Archive for November, 2009

Nov 16

JuKoonz 21st

Boo. So many days since I updated.
Didn’t really realise till Susan told me about it. :3

I’m back to work this week which is the reason why my blog is not updated.
Not much to update at this hour, its 2 midnight you know.

Lotsa birthdays lately, I guess I’ll bombard my blog with birthday posts. November is a berrry good month. :’D
For now, I’ll bombard this post with Koon’s birthday pictarrs.

JuKoon’s birthday is same as mine but he celebrated it on the 7th at Zouk Phuture.
It’s a tie for guys and white for ladies night. He booked the VIP room. :3

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* JuKoon the birthday boy!

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* Need not introduce.

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* That’s Shuea Yee, our nurse. (:

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* John who teased me once he saw me and Piao Ching. John damn bad, pffft.

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* Cute lerh the red ‘bowtie’. :*D

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* Why is Ian’s eyes always one big one small?

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* Us with the birthday boy.

I lazy to upload more pictures already, go Facebook see larh. :X
So the sleepy already. Buai.

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Nov 11

me is going thailand !!

guess what .guess what!
finally i’m going to thailand baybeh!!

no no, not now.
but next year september! damn long right, pfft.
i’ve been longing to go to thailand for sooooooo long and i’m really glad that finally i have the chance.

thanks to airasia for the free air ticket. :*D
zero airfares but still have to pay the tax and whatnot anyway.
so total sum is around rm150 for two way flights.
cool huh? i guess it is really cheap but to me it’s still expensive.
cause i’m broke. pfft.

i really need to start saving whatever i have from now on.
i want to shop at thailand so badly, it’s my dream already. wtf.
i heart thailand because they sell super cheap stuff and as you all know .i’m a cheapo.
i love to buy cheap stuff. *grins*
the cheaper it is, the better it is cause i get to buy more.
ahh~~ heaven. wtf :*D

i have to save around 1k for the trip.
cute place to stay. good food. and lotsa shopping.
i really need to work hard and save save save. eat lesser, buy lesser for the moment. huhurr.

ouh, i just get my passport done today all because of this thailand trip.
ahhh~ cant wait. :*D

THAILAND !!!

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Nov 10

A dream is always a dream .

I’m a very superstitious girl.
And as I’ve always mentioned, a very paranoid girl as well.

You put a fengshui master or psychic or anyone who has the ability to so call read the future, I’ll turn myself into a little girl and ask non-stop.
Just that day, I was sitting with some friends and so happen one of them have the ability to read, sort of like a fengshui master.
I asked non-stop. What does my ear say about me? What does my nose say about me? What does my forehead say about me? I pay so much attention to what he said. I think I pay more attention to him than my lecturers, wtf.

Then I asked him, what will I be in the future. He said housewife.
I wanted to be a housewife actually. I’ve always wanted to stay at home and cook dinner while waiting for the husband to come back.
But then again if I were to be a housewife, what about my dream?

My dream of becoming the world-famous fashion designer. I sometimes feel like laughing at myself for dreaming the impossible. Me? Fashion designer? World famous? I must be kidding.
I can’t even draw. I’m not even creative.
Yah, that’s why it’s called a dream cause I’m dreaming.

I asked him if I can be a designer. He said, ‘Never mind. Mass comm is good for you. Designer, cant lar.’
My heart sank straight away. I hope he didn’t notice that.
I asked him again hoping that he’ll tell me something different this time.
He showed me an example, ‘You see like this guy siting opposite of you, he can be a great designer if he wants to. He’s got his own way. He wont bother what you tell him, he’ll just do what he wants.’

Then I thought to myself, I’m not like that. I bother what others say. I’m always a follower, not leader.
I follow trend, I don’t create the trend. I just follow.
Whereas designer is the creator, not follower. If you ask me to draw, I cant. I’ll go blank, I don’t know what to draw. But if you ask me to copy, I can.

Is this the reason why I cant be a designer?
You know, at the beginning of this post I wanted to say I don’t care whether others tell me that I can or I cant, I’ll still go for it. For I believe that if I really work hard, I can get what I want. Or at least I fail knowing that I try my best.

But my emoness fail me once again. I feel like letting go my dream. I feel like telling myself to stop dreaming and just do what I already am doing. Finish my damn degree and work 9-5, or worst still 9-10.

What more, I have to go earn money for the course if I really want to study design.
It makes it even more harder than it already is.

But I don’t want to be a nobody. I want to be a somebody. I don’t wanna be just another girl you know.
I’m afraid to try. I’m afraid to fail. Yet I don’t wanna be a nobody.
So contradicting.

I no longer know what I want. I don’t even believe in myself anymore.

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Nov 09

Two One at Zouk

My big two one. ((:
‘Celebrated’ my two one at Zouk on my birthday itself.
Remember remember the 5th of November ! That’s from V for Vendetta. :’D

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* All ready to partay ! How’s the outfit? (:

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* Hand too short, wtf.

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* Eh, I cut my hair ler. More like trim but did you all realise?

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* Kok Hoe and me.

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* Finally we can club at Zouk together.

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* Sean who cuts my hair for me. (:

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* Someday, we’ll go to Thailand together. I need money money money!

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* Darling Anna and me. (:

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* Sexy Anna, me, and shy Hyman.

