Archive for November, 2009

Nov 30

my big two-one at mnep !

Like finally, I know.
Takes me super long to do this birthday post. :\

This is my first time ever having a birthday party in my 21 years of life.
How sad can my life be? Haha..
I hesitate at first, whether to held a party or not. But damn, it’s my 21st.
Luckily I work a few weeks before my birthday, or else I wouldn’t have the money to throw myself a party. (:

I’m glad that quite a number of my friends came.
Though at the same time I feel really awkward because I’m really not so use to the ‘all-eyes-on-me’ kind of feeling but I’m really really glad. (:

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* Happy 21st to myself !

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* Birthday wishes from friends. ((:

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* Both my lovely brothers.

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* Cool-looking younger brother.

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* My elder brother, do we look alike? (:

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* My college girlfriends. Esther De Silva and Eva on the left, twins on the right.

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* My babess ! ♥ them.

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* Jayson and Anna. You know, working is so much more bearable because of them. (:

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* With Min Jer and his friend.

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* The ‘dai gors’; Kahz, Weng Kee, Jones, Wu, Sean. Wu looks like he’s about to kill people, wtf.

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* Guess how I met these guys here. I met them when I’m Form3, we’re from the same school bus and we’re friends till now. (:

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* Another group of ‘dai gors’? But hey, I like this picture. (:

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* Haha, nice boobs. :*D

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* Vamp and Wilson, and Cheras clan-ers behind.

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* Jian Liang, Crystal, Michelle, Shuea Yee the nurse, and me.

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* Dexter and Jasper!

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* Yee! I like this picture too. (: Whenever there’s Sean and twins in pictures together, I’ll think of Thailand.

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* Joshua the talented photographer camwhoring with me and Ee with his SLR.

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* Me and Alex, who came late and left after awhile. Pfft, but I forgive you because you gave me awesome birthday wish. Haha..

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* There, 21 years of life. By the way, that’s cheeeeeeseee cake! (:

I spend around Rm800 plus for the birthday bash.
From liquor to cake to snacks and finger-food to balloons.
Eh, the balloons damn costly but i like them. :|
I actually asked my mom to come but she tak layan me. ):
She never celebrate my 21st with me, not even a dinner or whatsoever.
. . . . . . .
But it’s okay, at least she gave me something. heh..

Presents on next post. (:

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Nov 29

hey.
i kinda miss you.
(:

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Nov 27

heeeeepppiii biiiiiiirrrthdaaayy from Alexx

birthday post coming up but before that, here’s a little something to entertain you guys.
:*D

every single time i played this video, i laugh like mad.
it’s so funny .haaahhaahhaaahahaha :*D
don’t think anyone can top Alex for the best birthday wish. (:

stay tune.

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Nov 24

not so dead after all

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Boo !
Yes, as you all can see this is my previous Facebook profile picture. (:<
I know my friends don’t like this profile picture of mine.
They told me its scary.

But for some reason I like it. A lot.
It feels very me.
Because deep down I’m feeling that way. Like a dead zombie or whatever it is.
Everyone asked me to change it but I just didn’t want to.
I like it sooooo much really, haha.

But I’ve finally changed it today.
To a more ‘cheerful’ looking me. (:

I’m trying to search for that hyper little girl.
Must have lost somewhere.
Life may be sad, but its always beautiful .

♥

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Nov 23

Bestie ‘double e’ 21st

Finally the long awaited birthday post.
But no, not my birthday.
It’s Wong EE’s 21st birthday at palate palette !!
For mine, you can continue waiting. Haha..

The theme for her birthday is bow-tie. (:
Tell me, tell me are these bow-ties cute??
Me and Ee made those ourselves. I wanted to do it for her but unfortunately my job eats up too much of my time. I cant finish it on time for her, so I just teach her how to do it.
It’s reaaaaaallly easy, trust me. Easy and cute :*D .

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* The birthday girl with her boyfriend.

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* Birthday girl with the buddies. Yi totally blocked Hon’s face.

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* Me and the guys.

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* pctan who’s leaving real soon and me.

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* Us with the feng shui master as well, haha. (:

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* Sigh, why am I so short?

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* Bow-tie!!! They said I looked like a bunny that night, should add on a pair of bunny ears. :3

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* Twins who looked like vampire, Esther, me and Ee.

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* Heeeeeeee! :*D

More pictures at facebook please .
As always, you know I’m lazy. Hah!

