My damn love for Marc Jacobs.

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Just last year I was strolling KLCC with this guy friend of mine who works at Tiffany, not paying much attention to the shops I passed by.
Most of the time it seems pretty pointless to me, strolling at malls like KLCC and Starhill.
Call me cheapskate, I’ll rather go to Sungai Wang. Hey, at least I get to spend okay.

Anyway, what was I saying?
Yeah, KLCC.
I was just pretty much strolling without my soul (since I cant shop) and chatting with this guy friend.
Then I came into an abrupt stop, my eyes were literally locked by this gorgeous bag.
For a moment I thought I’m in love. Maybe I am.
Those bags, so stunning and looking all gorgeous even Louis Vuitton cant beat it.
Walked right into the shop without even realising the brand, wanting to check out the price right.
Still remember how taken aback I was. It’s almost impossible not to laugh.
four digits. oh wow, that was A LOT!
step out of the shop, tilt my head a little to catch a glimpse of the brand (feeling really stupid).

the only thing I managed to say at that moment is, ‘ohh, no wonder’.
It feels as though someone rejected my love. I feel sad.
Yes, Marc J rejected my love.
Now I know how it feels like to be a poor boy who falls in love with a rich girl. :cry:

Marc Jacobs quilted stam bags.

* love at first sight. and I’m still loving it after a year.


:twisted:


* i’m so loving the buckle and the chain.

just let me say this one more time. these babies are so pretty, my love for them are indescribable.
and just a couple of weeks ago I went for a friend’s birthday dinner.
‘wow, her bag looks really nice.’ (first time ever praising someone’s bag)
i stare at it for a little bit longer. the more i stare, the more it looks like a marc j’s bag and i cant hold myself any longer.
‘is this marc jacobs’ bag?’ and she answered yes.

omg! :shock: my jaw dropped. I feel like caressing her bag for a moment. wtf
the only word i can come out with, ‘omg omg omg omg omg omg’.
i can repeat ‘omg’ for a thousand times but of course i have to pretend that i’m sane.
i think i repeated it a thousand times in my mind. sigh, such love.

not only are marc jacobs’ bag lovely, stuff from marc by marc jacobs are absolutely adorable too.
you’ve got to trust me on this.


* marc by marc jacobs’ earring. you do trust me now right?


* i’ll tie my hair everyday with this.


* or put on this headband everyday.


* cuteness overload! no girls can resist such cute flats.


* my facial expression is exactly like miss marc on this bag.


* i saw this bag while i shopped at thailand and i almost snatched this bag home. you twist the button on the eyes to open the bag. how awesome!


* miss marc swimsuit. throw this to me and a swimming pool please.


* who wouldn’t look cute using Marc Jacobs’ transparent umbrella? you tell me.

i can go on forever!

dear marc j,
my love for you will never change.
i will own you once i have the ability to.
we will be so in love, we’ll live happily ever after.

to the real marc j,
why are you gay?
i wanna marry you so i can have all the bags!

Poladroid that works like a Polaroid

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i’m dying to own an instant camera!
actually the thought of having an instant camera did not come just recently.
but i told myself not to spend unwisely.

as some of you know i own a lomo camera, diana F present to me by my bff and i’m sad you know.
cause i never get around to using it. it just sits in my room like a blardy vase.
like how they always put it, ‘for decoration purpose’.
and i feel so sorry. sorry to my bff :(

i have to get films, i don’t even know where.
and have to go process the pictures and everything. gonna eat up a lot of my time.
plus i now realise that i am totally not use to taking pictures and not looking at it after.
i’m too use to digital camera. :(

yeah, so lesson learned. not to act like a kid wanting whatever toys and put it aside later.
even though some of my friends uses instax in front of me, i still feel fine.
never thought of buying.

BUT!

now that i kept a few of the pictures from the instax camera, it is affecting me a lot. D:
so, it is not the camera that thrills me. it is the pictures.
if you know me well enough, i actually love to have a lot of pictures in my room.
not that i exactly have any now because this lazy pig is well, lazy.
sorted out the pictures i wanna print but never get to doing it. (use to have a lot of pictures of me and my ex though.)
so yeah, what thrills me is that hey, i don’t have to print because it’s instant. ho ho ho!

i do love these pictures. i love the colours and everything just that i really try hard to control myself so that i wont be a fool again and buy unnecessary stuff.
but to come to think of it, this is not so unwise after all.
i don’t have to go out and print pictures which will not be as nice.
sigh, i just feel happy looking at pictures of me and my friends. memories and moments.

so yeah, i’m planning to get one soon i guesssssssss.
i can already imagine how happy i am taking instant pictures with my friend and hanging it in my room.
i totally love my friends (when i’m not emo). yah, i hate my friends when i’m emo. i hate everyone!
okay, sorry out of topic wtf.

while i cant get my hands on this brilliant instax yet, i still can pretty much turn my pictures into polaroid pictures.
with this brilliant software i discover last night (because i was home all day, boring like shit.)
it’s called poladroid that works like a polaroid.
an online program available for Windows and Mac users that converts your digital shots into Polaroid look-alikes.
unlike other softwares, those polaroids always look unreal.
whereas this one if you look closely enough at my picture above (excuse me), you can see the details of the film.
the white part, yah you get what i mean. and it also helps you to adjust the colour so that it looks more polaroid.

so below is a lousy video i made to show you how it works.
do excuse my lousy video, really.

i am loving this software it’s so fun and cute and real in a way.
at the end of this post, i figure out that i really will be getting a fujifilm instax.
and with the permission of my bff, i guess i’ll sell off my diana f :(
so that i can have enough money to buy.

