i’ve heard this line for a few times ,mostly from different people.
and then i feel guilty for not updating.

which is why i’m here crapping again. gah!
no pictures of my tattoo yet .
because my feet now is kinda swollen. few days ago it looks like a pig’s feet. or leg. or whatever.

can you imagine the pain?
it is so friggin pain until my feet is swollen .omfg! okay, more on that later when i post about it.

went to chic pop bazaar at ttdi plaza yesterday. super stuffy. i prefer zouk.
larger. more stalls. cooler. nicer. and with toilet for you to try the clothes.

there’s a lady, giving out survey and if you fill it up you’ll get freebies. *grins*
free manicure. free massage. and free astral predictions.
but sigh. there’s so many people. i didn’t get the free manicure and massage. ):
i bought some stuff for chinese new year again. ngehe :’D

anyway, the weather is real bad these days.
i’m having sore throat already. i hope it wont get worse. ):
please take good care of yourselves too.
drink more water. (:

3.24 am right now.
i went to catch a very hilarious movie with my friends. Old Dog.
and i’m glad that i did not stay at home.

it helps.
but now that i’m finally home, typing this.
it creeps into my mind again.

i thought i wouldn’t feel that much pain since it’s already the tenth.
but i’m wrong. i feel even worse.

exactly ten years ago. at this hour. you left.
remember how i lean on the bed. holding your hand ever so tightly and called you.
‘ba ba’

fuck. i’m not even finish and i’m already crying. fml
well fine. i don’t know what to say anymore.
wish you were here. as always.

dad. i’m pretty fine.
i hope you’re doing good too.
i’m getting a tattoo tomorrow.

it says.
fuck cancer.

gosh! clubbing again!
i actually wanted to rest this week. i said no to some other friends who asked me to go.

but then of all sudden poh juan said let’s go to rootz.
i heard it’s good stuff and i’ve never been there. so….. hah!
the interior design is great! looks really nice .
it’s the nicest club i’ve been to so far. :’D

the pictures simply cant do this place any justice .
go see it for yourself. (:

* stupid lam poh juan. suka buat kacau

* i’ve got no idea where alvin is looking at. hah!

* bumped into ernest. my standard one friend. (:

and guess who else i went clubbing with.!
it’s vivien sam!! she don’t go to club and here she is with me. :’D

* vv. susu. and me. (:

* why are you always that tall? :\

* their toilet is awe-to-the-some! spot those hot guys behind. *drools*

the entire toilet is pasted with pictures of hot guys. with hot bods.
and as for guys toilet .of course there’s plenty of sexy smexy chicks. :’D

everything is pretty nice except that we couldn’t get a table cause we went too late.
all we get is the standing bar .but not that bad after all.
i got free baileys from the bartender. bwahaha :*)

***
i went shopping with my mom yesterday.
she said ‘i thought you like to sleep until late noon one .why are you here? i asked one only (which is my brother)’
me: hehehe. me and him is stick together geh twins. you don’t know meh? (wtf)

my mom damn weird lorh. she went into this shop which she used to shop last time.
mom: eh! i’ve got this top. wah until now still selling. i bought so long ago.
me: zzz
mom: mine spoil already. oklarh i buy back the same one.
me: (wth) -_______-”’ WHY? why wanna buy back the same one?
mom: har? easy to match ma.
me: then buy all the remaining three la. so everytime spoil already you’ve got a new one no need to buy. (wtf)
mom: -____-” don’t want.

zomg. after that we went to sushi zanmai for lunch and she said meal not included.
i wanna faint. lol
somemore she wanna say, ‘you never eat sushi in your life before ah? come here eat sushi’
i was like wtf. i ate so many things before. then what should i eat. :\
mom: should eat thai food larh
me: you never eat thai food in your life before ah?

force me to tease her one. bwahahah
brother paid for our lunch. *thankiuu* :*)

i feel like dragging my mom to bangsar. tsk tsk

har har. i know i’m updating so slow these days.
i did not do revision for the whole week and oh god. i feel like i cant catch up soon.

you know chinese new year is coming. i’ve been out the past few days to shop for new year clothings.
and playing ‘lami’ a lot. :X
i seriously need to start revising again. midterm is before cny.
so friggin fast !! 5 chapters in total if i’m not wrong which is really crazy.

i forced persuaded my mom to give me 300 bucks for new year clothings. :*D
she still owes me 100 now :X
actually 300 is not enough for me to shop lorh .500 will be nice. bwahah
or maybe i’ll go to the mall with her and force persuade her to pay for my stuff. :X

that 300 .now i’m only left with 70 bucks. and i’ve still got a lot more to buy. tsk tsk
i want heels. i want pants. i want tops. i want bags. and baju dalaman wtf. ouh, and my sandals ahh!
but i’ll buy my own bag after i got my salary.
aih wtf. i don’t know why i’m talking about shopping here. so annoying.

a couple of pictures from mike’s birthday at Gosh!
Gosh is not bad. pretty spacious and music was okay. got lots of chicks also. bwaha

* my kakilang. happy birthday dude (:

* the girlfriend .awww so sweet.

