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Jan 19

UCSI Unifest ’09

UCSI Unifest, it was loads of fun.
A lot of nice bands were performing on that day, all of us are high. Haha.. :’D
I look kind of terrible in those pictures, sorry. : (

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* People queuing up for the Sony goodie bag. I got mine too. :’D And that’s Bell there at the corner.

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* Ee Cheeng and me. You guys haven seen her at my blog for quite some time right? Hehe..

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* Funny face Esther and me.

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* The MCs, Prakash and our student council’s president.

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* Prakash talking to the Koreans. They are here for student exchange and UCSI will be having Korean night on this Wednesday. I wish to go. : )

There are quite a number of bands but I couldn’t get to remember all their names, except for my favourite one. *blush* wtf.. hahaha..

*Drum Roll*

They are ‘Scene at The Movies’ yo..
Ee Cheeng told me that there’s handsome guys behind those booth, so I went and check it out, haha. I saw them wearing the tag which says player and I asked Joshua about it. He told me that they are performers, omg. :’D
When I saw them on stage, I went crazy. Hahaha..
You know like those teenage girls where they get to see their favourite artist performing, I’m exactly like that. Hahaha..
Super happy, super fun.

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* They are Malaysian but they form their group at Melbourne. They not only look good, their music are pretty good too.

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* Handsome handsome. The drummer is super cool, he looked so enjoy when he is playing the drum.

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* These are from our Music Faculty. They play extremely nice music that night. : )

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* And guess who’s this. Juwita Suwito, I didn’t know that she will perform on that day. Shock me a little bit but she is totally an awesome singer. She can seriously sing nice songs and her voice is really amazing.

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* This is Liang. Its great to watch him perform.

Ok, back to these handsome guys, lol. I pass by Prakash and I saw them talking to him. Prakash saw me and asked if I wanted to take pictures with them. : ))))))))))
Of course I do. Freaking happy, can.
I love Prakash, hahaha.

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* These guys are really friendly people.

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* Tell me how can I not be happy. :’D Although I look like an idiot here but I still feel damn happy.

They asked me to add their Facebook and tag them. :’D
They even write on my wall, haha. I sound so much like those teenage girl, wtf.
Seriously, that night was super fun. The concert and everything is awesome. :’D
I hope there will be more concerts like this at UCSI. : )

For more pictures, you can visit Joshua’s blog as he is the photographer for that night.

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Jan 17

Eternity

Currently listening to – ‘So what’ by Pink

Like seriously, omg can you believe it?

I can’t believe myself.
I can’t believe myself that I’ve finally done it.
I can’t believe myself that I have the guts to do it.
I can’t believe myself that I can overcome the fear and the pain.
I can’t believe myself that its finally done and it will be with me for the rest of my life.

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* Do I look terrible? I think I do, I’m lack of sleep.

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* At last its done. It spells William, my daddy’s name. :’)

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* An upclose of it. I really like it a lot, what say you? Nice?

Now only I realise that I’m not that weak after all, I can endure the pain.
I’m really really afraid at first especially when people keep telling me that the area I wanna do it is very painful.
Its pain, it is but at the same time that feeling of pain is very special.
The pain that I have not experience before.
I think I’ll remember the pain forever and this will be the thing that keeps me alive.

Damn, I feel like doing another one at my back, the neck area.
Just feel like it but if I’m really doing it, then it will be ‘Do Not Fear’ and I wanna put it vertically.
Why ‘Do Not Fear’? I don’t wanna be afraid of so many things in life. Afraid of this and that. I want to have the courage to do whatever I feel like doing.
I hope I don’t get too addicted and keep adding inks into my body.

I feel really great having my dad’s name on my wrist.
I guess it will look stupid to some of you guys, wondering why am I doing brainless stuff and such.
It might be stupid to you guys, but it is not at all to me.

