Stirring up emotions.

Today, my emotions stirred up a little inside of me while I was at work.
Yes, while I was at work.
I blame it on my monthly visit and maybe the songs that I was listening to.

Songs can be a pain in the ass sometimes when it nudges you and say, ‘HEY, look here! Look at this piece of memory? Remember how this felt like?’. ‘HEY, HEY YOU!’.
And sometimes you just cant ignore memories, they’re all inside of us. They’re a part of us, they grow with us.

This may sound weird but I don’t fancy happy songs. The happier a song is, the more I dislike it.
Which explains why I often had sad memories when songs reminded me of them.

I wasn’t having a sad moment today. Not quite like it.
I was just somehow reminded of how hurt I once was. Too many flashbacks.
I remembered the pain I suffered and it was such a painful one I wonder who else suffered from this kind of pain.
I was reminded of how dark my day was and happiness seems like a total stranger to me.
I woke up everyday feeling that sharp heartache knowing that I cant do a single shit about it.

I struggled for too long. My best friends stood by me, and watch me suffer because I wouldn’t listen to them.
I miss both my best friends. They’ve been through so much with me in my life and without them, I’m not sure if I can go through it myself.
I feel so blessed to have them in my life and I cant believe these two can make me cry while I type this haha.

I do realise that a lot of people dislike me and one of the reason being is that I stood up for myself.
I fight back and defend when it’s full with bullshits.

I was told that my ex said, ‘Cheap people like you can only afford going to bazaar and buy second hand stuff’ about me.
What kind of a person will say something like such? Especially when it comes out from a guy.
I am sorry if me being not as rich as you, I mean not being as rich as your parent makes you cringe.
I am also sorry if my family background that is not as good as yours makes you cringe.
I am also sorry for the passing of my father that resulted me being a cheap person because I do not have my father to rely on while you have yours.

But I am not sorry when I have the ability to earn my money now and you don’t.
In fact for the past 9 years I’ve been earning money and there is nothing to be sorry about.

You can laugh at my pathetic life, if you think it is pathetic and if it entertains you.
I don’t mind.
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I was a little down while I worked and thought to myself, dad why aren’t you here.
Why am I sitting here doing this kind of shit job which I hate.
But the thought just ends there.

I am better than that and I am stronger than this.
I am always reminded by my bestfriend that I am a strong person.

Yes I know.
I knew it all along.

Someday.

Hello there!

I am back from Siem Reap for 2 days now and I definitely enjoyed the trip a whole lot.
I figured that it’ll certainly take me quite some time to sort out the pictures that I took so I better update my blog before it gets all rusty.

Feeding you guys with some of the beautiful pictures I collected from websites, I hope you’ll enjoy it. (:

Changes took place, I cant wait for the journey to begin if there’s any.

I AM GOING TO CAMBODIA!!

Sorry for the shout out, I’m a little over excited today!

Me: Yay, I’m so excited. My first time taking a plane with a boyfriend! :D :D :D
Boyf: /STARES at me
Me: WHAT!?

Hello? Why cant I be excited? Pfft.
I’m happy over little things, you see. Heh.

I don’t know how this idea of going to Cambodia for a holiday cross my mind.
Because I never thought of going to places like such.
In fact if you ask me last year where the hell is Angkor Wat, I wont be able to give you a correct answer.

I was searching for places to go during the beginning of the year and I stumbled upon Angkor Wat.
A place so rich with history and not to mention great architecture as well.

I’ve been wanting to go to a place like such since long ago.

And then there was this thought of going to Taiwan two months back.
I’m a girl and it’s helluva hard to resist a shopping trip!
I was about to buy my air ticket and I realise no, this is not right so I changed my mind again.
Air tickets to Taiwan was too expensive, which cost Rm1200 per person.

Am I gonna use up my Rm1200 just for a pair of air tickets?
No, not at that moment so I switched back to my Cambodia plan.
Air ticket was half the price and I know I’ve made the right choice.

