Archive for December, 2009

Dec 31

Bye 2009 .i’ll never see you again

so…
2009 is coming to an end.

and to be honest, i am reluctant to see 2009 pass me by.
the year might not be an awesome one but nonetheless, it is still a good year.

this year seems a tad bit different.
i tried things i never thought of trying. i went to a lot of places.
and the most important of all, i met a lot of new people and some not so new ones.

the year is full with great memories. i miss every moment except a few sad ones of course. hah.
up and down, up and down.
a few downs this year but i pull it through. (:

the year start off with a very happy chinese new year with the secondary gang aka cheras clan aka ccoc. wth, haha.
went ‘bai nin’ with the gang which is the first time for me because very year i couldn’t make it. still stuck at hometown.
the superstitious me went to temple too. and also tarot reading. :\
also the first time i did something so daring, which is to get a tattoo. :X
went poppy for the first time which resulted in more poppy and zouk. haha
thomas and michael, new friends then. (:
(see, so many first time :’D)

second tattoo on february. (hardcore :\)
valentines day at chillis with jones.
first time chilling at skybar.
more clubbing. bwahah :’P

first time playing paintball on april. tsk tsk, effing pain. T_T
camwhore with ‘daddy’ :X
sean, kahz, and wu .new friends (:

may.
poppy poppy . ‘new’ friends, koonz and brucey ((:
i remember i told ee cheeng, ‘you see, that guy. super looks like ‘lei siu long’ geh..’ bwahahha
went to second tarot reading which is suuuppppeeerrrr accurate!! :O

june. *grins*
first time at decanter.
i remember that night :’D
and then MOS. i remember that night also. bwaha :’D
how we ‘talk’ at the dancefloor by typing on hp. lol
then its langkawi!!! get to sit on aeroplane with friends!! have lots of fun at langkawi. chit chat at the beach.
seafood. boats. jump shot. lanjiao ying. exploring around. and smses. (:
and penang!! food food and more food. the ship. steak, lol. bicycle. alphard
the best month throughout the year. lots of laughter and ♥. ((:

july i was pushed into poppy’s swimming pool, wth.
farewell. skypee. 3rd tattoo (:
fireworks at genting on merdeka eve.

september. peggy chow became an emo girl. lol
brother went to malacca. T_T
abit bit emo lar, not as terrible as last time. i changing. (:
gay night at maison. :O

celebrated my big two-one at mnep. november is ♥.
celebrated vivien’s, koon’s and ee’s 21 too.
where i start talking to piao. and siew cheong.
ouh, shisha for the 1st time also. ngehe

december. pika pika ♥. (:
get to meet the cheras gang for one whole month.
jayson’s farewell. piao’s farewell. hoegarden
and of course, not to forget..
the best xmas party. (:
gamble at genting’s casino for the 1st time and ‘donated’ 25 bucks. wth!! pfft

so that’s pretty much how my year goes. as for new year eve .
i’m gonna go curve and have dinner at tony roma’s with just a few people.
i just wanna sit ,have dinner, a couple of drinks and chit chat with them. (:

i really feel a little upset .2009 treats me quite well.
am a little too afraid to face a whole new year. :\

but anyway. this is ..
a year that i wouldn’t want to forget.
a year that is full with great people .great happenings. great laughter.
a big thank you for those who cared about me. for those who try to make me smile when i’m upset. for all the silly jokes. for all the late night chats. (:
and also a big sorry to those who i once lost my temper at. sorry, i don’t mean to sound harsh at times, just that my emotion took the better of me. so please. forgive me.
i ♥ all you guys.

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here, i want to wish everyone out there in the world a very happy new year.
and for those who read my blog, thanks for taking the time though i know sometimes i crap a lot.
happy two-o-one-o to all you lovelies.

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Dec 31

you’re hot then you’re cold. you’re yes then you’re no.

supposedly, this will be my last outing post for year 2009.
as for the title, i heard this song at estee’s birthday. so yeah.

