Hola peeps, hows everybody doing? : )

I’ve been really busy last weekend, rushing my assignment like mad. I spend my entire Saturday, Sunday and Monday doing assignment with group members. I’m so glad that its finally done and I’m pretty satisfy with the plan our group come up with. I hope our plan is the best among all, which is rather hard; I know.
I really did put effort in this assignment, constantly putting on my thinking cap to find the best plan possible for my client.
And oh, my client is Krispy Kreme and coincidentally, they really are opening up soon.
So, I’ve to present this plan of ours to our client, or lecturer to be exact next Tuesday. There are two groups presenting today and I feel so damn nervous when they bring up their plan because I’m worried that theirs would be better than ours.
My feeling at that moment is that I want to win this, I want the client to buy our plan. It is as though there are a few companies fighting for this project, fighting for the client to pick us.
Can you imagine how big this means to me? I went home after class and took a nap in the afternoon and guess what I dream of?
I dream of my project, the billboard size, the newspaper we are going to use, the budget, and all our rational.
Omgbbq, my brain cant even rest for that little while. T_______________________T
I hope I don’t have to go through this again when I sleep tonight.

In between all those assignments, I want to take some time off to loosen up a bit and therefore I spend my Friday hanging out and partying.
I went to karaoke with my buddies in the afternoon and then head over to Poppy at night.
Pictures and details later, they are not ready yet because my Photoshop is really screw up and the download speed is real sloooooooow.
And oh oh, I went to Tenji for buffet last night. Its been such a long time since I last ate buffet, but too bad last night I cant seem to stuff a whole lot of food down my esophagus, and all the way down to my stomach. Boo..

Talking about foods, I found out that I’ve got this real weird habit recently. You see, I always go for drinks at night with my bunch of friends and every time when I’m out at night, I tend to eat.
Most of the time its not because I’m hungry, it’s because I’m afraid that I will be hungry later on in the middle of the night. The girl typing here is a night owl, so the night owl here knows that definitely she’ll get hungry after getting back home because she’s not going to bed before the dawn breaks. So yah, I eat before I get hungry when I’m out at night and my friend name this as storing food, just like what hamsters do. T___T

And now I realise one more thing, I sleep before I get sleepy. Like erm, if I know I’m gonna go out till late at night, I’ll get some sleep in the noon or something although I’m not at all tired at that moment.
Now, I’m not sure if that’s what every human being do or its just me because I’m plain weird.

Tell me, do you guys act this way too?

* At Sushi Zanmai after watching 7 Pounds.

7 Pounds is really a great movie. Will Smith’s expression looks really depress and I just feel so sad at the end of the movie. See, I’m a person who gets move easily whenever I watch movies. And 7 Pounds is so sad, it is almost unbearable, or to me at least. I just keep sobbing when I saw how Will Smith suicide (I’m sorry if you haven’t watch it, haha), the whole movie just break my heart.
His acting skill is really awesome and he is one of the best actor ever. I love Will Smith and I love his movies. Never fail to make me cry, lol.

Anyway, so yah.. I’ve just finish another assignment again. Isn’t that great?
And what’s even better is that my stupid-12chapters-quiz is postpone but still, I have to study for it. Its 115 pages, omg, can you imagine that? I really cant wait for my semester break to be here.

A friend of mine asked why do I or we to be exact, as in me and my buddy must come out every single day.
He don’t get it, I tried to explain at first. However, I decide to give up because I know he’ll never understand. And from that tone he’s using, he just makes me feel like shutting up.
I know I’ll cry if I continue talking, and even my buddy know I’ll cry if I really continue talking about it.
The normal me will argue about it and explain myself but this time round, I really feel like muting myself.

First thing first, I did stay at home. I can stay at home for a day or two and not coming out but thats it. I need to come out but its not like I wake up and went missing till the dawn breaks. In fact, I always stay at home these days. I’m a human, I need to social. I stay at home, talk to my brother, talk to my mother and what? Went back to my room and go online. Then my mom goes to work, and my brother went back to his room to go online.
Whats the point of staying at home? Its not like I don’t, I do stay at home. But after whole day long staying at home, I wish to come out for awhile and talk to friends.
I just don’t feel happy if I stay at home for too long, depression will kick in.
Once depression kick in, I’ll go all emotional and knock my head on the wall asking why and why and why. Okay, I made up the knocking part but still, I really will get emotional and thats the thing I hate most.
So now, what’s wrong with going out, meeting my friends, chatting away happily, and lastly going home feeling really satisfy? He’s just not me, he will never understand the feeling.