For a moment I was tempted to go to Bangkok too (you know how much I love Bangkok, my heaven!) but I figured I really shouldn’t be doing a shopping trip this round.

So Siem Reap, Cambodia it is. :D

Little Lucia : Little Fantasies

I guess every girl on earth loves accessories, including myself of course.
But I’m never the type of person who will splurge on accessories.

To me, apparel always comes first.
Though deep down, I actually love both. I always have to make a choice between choosing apparel or accessories to spend my money on.

You should have known by now what kind of a stingy person I am when it comes to spending my money.

So most of the time I buy apparels and admire accessories.

Accessories can change a dull outfit into an exciting and interesting one.
It can bring out the character of a person or tells a story of the designer behind the scene.
I love it’s ability to tell a character, it’s ability to tell a story.

Some accessories are so beautiful I can stare at it all day long.

I came across this brand that produces accessories called Little Lucia and I absolutely adore their products.
Staring at it all day long needs no effort.

Little Lucia is a jewelry brand founded in 2009. The brand born with the idea of taking piñata parties and tiny elements and turning them into lovely and quirky Jewelry with a little touch of elegance, perfect to compliment outfits and give them a playful twist. A delicate mix of materials combine gold, silver, crystals and pearls.

New collection from Little Lucia. Gold chain and pastel fringes.

Pectoral.

Lucy in the sky, crystal + deer.

Hanging dolls head.

Hanging ponies.

Gold chain, pearls, and blue pony.

Pinata party.

Tea time ring.

Tea set ring.

In the park.

Hanging down from Little Lucia’s gold chains and pearls are little fantasies that will brighten up your day and of course your outfit.

Aren’t these accessories lovely?
Click on Little Lucia’s online store and check out which pieces you can actually buy and call it your own.

 

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Fatty’s Birthday at Grand Lexis.

Not in the mood to do much typing today, so I’ll just let my pictures speak for me.
I’m not feeling down, I’m just feeling lazy.

It’s a Saturday morning, I think I can be forgiven for that.

I booked Grand Lexis a week earlier without notifying Fatty.
Days later when his birthday is around the corner I lied to him and said I booked Avillion.

He loves being surrounded by friends and at the beginning he thought that there wont be any friends celebrating his birthday with him since I’m gonna take him away to Avillion. Oh honey, of course I wouldn’t do that. :)


Grand Lexis Port Dickson.

I rushed him to get ready that morning because Poh Juan was waiting outside his house, ready to surprise him.
I knew he suspected something fishy was going on but I still hope it did surprise him a little.


Glass floor in the middle of our Premium Pool Villa. It’ll be nice if the sea is crystal clear.


Everyone decided to jump into the pool while we wait for our remaining friends to arrive.


Fatty’s gonna hate me for posting this up, haha. He’s so busy playing he cant be bothered to stay put for a few seconds to take a picture with me. Hence that face.

I declare this as the funniest picture of the day. Victor is busy diving. Fat Ben of course is doing what he normally do best which is to eat (yes, even when he’s inside a swimming pool fml or fhl). And Yan is busy squeezing Poh Juan’s boobs while he is busy enjoying it.
Weird friends I have there, haha.

Fatty gave me his thumbs up, probably to stop me from kicking his groin.

Guys are like kids! They dirtied the pool with potato chips omg!

Happy belated birthday my dear!

I was so excited when I saw bathrobes in the wardrobe. My first time wearing one, haha.
Cina girl from kampung, excuse me.

Went out for dinner once everyone arrived. We randomly picked a restaurant based on the amount of customers and thank God the food was pretty satisfying!

Time to swim again after our scrumptious dinner.

Don’t bother posting up more swimming pictures, they’re all candid.

Except for this, because Gavin is peeing if you believe me.

And this. Hahahahahahahha! I hope he wont kill me!