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* girls have to wear either pink or red, so here i am.. dress in pink.

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* that’s canon G10 .

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* ucsi mass comm girls. didn’t took much picture from my camera so yeah.. this is it.

piao’s farewell at ttdi. he already left to united states.

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* hoegarden. my first time. :3

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* the guys drank a lot, they ordered two towers and i don’t know how many pint of hoegarden.

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* pohjuan, me and piao.

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* thanks for the peanut butter m&m. better be good while you’re at kentucky. (:

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* hi there long lost friend. (:

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* a great night with you guys (:

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* bwahaha, i cheat. i stepped on something that’s why i don’t look short here. :’P

there’s something, that made me feel disturbed.
but i dare not voice it out here for what the lady had told me.
i am not allow to let you know or show it to you that i am upset.
this is so totally insane.

sometimes. you put me on an emotional roller coaster ride.
no wait. you put me or i put myself?
i don’t know.

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Dec 30

bad romance

so for some reason, i’m not allow to upload these pictures which is taken on the 17th.
i’m only allow to post it on january but since january is only two days away…
so i don’t care larh, just post. bwahah :’P

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* such coincidence. i called the twins ‘eh, go zouk mou?’ and they replied ‘har? why all go zouk? i’m going later with my cousin.’ me: ‘ouhhhhh *big grin*’

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* that night was crazy. sooooooooo much fun, :’D

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* we went up to the podium. tsktsk :X

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* bumped into jimmy and liepeh. (:

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* thom looks good here. (: sigh, my camera is out of battery. this is from ee’s hp. T_T

and here’s some genting pictures. we went uphill on christmas day itself. (:

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* we walk around genting wearing our xmas headbands and hats. :’D

we went into firstworld casino. we went to this ‘big small’ table and i tried to guess. and most of the time i get it correct.
then the guys wanted to change casino so we went to another bigger one.
once i went in, i have this ‘lose’ feeling, wth. walk around, saw this cute game.
they put three dice in a bird cage look alike thingy and spin it. there’s number 1 to 6 on a dice, so we have to guess which number will show up. i guess a few times, and every time i got it correct.
so me and ee, we buy rm50 chips. rm10 per bet and guess what. we lose 5 times straight in a row. WTF!!!
tipu orang punya. stand up guess, correct. sit down guess, wrong. gg.com
pffffffffffftttttttttttttt!! no happy.

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* our president and president’s wife.

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* this is actually a testing shot. and look at the fog man. it is sooooooo cold, everyone is like freezing. remind’s me of europe’s weather during summer. the wind is crazy.

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* no flash allow due to the fog. jones went with us but he resist to take pictures. sot sot dei jor.

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* when we took picture, we heard dog barks. we look across the road and saw a very HUGE dog. those tall tall huge huge dog with a deep deep bark that kind. this one also sot sot dei, bring the dog to genting. some more keep barking at people like wanna eat people like that. hak sei yan meh :\

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* nice picture but what’s that thing at the bottom left? jones, lousy photographer.

after genting we went to petaling street for porridge. mmm (:

can you tell that i’m rushing my post.
i wanted to blog everything before new year comes.
i still have piao’s farewell and a few from estee’s birthday. gasp.

p/s: i start to use song title jor..

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Dec 30

hi there turkey. it’s christmastime

christmas pictures!! (:
i’m gonna bombard this post with lots of pictures taken at the christmas party.

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* first picture, me of course. the reindeer (:

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* we work quite hard for this party and god bless, our hard work paid off.

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* me and the two good girls. with the stupid sofa.

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* high school zimuis. (:

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* awwww. the guys look so cute. bwaha

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* that’s our turkey babeh. we’ve got spaghetti, cheese bread, salad, and mix grill too which is really tasty. mmm

remaining pictures are from jayson’s camera.