‘ngo gu fu jor wong ee cheeng geh yat fan hou yi’ :(
but she said the instax is my this year’s present. bwaha.

p/s: do message me if you’re interested in buying my mr.pink diana f.

being vulnerable

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“Being vulnerable doesn’t have to be threatening. Just have the courage to be sincere, open & honest. This opens the door to deeper communication all around. It creates self-empowerment & the kind of connections with others we all want in life. Speaking from the heart frees us from the secrets that burden us. These secrets are what make us sick or fearful. Speaking truth helps you get clarity on your real heart directives.”
— Sara Paddison

Day 01: Ten random facts about yourself.
1. i haven’t eaten any petai before in my entire life.
2. if i woke up from sleep in the middle of the night, i will take my phone and have a quick look at twitter.
3. i ♥ pastries. very very much.
4. i always feel like poo-pooing when i’m drunk D:
5. i prefer packing rather than unpacking.
6. i need to hug something to sleep or else i’ll feel super insecure.
7. i’m afraid of ghost.
8. the only milk i drink is HL milk.
9. i’m collecting postcards from friends. places they’ve been.
10. i need to eat rice everyday. typical chinese.

Hippopo or Sharkie?

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finally some free time to update.
yes, trying my very best to be a dedicated lousy blogger. :mrgreen:

as you know, i’ve been busy working for YES event last week and some other replacement jobs as well.
sigh, i was mad piss last friday.
have to make such effort to wake up extra earlier for some briefing but end up, briefing tak jadi.
well, fine. but bad news just have to come one after another.
was told that i actually do not have to work on that day. what!? you telling me i don’t have to work when i’m already there? :x awesome management, not!!

alright, fine. instead of earning money, it became spending money.
i definitely need some shopping at that very moment in order to calm myself down.
excuses? yeah maybe. and i felt extremely guilty after that for buying so much! :evil:

what are the consequences?
i have to work extra hard now to feel less guilty.
no matter how lazy i feel, i just have to go for work if there’s any.
unless there’s special occasion like birthdays!
so right now, what motivates me to work are all the stuff that i planned to buy.

have i told you i’m a shopaholic? and i don’t only shop for clothes.
the horror D:


* the special occasion i’m talking about. alvin always look cute, unintentionally. bwaha


* free lunch at Lot10. we ordered so friggin much, and there’s actually more. :)

My brother said it’s a waste of money but I don’t care I just need one and it is useful to me!
i wanna get a planner!!!!!! since forever, no joke.
and I’ve already picked mine, unless I come across a better one in these few days.


* Korean planners! So cute! i’m getting one for myself although it’s expensive. i don’t usually splurge on things but i ♥ planners. i ♥ notebooks, letters, papers. ngehehe

i prefer putting it down in my planner than saving it in my smartphone.
i’ll do both ways actually. (:

And i wanna get one of these to replace my old and dusty bolster.
been hugging it for more than ten years now.
these are sooooo cuddly from ikea. cute and cuddly, cute and cuddly :twisted:
but i don’t know which to choose.


* hippopo?


* or sharkie?

hippo is shorter, i cant throw my legs on it. but sharkie seems a little violent.
what say you?

and on an unrelated note this is my dog, Lola.

* isn’t she lovely? she’s a timid dog but adorable nonetheless.

right, finish rambling for the moment.
till then.

P.S: better tell me which cute and cuddly to chose!

We exchanged glances, nothing more.

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i no longer feel happy having you around me.
in fact, your presence eats up all the happiness in me.
having you in the same room as i am, it feels like there’s tons and tons of rocks on my shoulder weighing me down.
really, all that i could feel is disappointment, sadness, regrets, and guilt.

we exchanged glances without saying a word.
maybe it’s just me. or maybe it’s the both of us. i don’t know.
it feels like there’s so much words inside waiting to be set free yet, not a word come out from either of us.
not a spoken word.
we looked into each others’ eyes yet, trying hard not to look into it.
how tense more can the situation be?

we no longer talk like we use to. and i barely laugh in front of you anymore.
what have we become?
i wish i know. i wish i weren’t feeling this way.
but we both know it takes some time to turn things back like how it use to be.
though i’m not sure if that is even possible.

all the moments. all the feelings. all that happened.
there’s only me and you.

only me and you.

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