Oh ya, let me tell you.
This is the first time I celebrated her birthday though we’ve been friends since Form4.
Weird.

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Nov 23

your say .

I just saw a fucking awesome quote .

“Don’t you think it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?”
— Audrey Niffenegger (The Time Traveler’s Wife)

Oh man, don’t you think so ?
Still, it’s your say .

Nights darlings .
:]

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Nov 22

still standing .

somewhere in between i’ve lost myself many a time .
and along the way I always manage to bring me back to myself.
but not this time .have i lost the spark once inside of me?

i’m a lot quieter than my usual self .something i realized recently.
don’t really know what is bothering me or might be that there’s too much to mention.

hmm. as i’ve said in my previous post, i shifted my bed .
and then i come to realize that i never had a good night sleep before.
either never or too few for me to remember.
almost every night i’ll dream when i sleep. to add onto that i keep waking up in the middle of the night for no reason.
i don’t even how it feels like anymore to sleep without having dreams and waking up every few hours.

i thought it was normal at first. till it starts to get real annoying and i asked my friends if they too woke up in the middle of the night.
but no, they can sleep soundly till the next morning. damn, i’m jealous.
they told me its because there’s too much stuff going on in my head.
its like even when i’m asleep my brain is still thinking.
almost every single night. you can imagine how bad this can be .

now i know why i always feel so tired even after 9 hours of sleep.
my sleep doesn’t have quality. ):

me feeling down has been going on for some time now.
about the time i start working. more than a month i guess.
and today is one of the worst day ever. everything seems so wrong plus working feels like shit today .
but i’m much better now.

whatever shit happens, i know i can deal with it .whether i’ll be so hurt till it feels like a knife stabbing through my heart or not, i still can deal with it.
i might be emo, i might cry but still. i can deal with it!!!

why?
because when i can deal with my dad leaving me, i can deal with almost anything.
nothing’s gonna be worse than my dad leaving me so whatever shit happens, i’ll still be standing here.
i might stand here and cry but at the minimum, i’m still here. standing.

‘anyway, i might think too much but i too think you think too much.’ (:
i don’t care if your intention is good or bad.
i don’t care if you did it on purpose or not on purpose.
i don’t care if you did it for your benefit or mine .
i don’t care .
all i know is that you make me feel upset. thats it.

but its ok. as i’ve said i can deal with it. (:
*smile smile*

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So .. you seriously want to upset this girl here ?

it’s your choice (:

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Nov 18

I shifted my bed again .

Why is my bloody computer still not fix yet?
I seriously am not enjoying myself using my mom’s laptop. I don’t wanna share. :\

I can’t wait till that damn computer is fix. I want to use my monitor and blast the speakers. Ishh.
And there’s some stuff in my room that is still not done yet till today.
I have yet to paint my mini drawer and also hang both of my ‘notice’ board.
I want to get my computer fix first I don’t know why. But I want it that way. :\

I just shifted my bed and my table AGAIN. I keep shifting my room’s furniture .
I cant seem to find the perfect spot for my bed. I need and want to put my bed beside the wall.
I want to sleep with the wall, wtf. I feel more secure this way. :\
So at first my bed is under the window, beside the wall but because of my stupid air-con that leaks non-stop, I’m forced to shift it by my mom. And also she said bed under window is not a good fengshui or whatever it is larh.

So then I shifted it to the middle of the room and put my table under the window.
Which also means my bed is not beside any wall and every night I feel as if I’m falling. I hate that feeling. ):
And so I shifted my bed again. I think it’s gonna be great this time or so it seems. (:
I shifted my bed back to the window area but this time it is only the headboard that is under the window.
Of course the most important thing is that it’s beside the wall. Ah~~~ my wall. Lol.
My room also seems to be more spacious now. Ngehehe. (:

Oklarh, after my computer is fix then I’ll get the remaining stuff done then I can really take pictures and blog about my room jorr.
Pray that it’s gonna be quick. I keep ‘computer fix computer fix’, I find myself very annoying now. wtf.

Oh yah, on another note my blog is already 3. I totally forgot about it, damn.
It’s 3 already can you believe it? Three, tiga, sam, san………..three years. lol.
Oklarh, enough of all my stupid ramblings already. Just wanna update this blog before I go all busy again working here and there.

And birthday party pictures are almost ready but whether I have the time to blog about it in this few days is another question. Latest by next week. (:

Have a good day peeps. ♥

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