red so easily and now my left eye is swollen. : (
I’m using ice to put on my left eye to reduce the swell, not sure if it works though. Sad.

P/S: Sigh, why you don’t reply me? Sigh……………

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Dec 20

: (

Boo : (
Sigh, I knew its gonna be like that. I knew it.
Movie day? So so only, especially when the movie has got nothing to rave about and I also didn’t get to go for my tarot reading. : (

Shopping day? Sucks even more. I thought I’m gonna be so happy because I get to be with my darlings the whole day but then it turns out sucky. I don’t know. Maybe I am over reacting over such a small matter but somehow when it means a lot to me, I never see it as a small matter in my eyes. I am really upset. I really am. : (

Sigh, did not capture any pictures as I do not have the mood to do so. So, no pictures for today. : (

Erm….. sigh… I’ve already told you how I feel about it, why am I so upset about it and if you still couldn’t get me and understand me, then just be it. I cant expect you to understand me totally. I’m wrong when I thought that you will understand me inside out. Its Ok if you don’t because if both cannot change, then the best way is to tolerate. You know I do care for you too, right? Every single time when you just walk out like that, it makes me so upset. Why things seems to be so complicated or is it just me?

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I think I’m heading over to Poppy tonight. I’ve got extra 2 days off again. Its been 5 months since I last club, a little fun is just what I need right now. Since the last 2 days are like hell, I’m so gonna get the fun back tonight. Don’t wanna give a damn anymore, I just want to have some fun.
Not sure if there will be any last minute canceling, but erm.. anything will do. If not clubbing, then it will be sleeping. I’m exhausted. : (

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Dec 19

I am selfish

Why the hell am I being moody over such things? Such stupid things. Why am I being so selfish here?
What is wrong with me? I don’t wanna be selfish, I don’t.
Is it because somehow this means something to me?
Is it because I am so looking forward to it and when things changed, I get moody?

I know, it is. I don’t like it this way.
Shit, its because I’ve forgotten about it. I was too excited.
I should expect the opposite, expect shit things to happen. I forgot, damn it.

I’m not happy. I feel like staying in bed for the whole day and not going out to shop or whatever it is anymore.
I don’t wanna be moody but I cant help. Maybe I’ll get better when I woke up from bed later.
But now, everything seems so sucky. Sucks max.
I’m sorry, I am selfish.

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Dec 18

Hi Clown

Ohmygod!! Ohmygodwhatthefuckbarbequecheese!
I think I’m gonna die laughing anytime soon. :’D
I know I know, I know I’m lack of entertainment but you don’t have to be a clown to entertain me. :’D

Isn’t it obvious enough already? You do not have to admit it indirectly my dear. :’D

I really have my entertainment tonight, I’m going for a movie.
You can save your job being an ass clown. Thanks. :’D

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Dec 18

Have A Nice Day

Ah, 2 days off and that’s what I need right now. Have been working so hard the past few days, freaking tired.

Sigh, but shit happens again. Never ending shits.
I really have no idea why my Event Organiser as some calls it or Agent is so so bad at management.
They have just bank in my salary to me but its not enough.
So I called and asked and he said that I did not work on the last week of November. Wtf..

I told him I did as I remember clearly but he said he has black and white with him. Wtf again..
I keep telling him who I work with that week and so on but he just shout at me on the phone, god damn it.

Even such little things like salary also they can mess it up, how far can this damn company go? And for goodness sake do not shout at me because I am 10000000000% confirm I worked on that week. Bloody hell.. I’m so gonna call them again, I’m not working for free. Wtf.. Grr..

Bleh, stupid things aside first.
I’m going out now for facial, whee. :’D
Then I think I’m might be going to some furniture shop.
Tonight I also might be going for tarot reading. I’ve wanted to try tarot reading since long ago, and since now I saw some good reviews, I’ll just go and give it a try.
Midnight I’m going to watch The Day The Earth Stood Still with my darlings and others. :’D

Tomorrow I’m going out with my darlings again for some shopping. :’D
Yay, at last we get the same off day. Happy. :’D
Woo, it seems like I’ll have a lot of fun in these 2 days. :’D

Ok, I gotta ciao now or else I’ll be late.
My day will definitely be a nice one, so I hope you guys have a nice day too. :’D

P/S: Sorry for all those swearing and foul language but I just cant stand it when I’m damn piss. lol

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Dec 17

Piss or Happy?