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* me and wilson. why he looks so handsome here. :O

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* i’m one of the present. please take me home. :’P

i had lots of fun decorating the tree. and i love the lights. look at the presents under the tree. each of us have one. (:
spent quite a lot of time to hunt for pressies.

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* zimuis from college. (: look, we spray fake snow on the window. ngehe..

after our scrumptious dinner, all of us went to the living room for present giveaway session.
and the best present of all is…

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* …this! i saw this dick when we buy christmas stuff at petaling street and we decide to get this for jones. LOL!

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* then we went out and played with stick fireworks. :’D

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* this is my little brother. who went there straight from malacca after his flying lesson. he’s so tired. :\

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* (:

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* and then we jumped into the pool. lol.. we’ve got lots of activities.

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* i did not down liquor this time, surprisingly the water aint cold.

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* me sitting on ivan’s shoulder. first time doing that and i find it quite scary. after sitting on his shoulder for a few seconds, i said this to him. ‘i don’t want to play already, put me down. put me down. put me down!!!’ haha, damn lousy pfft.

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* the guys always drag twins down. kesian.

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* see. everyone seems so happy .everyone had so much fun and enjoy themselves. ((:

after swim swim. we take turns to change and bath. then lepak at the living room again.
as for me..

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* …this is what i do. bwahahah. i tell you the dick damn geli, soft soft one. :|

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* i ♥ the candles and the xmas tree behind.

the guys played game but i didn’t join them.
i snap more pictures. :3

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* took the stick fireworks, went into a room and taddaa.. i don’t even know what is that. fail.com :\

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* wanted to write merry xmas but the fireworks just doesn’t seem to turn out as i wanted it to be, so we changed to torchlight. there, merry xmas. (:

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* i’ve got six hands. :X

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* Hah! Ee, crystal, and me. so fun, i wanna play again.

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* like ghost like that.

i don’t know how many times i repeated myself but seriously!!
this is the best xmas party!!
decoration. head gears. food. presents. dj. music. fireworks. swimming pool. and most important of all, great friends.
better than zouk and poppy coz we don’t have to pack with the others. and become sardine. :X

where did you guys went for christmas? (:
..
gahh, there’s a burning sensation in my stomach. i ate tomyam just now at murni. :X
my stomach don’t feel very nice, hurhur.
i went snowflake two days in a row and ordered the same thing.
what’s wrong with me? but snowflake frozie damn nice can.
actually this is the only thing i’ll drink from there.
maybe there will be a third day in a row. coz i might be going to subang again tomorrow. :\

tsk tsk.
someone just reminded me how unhealthy i am for staying up so late almost every night.
i better get going.

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Dec 29

Jayson’s day

Yes. i suck at giving titles. so dull titles, as usual.
next time when i do a rambling post and cant think of any title, i’ll just put whatever song names or shit like that. pfft

anyway. here i am back with pictures. (:
as per title, these are from jayson’s birthday /farewell at skybar.

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* you know before this when i camwhore in weng kee’s car, he thought the car behind flashes light at him. haha :X

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* i seriously miss our working moments ):

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* happy 22nd jayson tan. (:

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* moet champagne.

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* toilet break. i like skybar’s toilet. so clean lorh, some more like very comfortable. don’t want come out also can :’P

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* see. the lighting so nice some more.

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* anna is leaving too . like in 1 or 2 days time. ):

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* halfway through, went over to dj’s area to kacau a bit. :’D

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* Both the dj, CMaster behind of me and Vamp. and me, a fake one. lol

More photos from Jayson’s Nikon.

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* hey. kl tower (:

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* The girls.

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* All of us.

More snapping after we leave Skybar.

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* Babe, i’m gonna miss you.