Like I said earlier before, I’m glad to know that whatever happens, he is just right there for me. And its even better when his name is on my wrist, just right where my radial pulse is.
The feeling is just unexplainable, and I’m lazy to describe anymore.
I’ll just leave it to myself, haha. :’D

Anyway, Unifest is super awesome. Can’t wait to blog about it.
After that few hours jumping around at Unifest, I went to play badminton. Reached home around 1 something midnight and yet I go online. Follow by the four hours class the next day. I look like a dead fish in class and I took a short nap while my lecturer asked us to do calculation. Super tired.
Lucky I’ve got no class tomorrow, I can sleep like nobody business. :’D
I’ll try to wait for those photographers to upload pictures so you guys get to see a clearer and nicer pictures but if they are too slow, then I’ll just post mine.

Peggy Chow, look at yourself. You’ve finally done it, omfg. (sorry, a bit hyper at the moment.) :’D
I’m proud of myself because I overcome the pain, which is one of the thing I fear most.
Nothing can beat me down now. : )
From fake to real baby. :’D

P/S: I’m going to Poppy tonight, yeah. :’D
Edited: Oh ya, I drew that font myself. Hee.. : )

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Jan 16

Street Art Project

Whats Street Art Project, you ask.
Well, its an e-boutique but e-boutique sounds a little gay for this, haha.
Ok, they are a new brand online fashion hub which sells male apparels and its founded by 3 guys.
Which 3 guys?

Remember my Malacca post?
These 3 guys are Wai Lun, Gary, and Sim. Sim did not follow us to Malacca, you cant see his face at my post.

Here are some of their T-shirts, you can see more at their website.

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I really like the mushroom tee, so cool. : )

Their T-shirts are incredibly low price and yet they look so cool.
Quality wise, you don’t have to worry about it.

Oh ya, low price. How low?
They are all price at Rm25 including normal post within Klang Valley.
Yes, you heard me right. Including normal postage, how cool is that. :’D

Please feel free to visit their website and have a look at their products.
You can really see from their website that they put a lot of effort in it and they are pretty systematic which is what I like best.

Go in to their website, look at those cool pictures and click on it to see further detail.
Chinese New Year is coming soon and although this year we are in recession, but with such incredible price I’m sure most of you guys can afford it right?

What are you waiting for? Go grab your New Year clothes at Street Art Project now.

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Jan 15

Life is Short

Remember; life is short, break the rules, forgive and forget quickly, love truly, laugh happily, and never regret anything that made you smile. : )

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I think my life is getting better and better each day.
I thought 2009 is gonna be sucky but somehow it seems like its doing quite good at the moment.
Maybe because Chinese New Year is around the corner, I don’t know.
The first 2 weeks is kinda sucky to me and I keep telling myself that the year hasn’t really ended yet because Chinese New Year is still not here, wtf.
I’m saying that just so that I will feel a little better, how pathetic.

Shoey asked me, do I know why the beginning of the year seems so sucky to me? I don’t know, I really don’t.
She said to me; how much of bitter I get, thats how much of sweetness in return.
Yes, how true is that. If one do not experience sadness, how do one experience the happiness?
I really don’t know what kind of obstacles will I have to face along the year but at this moment, everything seems good.

This new bunch of friends really widen my thinking. That few minutes chat in the car really opened up my mind.
I live my own life, why do I have to always be sad because of others?
Life is pretty short, I’ve got no time to be sad and keep whining about all those shits.
I no longer wanna make my life miserable because of people that is not worth it at all.
All I wanna do is live my life to the fullest without regrets and do things I should do.
Study hard, play hard. How great is that. :’D

After what has happened, I come to realise that I really cannot believe fully on what people tell me.
Those promises, those assurance, and all those words. This time for real, it really doesn’t matter anymore.
To you, it seems like it too right?
From what I saw, from what I heard, it seems like things are really this way.
I don’t wanna ask nor talk about it if you do not want to.
I already decide to put it down, so its up to you now.
It seems like its nothing to you. I’ll just say what I normally say, never mind. I’m done with it. : )
Me and you, not fated to be. Tak apalah..

Friends said, do not think so much and do what I feel like doing.
Pain is what keeps us alive. No pain, no gain.
I hope I have the guts to really do it. I’m afraid.
Yah, I’m talking about tattoo here. Hallelujah, lol.