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* My Maxis colleague excluding Ee. And that’s Tiffany beside Anna.

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* Jonsiiiiii !!!

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* HAR !! Caught red handed, wtf. *no eye see*

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* Hee. *mwuaaah*

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* 3 gay guys. Jones with the peace sign, it’s something you don’t get to see too often. lol..

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* Kawan baik. (:

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* ahhaahahhhaaahhahahahahahahahahahahah ! Look at Ee’s stim look. LOL!

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* Ok, a better one. HAHA!

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* Tired from boom boom shake shake so I sit down and played with my camera.

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* Then the one beside me give me his hand, lol. Ini panggil ‘mou liu’. :\

The guys are not high enough because they couldn’t open bottle.
But I still hope you guys have fun and thanks for coming and partying with me. ((:
I like my outfit. mwahahah.

♥ ♥ ♥

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Nov 09

I want to blog. Blog about my 21st birthday party but my cable is downstairs and its late now, I’ve got not much energy left in me.

I just wanted to blog. To write something.

Well well, I wonder how long it takes for me to let go the grudges completely.
It is indeed kind of annoying when every time I thought I’m over this shit , I actually am not.
Days later when I accidentally come across things related to you, I feel the pain all over again.
Not to say pain but that very uneasy feeling ,you know.

Deep down, I really really don’t want to be angry at you and at the whole incident.
Because I do like you. Whether as a friend or not, I like this person. This person is you.
Argh. I just don’t know how to describe the whole situation, the exact feeling I’m having.

Sigh, but I remember what harsh word you once said.
You really put me in such a dilemma situation.
Forgive and forget? I’m not sure if I can.

I do still think of you. I miss you.

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Nov 07

Second November

Lots of people I know is born on the second of November.
Vivien is one of them. (:
The last time I celebrated Vivien’s birthday is when we’re 12 , with Cindy as well. (:
And now after sooooo many years, I get to celebrate her 21st birthday together at Neway TimeSquare. (:

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* A picture of me and her taken from her polaroid. Eh, hope you like the Domokun.

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* Ginny, funny Piao, and me.

Dear Vivien, I’m so sorry I have to left early for another friend’s birthday. But you never come for my birthday, so we’re even. HAHA. :P
Didn’t really took pictures because I’m lazy. Can steal from Vivien mah..

Walk all the way to Pavilion, more like jog because I walk very fast. It’s drizzling.
Actually Ee can fetch me but Piao asked me to stay longer so I have to asked Ee to go first without me.
Pffft, jog under the rain to Pavilion mau mati sudah.

Why jog to Pavilion? Because it’s Nam Hon’s birthday as well!! (:

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* Everyone enjoying their big portion meal.

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* Very cheesy cheesecake for Hon. (:

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* Happy 21st Birthday Hon !!

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* Me, Jonsi, and double E.

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* Jian Yi, birthday boy, and Kok Hoe.

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* I keep using peace sign, wtf. But I like this picture. (:

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* After dinner we went to watch Poker King, funny as hell. Laugh like crazy. :*D After movie go toilet, which explains this picture. Heh.

After movie head over to Shishaa, told you that double E is addicted. Haha.

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* Accidentally took this picture. Snake skin legging. *rawrr* Should be *sss*, wtf.

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* (:

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* And now I’ll end my post with my shameless picture.

Wanna wish Nam Hon a very happy 21st too. (:
I think I’ll super delay my birthday post because Joshua, my photographer friend took pictures for me that night. I’ll need some time to collect all the pictures.

But I can post my birthday night at Zouk first. Heh. (:

Oh ya, Hon’s video. Almost forgot. Enjoy! :*)

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Nov 05

21 years of Life !

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* Happy birthday to myself ?

Ah .. .
This girl here is feeling much better .
Finally I got my hair done. Cut, highlight, and dye. (:

No, I’m not feeling better because of my hair.
It’s because of my friends. (:
I expect myself to stay at home on birthday eve ,but so happen I’ve got friends around me when the clock strikes 12.
My long-time-no-see Subang friends . Thanks for all the stupid jokes and the songs. Heh!

Mmmmmm !
I got mood swing wtf.
Very sleepy again, good night world.

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Nov 04

Few more hours. . .

It’s finally my turn.
And I can’t believe it.
Seriously, time passes faster than it should.

I feel happy and excited last week because my birthday is finally coming.
But I started to feel really weird yesterday.
I don’t want my birthday to come. I’m not too sure why.
Like suddenly I’m not feeling that happy anymore.

I don’t even know why my birthday reminds me so much of you.
I still remember what you said to me on msn about my birthday back then. Back then when we were still friends.
Missing you at this very moment is not gonna do me any good, it pulls down my mood.

And I miss dad too. Which makes me feel even worse.
I’m gonna be a grown up after the clock strikes 12, dad.
10 god damn years without my dad celebrating my birthday with me.

Shit. I shouldn’t be feeling this way.
I should feel happy. Gah! ):

I don’t know what else to say.
I’m not ready to turn 21. I’m not ready for my birthday. I’m not ready for my birthday party.
I just don’t want it to come.

Because when it’s finally here, it just means the end is at the corner.

The usual pessimistic Peggy Chow, signing off.

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