Zoe gave me a helping hand by getting the cake for Fatty. Big thanks to her. :)

I ko-ed not long after, I was tired and a little tipsy.
The pool was way too cold for my liking and I have to drink alcohol to keep myself warm which explains why I feel tipsy.

Not the first time. Drink to keep myself warm but always end up feeling tipsier than ever.

I booked Premium Pool Villa at Grand Lexis which costs a total of Rm835 for a night, tax included.
It was slightly more expensive than normal days because Fatty’s birthday this year falls on Wesak Day which is a public holiday.

I hope my friends enjoyed that Saturday and had fun. :)

Grand Lexis, Port Dickson
(formerly Known as The Legend International Water Homes)
Batu 2, Jalan Seremban,
71000 Port Dickson,
Negeri Sembilan,
Malaysia.

Toll Free: 1 800 88 0017
Tel: (6) (06) 653 2000
Fax: (6) (06) 651 5330
Website: http://www.grandlexispd.com/

Fatty’s 23rd Birthday Dinner :)

It was Fatty’s birthday last week and I’ve been anticipating for this day to come.
I was feeling all excited. So excited that Fatty asked me why do I look so happy when it’s his birthday and not mine.

This shows how much I love him. LOLOL!
Jokes aside.

All the while it was Fatty who chooses which restaurant we should go to when it comes to occasions like this.
This time round, I decided to be the decision maker.
I did not disclose where I will be bringing him, keeping it secretive and all.

I asked him to drive us to Dua Residency and for a moment he thought that I was bringing him to Delicious for his birthday dinner.
I guess he was about to cry in his heart, hahaha.

Knowing him so well, of course I wouldn’t pick a place like Delicious.

Not Delicious, but Dish which is under the same group.

DISH – Delicious Ingredients Steak House at Dua Residency.
‘A most unorthodox fine dining establishment that is luxe in spirit but casual in practice. Foodies know that dressing up is not a prerequisite for dining well and at DISH diners can relax as they dig into their perfectly prepared prime cuts of beef.’

Plenty of wine to choose from for wine lovers.

My birthday boy. :)

And the ‘secretive’ girlfriend.


Complimentary Eggplant Fritters with studded black sesame. No, not banana fritters but some real warm and crunchy eggplant fritters.

Complimentary bread with rosemary herb butter. It’s a little hard to resist the bread especially when it is served with rosemary herb butter but try to anyhow. You need to make space for better food that is coming your way.

I decided on what to order since I was the decision maker for the night.
I ordered a set of ‘A Taste of Dish’ (Rm135) for us to share. In addition to that I add on pumpkin soup and salt baked cod fish.

Amuse Bouche, watermelon with feta cheese, pine nuts and balsamic vinegar.
I didn’t know such combination could go so well together. Watermelon, feta cheese and balsamic vinegar could easily be the perfect combination. The first bite was sweet and juicy, then comes the second bite which is so flavorful thanks to the feta cheese.
When the balsamic vinegar seeps in for the third bite, it creates a heavenly taste. I am so amaze by this!

Pumpkin soup with mushroom, parmesan and truffle – Rm22.
This soup is so worth the price. Not to mention that this pumpkin soup is thick and rich, there’s even mushroom, parmesan, and truffle to go with it.
Definitely warms my tummy and my soul. I adore pumpkin soup and this is one of the best I’ve tried so far.

Foie Gras and smoked duck ballotine with spiced pineapple.
The more common way of preparing foie gras would be pan seared in most of the restaurants here in KL and that day was my first time tasting a non-pan-seared-foie-gras. Very rich in flavour and when spread it on the toasted bread that came along with it turns out to be a great pair.

I myself wasn’t feeling too well on that day so I gave my share to Fatty.
The taste was too strong for my weak body. :(

Seared and marinated tuna with pickled radish and crispy quail eggs.
Oh I love this dish!  Quail egg was really crispy on the outside and on the inside it has runny yolks.
Tuna was real good too, I wish they had given us more. Sweet, juicy, and tasty!