Yo, I really cant believe myself sometimes. Cant believe that I put it down so easily, smiling as I type this post. Cant believe that I’m so much tougher compare to last year. Cant believe that I’m enjoying my life. Right now, nothing makes me sad anymore. I’ve put down the 2 things that make me unhappy. :’D

There’s quite a number of activities lately, and I’m sure there is more to come.
And I just realise I achieve two other new year resolution of mine, which is being a happier person and exercising, wtf.
At last I’m exercising after such a long time. Exercising as in playing badminton, haha.
My hand is freaking pain after the badminton session the other day. Its so so pain, as though its telling me that I didn’t play badminton for centuries. -.-
Not sure if I can keep up with my resolution for the whole year, but I hope I can.

I’m going to Unifest tonight for concerts. :’D
Oh, Unifest is some thingy held to celebrate UCSI from turning into University.
It no longer is a college university, it is a university.
I hope it will be fun. Might be going for badminton after the concert.

Tight schedule, tight schedule, wtf. :’D
Peggy is happy. : )
My post is so out of order. Its scattered everywhere.

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Jan 13

Bored

That snowman in that snow globe turned upside down. Everything turned upside down, including you.

Bored, bored, bored.
One night of staying at home can already kill me. Okay, I’m just exaggerating, lol. But I’m really bored, at the same time feeling tired.
All my friends tell me the same thing, ‘you rest at home lah, tomorrow only go out lah..’.
Aih, people even say that I’m kaki lepak. : (
Pfft, today I’m gonna be a good girl and stay at home to rest. : P

Anyway, as I said last night I went for badminton today. : )
I’ve to endure my 4 hours of class before I went to play badminton.
That 4 hours of class can really make me go cuckoo. Same subject, same lecturer, teaching the same thing for 4 hours. Mama mia..

I feel a little stupid when I’m playing badminton. Its been so so long since I last played, I really suck at it. I need some time to get use to it, today is my buat-malu-day. Hahaha..
Let me play for a few times more, I’ll play better next time. Hehe.. : )
I really had fun playing, especially when I get to sweat.
Please play with me again next time although I suck at it.
Oh, and I didn’t expect Kok Wai to play along too. The world is so small, everyone knows everyone.
Bleh, I still owe him present. : (

Me no money. I still need to buy 2 text books. : (
I’m gonna get the photostat version, but still I have to pay for it.
I keep asking my friend must I really really really really get that text book because I really feel so reluctant to buy it. Grr..
Sigh, she asked me if I wanna get better grades, if yes then buy that damn book. And all I say is ‘buy lor, buy lor’.. : (
I’ll just sacrifice some of my money to buy books instead of clothes, haha..
Well, its not really that expensive. I’ve got nothing to say so I just bitch about it, haha.. : P

Theres two things I really feel like doing.
I wanna watch movie and go party. :’D
Ok seriously, I really feel like going to club. Anyone wanna bring me along? Hehe..
I need to have fun once in a while too and I’m not talking about badminton here, I’m talking about clubs. :’D
Please please please please, this weekend please. *waiting eagerly*

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Me erm…. sigh..
I really really don’t know what to say.
It seems like things are repeating itself again. Is it?
I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what to do.
I prefer to keep quiet and not doing anything this time.
I what also don’t know.

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Actually are you guys bored of what I blog already?
I think I always blog boring stuff, everything is the same.
Its always about me going out or me being emo.
I hope I didn’t bore you guys too much.

P/S: Are you missing me? I know deep down in your heart, you are. :’D bleh..

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Jan 13

Untitled 7

Eh.. Why do I blog so often these days? Like almost e-v-e-r-y day.
Even when I don’t have much to say, I still feel like blogging.
But then again, once I start typing, it just goes on and on. Haha..

I skipped my late class today for some random photo shoot at my house. Its just a business subject, I don’t feel like going cause its damn bored.

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Am I naive? Joshua said I am. Am I?
I trust people. Whatever you tell me, I will believe.
However, the fact is that what normally people say or promise, most of the time they cant do it. I have to stop being this naive but how?
Sorry, I cannot take that anymore, it really irritates me. I don’t know why, I just get really frustrated at every single thing. All the things people always tell me. How this and that but in the end, everything turns out opposite. I’ve had enough. Am I too demanding? I hope not.