Ok, I’m fucking piss right now.
I was suppose to be very happy but now damn piss off.
Let me rant a bit first, I’ll try to make it short.

Today I’ve got one super lansi and sohai reseller.
All this while, all my resellers are very friendly but today, a sohai reseller appeared. -.-
He complaint that we didn’t do work, its like wtf.
Hello Mr, we helped you sold two modems, k? If we didn’t work, who the fuck sold the modems?
I know you are damn hardworking, I can see that but that doesn’t mean we didn’t do anything, k?
You are freaking hardworking, keep giving brochures but in the end you sell none.
Skill baby, skill. Its not only about hardworking.
Damn ignorant fella. Told him not to show demo and speedtest because its really slow, maybe because of upgrading but never listens.

He got this stupid sohai look on his face, as though what we are telling him is pure cock like that.
In the end, show stupid speedtest and make the customer run away because its slow. Brainless or not? Brain malfunction or what? Cannot load what is ‘do not do demo’ is it? Sohai.

Complaint that we didn’t work when we sold two whereas he own self sold none. Some more wanna smoke when wearing uniform, affecting the company’s name only. Sohai.
Complain complain and complain, I complain him smoking then he know.
Tomorrow he wants us to sell 3 modems. If we sold 3 modems and he still make a fucking sound, I’m gonna stuff the whole modem into his esophagus, damn it.

Luckily I’ll be working with him for two days only. If not, I’m afraid I cannot hold myself and go give him a flying kick. Banyak sohai punya orang, kasih tumbuk kang, mampus dia. Kepala otak babi. -.- Sorry, I’ll go crazy when sohai things happen.

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Ok, enough of the ranting already.
Before this sohai fella do this sohai thing, I was actually very happy.
I received a sms and I’m like so so so happy. :’D
My supervisor called me before that and asked me if I can do OT again.
I did consider for a little while because I can get a lot of money but I’m too tired, I need rest.
So I decide to give up the good money, lol.
And since last week I did not have any off day at all and also doing OT for 3 days, I asked him for off day.

I want to have off day on Thursday because I seriously can’t wait for off day anymore and I also already made an appointment for something else.
But then I also want to have off day on Friday so badly, because I wanna have the same off day as my darlings, so we can go out together.
So at last I decide to give up having an earlier off day and go for Friday. I sms my supervisor and told him I wanna have off day on Friday, but I thought to myself that things wont go so smoothly.
To my surprise, he said I can get off day on Thursday and also Friday.

Once I saw that message, I was so freaking happy. I looked at my colleague and give him a super super big smile and keep saying yay yay yay yay yay, haha.
I keep smiling and laughing and yaying for so long, I am so so so happy. :’D
I’ve never been this happy for a long time already, I really smile from my heart.
I know, its just two off days but it means a lot to me.
Because I wasn’t expecting this, I was expecting either I get off day on Thursday or none at all.

Ah, what Jones said was right. Expect the opposite and when the things you hope for really come true, you will really be happy. :’D

But then that damn sohai ruin my day. I was waiting to go home so that I can share my happy news with Dex so we both can be happy happy about it, but then I’m so moodless because of that sohai. Sigh..

No no, I wont let sohais ruin my happiness. I am still very happy now. :’D
I’m so busy this 2 weeks, I don’t even have the time to camwhore. lol
An old one will do. : )

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* Happy. (Wah, I look a lot like my mom and I also look a lot like my dad. -.- haha)

P/S: Cant wait for my off day. YAY!!! :’D And oh, I spot a copy cat. lol

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Posted in >:(, :D, camwhore *hee*, ramblings *blabla*

Dec 16

Bill!