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* and you!! silly jayson. anna leaving to US and Jayson leaving to UK. hurhur

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* i’m gonna miss you guyss !! glad to have you guys as friends. (:

take care and all the best!!
and please nudge me at msn. (:

you know my dress. rm10 only. bwahahahaha

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Dec 26

how so ironic .
i strongly dislike mom comparing me with whoever it is .but here i am..
comparing myself with someone else.

injecting in negative thoughts almost every second.
i understand how all the ‘people like you for who you are .and not for who you’re not’ kind of thing works.
but i just couldn’t bring myself to apply it at times.

these people who i compare myself with always seems so great .great in every sense.
so, where do the-not-so-great-me stand?

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i’ve been going out so much .i almost feel guilty for not staying at home.
going out for birthdays. for house warming. for christmas stuff hunting. for christmas. for party and whatnot.
i’m quite worn out from all these activities. and no, it ain’t gonna stop here.
i still have a birthday party to attend tonight and also not to forget our new year eve.

december is meant to party, haha. i can rest when january comes. :X
i’ve got some pictures. cheah’s house warming and loo’s birthday but i’m a little too lazy to upload it here.
you can check it out at facebook, :P

i gotta continue resizing and editing my pictures.
till then. ♥

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Dec 24

hohoho!
it’s christmas eve!! ((:
i’ve been quite busy these two days .preparing for the christmas party.
been walking quite a lot .searching for stuff to buy.

but all’s good now .
cant wait for the party to come ,heh.
put quite a lot of effort in it .because christmas is the best. (:

i wish everyone a very happy christmas.
enjoy this year’s christmas to the fullest.
lots of love. mwah .(:

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Dec 21

Bold !