* I love to go out, but at the same time I do love staying at home too.

Its 5am and its time to find Uncle Chow again.
Oh, Friday is here once again. : )

….and I’m really sleeeeeeeeeepy.
I slept at 2.30am last night, wake up at 8.30 this morning for class and later on I went for group discussion until 4 plus in the afternoon. Have to drink coffee in order to keep myself awake but my brain stop functioning somewhere in the noon after the caffeine effect is gone.
Went home after that, fool around at Facebook and went to bed for a not-so-short nap which is 2 hours to be exact.
Woke up, ate my dinner, had my bath, and its time to hit my assignment again.
I’m really tired.

But I went for a movie just now to de-stress myself a little. I watched Hotel for Dogs and ohmygod, those dogs are really really cute.
I heart dogs, really. Dogs are man’s best friend. : )

After I reached home, I have to head back to my assignment again. I’m happy that its finally done now and I’m sitting here blogging.
I really feel like blogging today but I guess I can only write this much as my brain is really shutting down at this very moment.
Tomorrow will be study-like-mad day because I’ve got quiz on Friday morning. 12 freaking chapters, I’m gonna stay at home whole day long and read non stop. The idea of it is really sending me nightmares.

Alright, I’ll call it a day now. Good night people. Lots of love. <3

Today is the first time.
The first time ever I feel like giving up….

…giving up studying.

I asked myself, what am I doing?
Why am I studying?

I feel so so stress, I can take those pressure no more.
I feel like quiting, I feel like quiting straight away.
I feel like giving up the degree, I feel like giving up everything.

The whole stress thing, the pressure, nearly make me cry.
I’ve never in my life feel this stress till the extend where I feel like crying.
Till the extend where I say I don’t want to study, that’s really not me.

Thanks a lot to my World Englishes lecturer for giving me all this stress.
The hardest subject ever I’ve taken in my whole life.
Give us damn articles which is not at all easy and ask us to hand in journal on Wednesday. Like what? 2 days time?
Cool, like that’s not enough; there’s another one and we have to hand in on next Monday.
What’s even cooler is that this Friday there’s a so call quiz which consist of 12 freaking chapters.
And what’s even more cooler is that the finals are here in two weeks time.

What on earth is that. For the whole damn semester he don’t wanna give quizzes, but choose to give it at this moment where the finals are coming.
Its called quiz, hello. Which quiz will consist 12 freaking chapters? Might as well call it as final.
I think this lecturer wanna torture us. And then there’s still a final project.
And and and, he’s so stupid, he never breakdown the percentage for us. How will I know how many percentage the so call quiz contain, bloody hell.

I regret taking this subject. Some of my course mates asked me, ‘Why laa you go and take World Englishes? Its damn hard wei…’ and I’ll just ‘T______________________________T’.
Because I don’t know its that hard. Kill me please.

And now, my World Englishes final clash with my Media Planning’s quiz.
Why??????????????? T_____________T

I’m gonna do the damn journal today and go watch 7 Pounds tomorrow. Screw it.

Where shall I start?
I don’t know what I’ve been doing for the past few days. I basically did nothing.
I procrastinate everything.
I stay inside my room, feeling really blank. I try to keep myself away from the real world, keep myself away from all those assignments, all those headaches.
Because I feel so so stress for the past week, I avoid everything possible.
And here I am, still doing nothing.

I cant continue this way, I know. But its so hard, so so hard.
I think I really have to force myself again after today. Gosh, how I wish my holiday is here.

I keep on day dreaming these days, I don’t know where my brain is heading to.
Too much nonsense, really. I can never seem to concentrate on my work.
I only concentrate on one useless thing. Gawd, I feel like shit right now.

Anyway, heres last week’s picture. Went to Poppy after Ken’s birthday for Lun and Stephen’s birthday.
Birthdays, birthdays, and birthdays. Didn’t get to take any picture in the club, most of them are drunk when we arrive.

* We camwhore…..

* …..while we’re talking about some serious issue.

I feel so blur right now.
Will both of you please talk to me.
Please.

P/S: Last night’s dream is effing scary. Can’t you just leave me alone? Must you creep into my dream and do this kind of stupid stuff to me? Gosh, you idiot!!