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I saw that letter lying on the floor yesterday.
I picked it up and read it.
And as expected, I cried.
You know me pretty well, right?
You know what I’m thinking, you know what I’m afraid of, you almost know everything about me.
Anyway, I know you are gonna miss me. You will miss me. :’D
You will. <3

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I always feel like going out. I wanna go for movies. I wanna go to a nice place to chill. I just wanna hang out with my friends. Even though sometimes I’m feeling tired, I still feel like going out.
I die die also wanna go out, lol.. I don’t even mind if its mamak session. : P

And oh, I think I sit in front of the computer for too long. I’m having headache again. Whats wrong with me these days? I’m so glued to this damn computer. Headache but still I went out just now, lol. I just cant sit still at home.

Its sleep time. Tomorrow’s class is important and I might be playing badminton with the guys or going for a movie. Either way, its still fun. : )
Oh boy, its been a long time since I last play badminton. I miss those times badly.

Ok ok, my bed is calling me already. Nights. : )

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Jan 11

Of Malacca and PD

Hola!! :’D
Can you tell that I’m really happy?
Went for a day trip to Malacca with some of my new guy friends and I really did enjoy myself.
Ya ya, I know I always go to the same places. Genting, Malacca, Genting, Malacca. -.-
But with exception this time, because I get to go to PD too. :’D

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* Me camwhoring while waiting for the guys to come. : )

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Jan 10

Confusion

Currently listening to – ‘Unwell’ by Matchbox 20

Wanted to blog but I’m kinda blank at the moment.
I’ll just start with some boring stuff first.

Went to dye my hair again just now, for free.
What else? Wanted to go see chinese doctor because I wasn’t feeling very well and I lost my appetite recently. Shoey said that I’m weak and I need to go see Chinese doctor. She said the cause might be me being very sad for such a long time. I was stun when I heard that.
I never realise that. I mean, I never know that being sad and unhappy will lead to sickness. Sigh..

Don’t know why things never seems to end. It looks as though everything is good and nice but somehow, it is not. Even if it is today, it will not be tomorrow.
I always find out things I shouldn’t know. I always find out things that will hurt me.
Its either you people don’t lie to me at all or you people hide it nicely. Don’t hide it but at the same time let me find out about it, can?

I seriously don’t know how to describe my feeling to you. I don’t even know what to react and say when I first know it. Total blank.
I don’t know if what you say is true. I don’t know how true it is.
I don’t dare to believe because sometimes, it just don’t seems like it.
Somehow to me, it is not like what you said. Do you know that I am very afraid?

I no longer wanna ask question. I no longer wanna ask you why.
I’m asking myself why. No one holds the responsibility here.
I don’t think you hold the responsibility, its not your fault anyway.
Its me. Its me who causes the conflict. Its me who is being dumb and being a fool.
Do not assure me and put me as your priority because to me, it just don’t seems like it.
I don’t wanna get disappointed and be unhappy about it. Moreover, its unfair to you.

What is causing all this chaos? I’m super confuse now. I don’t know what I want. I seriously need to think about it. I’m confuse and I’m blank. I don’t even know if what I type make sense. Never mind about it, at least this is whats on my mind right now.

Am I weird? I always feel like going to club whenever I’m not happy. Fuck it, no one cares anyway. I think I’ll just do whatever shit I feel like doing without giving a damn.
I’m stubborn. I am very very stubborn. Argh, I’m really hurt yet numb at the same time.

Anyway, I’m going to Malacca again tomorrow. Not staying overnight, just a day trip. I wanna go party tomorrow night, but I’m not sure if I can. I think mostly I cant make it. : (

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Oh by the way, what are you trying to prove to me?
I don’t buy it, you don’t have to try so hard.
It actually wont affect me a single bit, so save that job will ya?
I hope what I heard tonight is true because that is what I want it to be and that is what I wish for all this while.
Sorry, I’m a Scorpio. I am revengeful and I want to see it happen that way.

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On a happier note, I received a Coach’s keychain as a present. :’D

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* Didn’t expect this coming. Thank you so much, I really like it a lot. <3