I avoid some people on purpose
I’ve thought about cheating : exams :\
I hate the way I look most of the time
I actually like the way I look most of the time
I’ve been swimming in an ocean
I’ve been swimming in a lake
I have a sibling
I have pets
I’ve been on vacation recently
I love meeting new people : but at the same time shy .
I am insanely shy
I’m on a sports team
My best friend is a boy
I play music
I don’t remember the last time I mailed a letter
I talk on the phone every night
I drink milk almost every day
I’ve kissed someone in a bathroom
I’ve kissed someone in bed
I’ve kissed someone at school
I’ve kissed someone I just met
I’ve kissed a good friend
I like to read
I like to watch tv
I hate my mom and dad
I’ve had a crush on someone for 5+ years
I’ve never asked someone out
I can touch my nose with my tongue
I love pizza
I actually love going grocery shopping (:
I love to travel
I’ve been to another continent
I wish I had time to watch more movies
I miss being a little kid
I’ve been to a public pool recently
Summer is my favorite time of the year
Winter is my favorite time of the year
I have a favorite holiday
I have a favorite holiday other than Christmas
I’ve been to a concert recently
I drive
I have my own car
My room is almost always messy : today tidy, tomorrow messy :\
I’m listening to music right now
Music helps me work
The last person I texted was a boy
I want a new phone really bad
I love cartoons
The last thing I drank was water
I used to play with barbies
I collect something
I’ve been to a carnival recently
I know what syncopation is
I need to charge my phone
I have a huge crush on someone right now
I’ve kissed someone within the last 24 hours
I’m still in my pajamas : pajamas is the most comfy thing ever (:
I have to go to school tomorrow
I need to clean something
I’ve hurt myself on purpose
I’ve thrown up on purpose
I’ve broken a bone
I’ve eaten something weird : a bat, that is .
I’m an extremely picky eater
I’ve been out to eat recently
I love going to the mall
I hate big groups
I remember the last party I went to
I’m on the phone right now
I’m watching tv right now
I’m eating right now
I’m on the phone, watching tv, and eating right now
People say I’m funny
People say I’m pretty
I’ve been told that I have gorgeous eyes
I need new clothes really bad : i’m gonna bold this forever and ever, lol.
My hair is up right now
I need to shave my legs
I remember the last time I went to the doctor
I have braces
I actually use my locker at school
I get good grades
I have a MySpace
I have a Facebook
I showered last night
I spy with my little eye something that is green
I spy with my little eye something that is round
I spy with my little eye something that is broken
I’ve had surgery
Someone I know has died
Someone I know has had cancer
It’s past my bedtime
I’ve moved before
I’ve moved 4+ times
I’ve gotten something removed
People tell me that I have good hair
People tell me that they like my clothes
I wish I had some money right now
I have a job
I need a job
I actually got a stupid class ring
I’m listening to someone talking right now
I wish I could talk to the boy I like right now :3
I’ve kissed someone in front of my parents
I’ve kissed someone on New Year’s
I love Halloween
I remember the last time I tripped
I can see a picture of me from where I’m sitting
I can see my reflection from where I’m sitting
I’m kinda scared of the dark
It’s hard to sleep with the door open
It’s hard to sleep without a blanket
It’s morning
I played soccer when I was little
I played basketball when I was little
My ears are pierced
My belly button is pierced
I plan on going to college
I plan on getting married
I plan on having some kids
I babysit
I still get an allowance
I curse a lot : not a lot, just sometimes :\
I got so drunk last night
I’ve been to a wedding recently
I’ve met someone special on vacation
I have an accent
I’m completely white
I know someone who has been homeschooled
I know someone in a band
I can sing really well
I can dance really well
I’ve never slow danced with anyone
I suck at spelling
I suck at math : i need the help of my fingers to add and subtract, wth.
I recycle : papers
I am pro-choice
I know some rednecks
I want to get a tattoo : a new one :*D
I want to get a new piercing
I hate MTV and VH1
I miss an ex
I still love an ex
I’ve slapped someone
I’ve punched someone
I’ve been told that I have a nice butt
I think my boobs are too small : pfffft ):
I wish I could lose some weight
I can play the guitar
I can speak another language
I am fluent in another language : canto :*P
I can play the piano
I’ve been told that I can’t dance
I’m a cheerleader
I have a sweet tattoo : sweet is how? not sweet is how? -__-’
I have a sweet facial piercing
I need to practice something
I want to go to Mexico
I want to go to Canada
I’ve traveled across the country
I live on the east coast
I went to the beach last summer : langkawi, penang ((:
I remember the last time I was insanely sunburned
I like to waste time :\
I like to sleep
I think I’m going to get asked out soon
I keep a journal
I don’t remember the last dream I had
My first kiss kinda sucked . . .
I think smoking is gross : sometimes..
I’m wearing something that belongs to someone else
My mom fixed the last meal I had
I’ve never gotten my nails done
I should be doing homework right now
I’m adopted
I love sappy movies
I love horror movies
I love musicals
I’ve seen a broadway show
The last person I hugged was my mom/dad
All of my grandparents are alive
I miss my boyfriend
I haven’t talked to my best friend all day
People tell me that I’m short : yaya, i know i’m short :\
Sometimes my socks don’t match
I can’t wait till my birthday
I’m a procrastinator
I’m not like everyone else
I like strawberries
I like thunderstorms
Someone’s mad at me right now
I hate when people are rude
I’m an optimist
My first relationship ended badly
I love when boys hold doors open
I’ve kissed 2+ people in one day
I’ve had a boy sleep over at my house
I bite my nails
I’ve been caught doing drugs
I’ve been caught cheating
I haven’t been to Disneyland/Disneyworld
I’ve passed out from drinking
I get angry easily
I’m so laid back
I hate most girls
I love getting new shoes
I hate Chinese food
I don’t remember the last time I was grounded
I’ve been in love before
I’ve been cheated on
There are certain songs that remind me of my ex :3
I gave someone their fist kiss
I straighten my hair more often than i should
I’ve been to a funeral this year
I am insanely hungry right now : yes! i need to eat
I liked this survey a lot
I should probably do something productive now

Gosh. I’m awake at 9 in the morning.
This is unbelievable.
But I’ve got nothing to do :\
Which explains this post ..

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