Grrr!!!
I feel so freaking annoyed this few days, I feel like killing people.
I’m so damn stress right now. : (
My maid is going back to Indonesia in a few days time, omg. Why laa… : (
And there’s something wrong with my damn computer, it just keeps hanging. I’ve got no choice but to take this shit and repair it. I hope it wont cost me a bomb, I’m freaking broke right now.
I feel like going up to some hill and scream my lungs out. I wanna screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!

The above is what I type before my computer decide to hang again, and it was 2 days ago.
Boo!! My computer is send to repair and now I’m using my bro’s laptop. So not convenient.
But anyway, I’m no longer that annoyed. I’ve calm myself down, hehe.
I decide to let go off something that is full of uncertainty and to search for something else that can gives me a better future.
It hurts to let go off that something that I really like, but its better off this way. : )
I just went for badminton yesterday. These two days are pretty cool. : )

How I wish things will only get better and better. Hmm….
I’m craving for cake right now. Hand me a piece please……. :3

It’s Ken’s 21st Birthday. : )
Lots and lots of birthdays recently, which means I’m getting poorer and poorer. Haha, I’m just kidding.
I love you guys so much, I don’t mind getting poorer to get you guys presents, haha.

* That’s Ken Jee and his girlfriend.

* As usual, the bite-that-candle-from-that-cake session.
Friends are shouting, ‘Oi oi, don’t play with that cake. Its one freaking expensive cake’.. Haha..

* Ee Cheeng, me, and Ken Jee. I’m so not gonna let him stand beside me and take pictures, forever bully me and called me pendek. Boo..

* Oopsi, hand is not long enough, cut out Yee Wah’s face.

* Ah, a much better one. : )

* Me and Jian Yi and lots of packet drinks.

* Man and woman. Don’t know whats up with him lately, giving me a very weird feeling. -.-

* Wee, footballer Wilson and me.

Talking about football, last night is shit. Liverpool won the game, 4-1.
Lucky I didn’t manage to catch the game, or else I’ll be even more disappointed, seeing Liverpool keep scoring.
And lucky it wouldn’t affect too much, not like the match between Inter Milan.
I didn’t get to see how Ronaldo score the second goal that day, stupid Wilson talking to me about Raymond Lam’s facial cleanser. T____________T
Woah, I sleep at 6 morning that day, just to catch the match. Crazy, I know.
Gawd, why am I talking bout football here. I better stop, lol.

* Oh, this is for Kee Pok’s 21st Birthday. That’s ice-cream from Baskin Robbin, I pick for him. :’D
I just love giving little surprises like this to my friends, I’m happy when I know I get to make them happy. : )

I want to wish a very Happy 21st Birthday to Mr. Tan Ken Jee and Mr. Tan Kee Pok. May both of you have a very bless birthday and many many happy returns. Mwah!! : )

Hey peeps!!

I’m so sorry for not updating, it has really been a hectic week for me. I spent most of my time doing assignments.
I just finished three assignments and I’ve got a few more, which is very important I must say.
I hope my semester ends faster, I can’t cope with the stress. Oh, and I just screw my presentation the other day, haha.

I remember I did mentioned before that I wanted to go for tarot reading and I did, last Sunday.
I wonder to what extent the words that came out from this tarot lady is true. I’m not gonna elaborate more on that, not gonna tell you guys what she said to me. :p

I’m on financial crisis AGAIN!!! Omgwtfbbq, financial crisis + loads of assignments + finals + brain malfunction, all these are really killing me.
Luckily I still have a bunch of buddies around me to calm me down, or else I’ll be appearing on headline; ‘A 20 years old girl jump sea due to assignments and lack of money’. (my birthday is not here yet, so I’m still 20) Don’t laugh.
Wth, I keep using that word, ‘jump sea’ which is a direct translate from Chinese.

And oh, my brother just took his result for SPM yesterday and damn, I’m so proud of him. He get 9A’s, not all are A1s but still, I’m really proud of him. At the same time I feel shitty, the contrast is too big. I only get 3A’s back then, boo.
Memang memalukan, wtf. Sigh, I wish I did better.
I wish to turn back time and fix all those mistakes. But to come to think of it, its not that bad after all.
That one whole year, I really did learn a lot. Especially thanks to Ezen Bobo (hahahahahahaha) who guide me along the way. :’D

I cant wait for tomorrow, I’m attending friend’s birthday party. This whole week is so borinnnng, doing assignments and only assignments. I think tomorrow will be a hell lot of fun. :’D
My post is so random.

Boo! Byebye.