* this guy here is pretty wasted. because he couldn’t recall taking any of the pictures. :\

* the usual four.

* meet up with susu, the one next to me after the party ends. seriously. my first time seeing her after ten years ago.

errm. i’m getting a new tattoo soon.
on next wednesday. :X
i hope my mom wont kill me for that. actually i very gan chiong lor wth.

someone told me to stop daydreaming. stop thinking about it so much and stuff.
but that’s like my hobby haha. i don’t know how to not daydream.
you teach me how.

hellooooooooo !
no updates for the past couple of days.
i’ve been napping a lot .which is resulted from all those morning classes.

plus i’ve nothing much to blog about .and lazy of course. bwaha
just a few pictures .

* ivan wearing helmet .riding bicycle. i don’t get it haha.

* i pedal pedal pedal .then the pedal came out. -_-’

* keith’s new bike. racing bike .i jumped up just to snap a picture. i takut. :X

we really lepak a lot at weng kee’s house. :]

* taken at jone’s sister ,candy’s birthday. (:

* i told vamp .follow whatever i do. LOL!

* buat bodoh saja.

i still cant really sleep early at night. but at least i get to force myself to wake up for classes.
applause please wtf.
i’m also trying to do revision. read whatever the lecturer teach every now and then.
lesson learned. don’t wanna fail again wtf. once is more than enough.
not only that. i actually feel like scoring my media law. tsk tsk .

chinese new year coming.
i feel the need to shop. bwaha.

yepp. 2am and i’m here blogging.
i’ve got 8am class tomorrow .gosh..
no no. i’m still keeping my new year resolution pfft.
i’ll go to bed right away after this. (:

i went for a job interview just now. and i’m glad that things went well.
or so it seems.
money always make me feel stress.
i’m quite a big spender but i’ve been trying to control myself all this while.
aint no money for me to spend. :\

if you know me well enough. i love to shop .a lot.
love to eat .love to play. and all these need money.
and my damn salary is not out yet. nowhere to be seen. wtf

i hope that the job i just interviewed for will be a good one.
i have this feeling that things just wont go as smoothly as i want.
like say. maybe the job sucks max.
haha. say hi to the pessimist. wtf. *new year resolution. new year resolution*

well. i’ll just have to pray and keep my hope high.
salary will be out every week which is sooooo good.
and the working hours are rather short.
*pray pray pray*

gotta hit the sack now. not gonna go to bed at the crack of dawn.
long day ahead tomorrow.
class and karaoke . sweet
nights darlings. (:

zomg. i feel so boring right now. i feel like dying.

i probably went out too much last year . december it is.
which is why i’ve been staying a lot at home this january.
and also if i’m out. i’ll be the one saying, ‘eh, go home lorr’..
this is so not me.

but right now i feel like going out.
spider webs all around me. all i do is sit here online. inside my room.
gahhhhhh!

i cant wait for the week to start.
i wanna go to classes and places. staying at home is sooooo boring.
but i’ll still stay at home more compared to last time.
sometimes staying at home makes me happy. (:
but too bad at this moment. is not the sometimes i’m talking about. pfft

bring me out. anyone
even just for a whileeee!

i’ve actually been keeping a lot of pictures and quotes and whatnot that i really like.
i don’t know why i have not share them yet.
but since i’ve got nothing to blog about right now .i’ll just share a few. (:

* oh la la la la la~

* haha. so cuteee :3

* omg the boy’s hair :’D

* awwwwwwww xoxo (:

pfft i know larh.
like all the pictures damn random one but i like lorh.
and i just want the pictures to make you guys smile a bit. :3

* this made me smile, definitely. soooooooo pretttyyyy. i wanna be there. with you (:

Lessons About Life
1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch!
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.
8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.
12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special..
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ‘In five years, will this matter?’
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.
35. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s,we’d grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.

Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio.

and here. a last picture for all my female readers. ngek ngek

* damn handsome can die. look at that smile. *faints*