52nd Merdeka Day

We didn’t intend to drive up to Genting on Merdeka eve, we actually planned to go on 29th but some of them are busy so yeah. Went up on eve, 13 of us. (:

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* Happy Merdeka day peeps :*D

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* Toilet break with the ladies.

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* Triplets at CoffeeBean, wtf. haha..

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* We talk and talk nonstop, ngehehe.

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* The card game I mentioned in my previous post.

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* Looking very serious, cracking up their brain.

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* A picture before we walk up a little to see fireworks. (:

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* The guy who shares the same problem as me, hur hur.

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* Spot the Eiffel Tower.

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* Sort of like force her and her sister to come up to Genting with us. :*D

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* Hee :*D

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* Haha, funneh. :3

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* The fireworks is really awesome, very very pretty.

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* Right? :*D

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* Both the gamblers who won.

I’ve never been into a casino before, still underage.
But my peeps keep telling me how excited it is, how much those people bet and all sorts which triggered my curiosity. And so I try my luck.
I feel extremely nervous lorh when I’m right outside the casino. They stopped Ee Cheeng and I walked beside Weng Kee so that they cant really see me.
I think Weng Kee really did blocked me, I dashed into the casino, hahaha.

It really did shocked me a little cause these people bet like nobody’s business. I saw an old lady bet almost one thousand for a round, my eyes almost drop. Crazy shit. @_@
After casino we played a while more, walked around and drive down the hill.

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* No smoking larh!

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* Thousand hand God covered with fog, wtf.

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* Groupie.

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* A fun and relaxing night with them. (:

We go for dimsum at 6 in the morning just right after we came back from Genting.
Very stim larh, these guys speaks in Hakka non-stop, I laugh like shit.
I laugh until I cant eat my porridge, hahaha.

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* Salad prawn in Hakka is ‘salurt har’.. the har in a lower tone, funny shit. :*D

I like everything except sitting in that car. T______T
MahWengKee purposely drive that car to mensadkan me, wtf.

p/s: i very sad already now, everyone is like leaving me. shit!

Happy Merdeka

hola hola peeps .
yours truly is currently at Genting with the bunch of biatches. :*D
chilling at coffeebean, playing cards.
not the ordinary cards, its called Saboteur .
i’m seriously too noob for this, they keep bullying me .

too dumb to guess who’s the bad guy and who’s not .
gotta start playing now.
i’ll be back. (:

p/s: still paining.

Come September

“No one ever said that life would be fair, or that the moments you wanted to last forever would. As you start to realize, people who once said that they cared can stop in an instant and those people who once made you the happiest, are now the ones who make you cry. You realize that no matter how much you care about someone, it doesn’t mean they will care about you. Letting go of something isn’t hard, it’s what you leave behind that’s the hard part. You realize that kisses don’t always mean something and promises can be broken, just as quickly as they are made.”

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so long .
the feeling is back.
the feeling of pain.
it’s been awhile since i felt this way .
it has too been awhile since i cried this hard.

i somehow knew it from the beginning but i tried to make it as an exception .
i’m not quite ready for it and it breaks my heart.
memories. <3 but i'm a big girl now, i'll deal with it. (: two weeks . and i'll be fine after that. hopefully. i cant wait for September to come . (:

Back to Maison

It’s been quite some time since I last went to Maison and yesterday night I’m there again for Sean’s birthday.
Be-early birthday.
Maison is pretty much the same except that they added in 2 poles for some sexy ladies to pole dance over there.

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* hmmmm…

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* Big sister and me.

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* The funny birthday boy.

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* Me and Ee both wear white tube dress. Coincident. (:

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* Thankiuu for that shoulder of yours. O.O

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* Me and half-eyed Hoe Kee.

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* Cheras clan-ers. (:

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* HAHAHA! Look at that Keith Gor, LOL.

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* The guys keep blinking their eyes, this is like the 343242398th picture.

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* That’s Kahz behind Sean, he drank so much as though it’s his birthday. Haha, crazy drinker.

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* Yi looking very serious. O.O

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* Howie Howie, it’s been awhile.

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* The party was quite okay but it seems like last year’s Maison is a lot more fun.

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* No idea who took my picture while I’m emoing, wtf. )’:

Nothing else I wanna say, so bye.

How certain can you be?

friends keep telling me the same thing.
‘i’m going oversea to study and i’m not coming back.’
and after a year or two, tadaa! they appear in front of me when I window shop at pavilion.

and then there’s where the wondering begin.
i thought they are not coming back anymore.
oh well, i wonder how will it be if they weren’t THAT certain about not coming back.

if only they fight a little bit more. if only they hold on to it a little bit more.
things might not be the same.

exactly how certain can you be?
i bet this scene is gonna happen a year later.
my intuition tells me that and my intuition for tonight is oh-so-accurate.

trust me on that!

Hang On There

Listening to old songs on LiteFM and missing daddy. Sigh, life oh life.

“To hold on to anything is like holding your breath. If you persist you’ll suffocate.”

love
via : ♥

the quote, how very true.
_
talked to the brother today and he asked me the same question i once asked .
and by that, it means i’m right this time . yes, i am .
the question i asked is really something we i should ponder on .

it’s just an excuse. no one knows it better than you do .
but i’m not gonna stress about it anymore . it’s not under my control anyway .
perhaps you should figure it out or perhaps not .
either way, we’ll have the conclusion sooner or later.
and by then, i’ll know if you’re just like any other one out there.

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