There there, finally its the end of the semester. I’ve been waiting for the semester to end for the longest time.
And guess what happened to that Mr.Redbull that waits for me last night inside my cool fridge; I decided not to see him. Well you know, he’s really not my type. I’m gonna ditch him and throw him into that stinky dustbin tomorrow.
I wonder if I overuse my brain juice last night, my brain seems like working real slow at the moment. My brain never functions properly; Joshua said my brain only functions when I’m at club talking to guys. Wthbbq!!
There’s a lot I want to write but I doubt if I can arrange them in proper sentence because my god damn brain seems to be god damn slowwwww, but I’ll try. (:
I love writing. I love to express myself with words and put down my thoughts in words.
This blog here is not only to put my shameless camwhore pictures, but also to express myself and at the same time brush up my writing skills.
Just so you know, a lot of times when I’m attending lectures, I tend to lost focus and daydream. My tiny brain wonders here and there and everywhere, and all of a sudden I’ll write some shits on my text book or lecture notes. Lol, such randomness.
I’ll write stuff like, ‘I think he’s gay. OMG!! GAY!!’ or ‘I think I miss you and that totally sucks because you sucks.’ or even ‘I’m hungry!!!’.
If so happen you come across any of my text book, you’ll get to find a lot of random shits like what I mentioned in it, some is full with anger, some full with love, and some are just plain stupid. Haha..
I’ve never like maths or science back then and I still don’t really like them now. The feelings just didn’t develop. I prefer English and art. :)
Basically, English is the only language I can write in. Sad to say, I can’t write and read in Chinese, I can only converse in it. Whenever I don’t get an A in my English exam, I’ll be extremely disappointed at myself. Not getting an A rarely happens when I’m still in primary school but things started changing when I step into my teen world.
I changed from private school to government school and I stop my English tuition classes. I’ve been receiving English tuition since kindergarten from this lovely lady who comes all the way from England and is the wife of my father’s friend. When I’m studying primary 2, she will gave me primary 4’s workbook. She makes me love English.
Oh by the way, her name is Felicia Bidgood. I wonder where she is now, I kinda miss her.
So yah, going to government school makes it very hard for me to improve my English. People there just don’t talk in English and when you do, you’re like an alien. That’s during my Form 1 period and it took me awhile to adapt.
My English never improve since, or at least that is what I feel.
I wrote diary back then, I’m sure those who read my blog knows about it and sometimes when I’ve got nothing better to do, I took out my dusty diary and read.
My reaction after reading that childish diary is : Oh crap, why do I wrote in such way! I was amazed, wth. Not only the diaries, when I read my older post from 2 years ago, I feel like crap too.
There’s definitely some changes in the way I write compared to two years ago but I still think I can’t write well.
I wish to write better. I want to write better.
Good writers, especially those who write with styles that I like, always leave me in awe.
I may write wrongly but I’m trying here, I try to write better every time I pen down my thoughts.
I may write wrongly and you may laugh, but that’s how I polish my skill.
Alrighty, that’s the maximum I can write as my brain can no longer generate at the moment.
I hope you guys love reading my post as much as I love writing them.
I’m sorry if my writing sucks and bore you, but please try to bear with me as I try to improve here. (:
Have a very nice day people.
Signing off with ♥
P/S: As much as I love writing, I hate writing essays for assignments and exams. They sucks. Maximum!!