Gosh!!
Saw a letter lying on top of the table from UCSI.
I knew its my pre-billing.
Opened it and searched for the total amount.
Rm7000.
Looked for the total subject and its only 3 subjects.
3 freaking subjects for Rm7000!!
Oh my holly mama, why la so expensive?
Stupid Year 3 subject is so freaking expensive, Rm2000+ for one subject.
Wth, its Rm2000!! RM2000, Rm2000, Rm2000, RM2000.
How many RM2000 do I have?
Oh my freaking god, its like I work my ass off for the entire month just for one Year 3 subject.

Can I quit? Can I not study now? I no money, tak ada duit, mou lui, mei you chian, boh lui, tarak la. Don’t have. Mou.
Er, sorry. Having no money sometimes can make me go bonkers. lol
Ok, I decide not to study anymore. No, I’m just joking, trying to be lame. -.-

How can I not study? I love to study, just that sometimes I get a little lazy. Or erm, very lazy.
Shit, I’m not gonna skip those classes anymore. Its so expensive, omg. : (
I’m a Year 3 student already, time passes so fast.
But I still have some other Year 2 subjects I’m not done with.

No more slacking and fooling around anymore. Year 3 is tough.
I’m gonna study hard, yes I will. : )

I have to keep working, or else I will not have enough money to pay my bills.
Have to keep reminding myself that I’m a big girl already and I can look after myself.
I can buy my own handphone and laptop, I can pay my own bills, I can support myself.

I will work hard and study hard. Yes, I wanna achieve my goals and I don’t wanna be a useless person.

Argh, I need money. Anyone with a kind heart wanna donate some to me? :’D

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Posted in :O, ramblings *blabla*, study *argh*

Dec 15

I want…

…to buy a new handphone, LG ice-cream pink colour.
…to buy a new laptop, Sony Viao CS pink colour. (Very expensive, I know. Around 3k but heck care, I like it a lot.)
…to buy quite a lot of stuff from the internet. Sigh, I can spend money even if I don’t step out of the house, omg.
…to go to Ikea to get my bed and other furniture for my new room.
…to go to other furniture shop to see if there is any nicer and cheaper stuff like bookcase compare to Ikea.
…to pack and clear out my stuff, too many things and its very messy.
…to go for a massage, back pain.
…to dye my hair in 2 weeks time before the Snips voucher expire.
…to buy new skin care, mine is finishing.
…to grow long my hair, I don’t know why I cut it again in the first place.
…to go shop for Christmas presents for my dear friends, I actually like giving presents.
…to go shop for Chinese New Year clothes. :’D
…to go sing K, its been ages since I last sing. lol
…to go clubbing, its been so many months since I last club, I wanna have a little fun. :’D
…to go to beach, I last went to a beach is so many years ago, I want those sands.
…to go have buffet, I wanna eat lots and lots of Salmon. (Dex, Jogoya Jogoya, or any better recommendation?) :’D
…to find a new job, so that I can work and study at the same time, I need money to get what I want.

…to say sorry to dad if he ever feels disappointed in me for what I have done, wait for me and I’ll see you in around 5 months time. : )

…to thanks my mom for painting the room for me. I thought my uncle paint it but its actually my mom. Swt, my mom paints my room for me. So touching, lol.. Thank you so much. I’ve got a kiss for you but I know you wont want it, haha. :’D

…to smack my brother. He just went to Pangkor, without me. Cheh… And so stupid of me, he lied to me the other day telling me he is going for 2 months. I was so shock because if he were to go for 2 months, I’m gonna miss him like shit. At that moment only I know I will miss my brother. -.- geli.. I hope he don’t sees this, lol.

…to thank God for putting me where I am today. Thank you because I am so freaking relieve now. Like what Ee said, at last I am me. :’D

…a hug. :’D

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A random picture. This is a ‘ching tian wawa’ (er, good weather doll?) I made for someone quite some time ago. :’D Cute?

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