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Sauteed scallop with cauliflower puree, turkey bacon and almonds.
I dislike eating cauliflower but cauliflower puree is a different story all together. I definitely love their cauliflower puree. As for the scallops, it was good but somehow it did not take me by surprise.

Wagyu striploin with truffled potato puree and tarragon poached vegetables.
This dish is easily one of my favourite too. I was already so full when this dish was served but at the same time I feel like I cant stop eating. So tender, juicy, and well cooked.
Raw enough for my liking, absolutely digging this dish. Just look at that red piece of meat!

Salt baked cod with red pepper and lemon sauce – Rm69.
It was served on a wooden block, wrapped by a layer of salted pastries.

Cooked for 40 minutes, this piece of cod fish is absolutely worth the wait.
The cod fish is fresh and sweet, it taste good even on its own.
It was placed on a plate of roasted vegetables and red pepper puree with a tinge of sourness.
I would prefer cauliflower puree.  I don’t quite like pairing such fresh fish with a rather sour puree.
Then again, the fish itself could make up for that.

Petit four.

Caramel chocolate delice with raspberries and lime ice-cream.
A great combination of very rich chocolate balanced out by sweet and sour lime ice-cream.
And of course the raspberries. Fatty kept pestering me to try the raspberries, telling me that they’re real sweet. Good lord, you can imagine my expression when I took the first bite. It was sour as hell.

What attracted me to pick Dish in the first place was Chef Steve Allen.
He worked for more than 10 years in Gordon Ramsay’s kitchen.
This fact alone is enough.  And there, the one standing is him.

♥

Outfit of the day accompanied by a very full tummy.

The bill came up to about Rm325++, with a glass of red wine (Rm35)  and a bottle of con-people-mineral-water (Rm18).
Fatty felt that the cod fish is a little expensive which I do agree on.
However, ‘A Taste of Dish’ is definitely worth the price. All the dishes above are included except for pumpkin soup and cod fish.

We did not head for another round after the dinner.
Both of us are dead tired by then, all we wanted to do was to go back home and rest.
He knew there was another surprise waiting for him but what I did was sleeping on his bed while he watched his very-nice-Fringe-drama.
I wanted to surprise him when the clock strikes 12 but unfortunately his dad was watching TV in the living room so I figured I better wait for his dad to go to bed first.
Ended up I am the one falling asleep on Fatty’s bed but I woke up every 20 minutes or so asking, ‘Your dad still watching TV ah?’.

Falling asleep then waking up. Falling asleep then waking up.
Torturous much.

So here it is, the surprise. He thought I bought him a cake. No I didn’t.
I just prepared a no-bake-cake. A watermelon cake! He laughed when he saw this. Hah!
Isn’t it cute? And we both were thirsty so we gobbled down the watermelon balls.

I got the idea from Martha Stewart. She’s the queen of housewives, really.

Ingredients

1 seedless watermelon (about 14 pounds)
Directions

Cut top and bottom thirds off 1 seedless watermelon (about 14 pounds); reserve. Cut middle third of watermelon into wedges. Scoop flesh from ends into balls using a melon baller. Arrange balls on top of wedges.

I bought half a watermelon but I wish the one I bought was bigger so that I can scooped more watermelon balls.
Also, do buy mint leaves and put it in the middle. It sure does look better.
Or you can even chopped mint leaves into fine mint leaves and sprinkle on top of those watermelon balls. Sure does look better. :)

Try this if you want to bake a cake but do not have an oven at home, just like me.
Simple, sweet, cute, refreshing and healthy. Why not? Heh.

I hope Fatty had a great night that day and I hope he will like my simple watermelon cake.
That’s not all for his birthday.

Dish by Delicious Group,
Dua Annexe,
213 Jalan Tun Razak,
Kuala Lumpur,
Tel: +603-2164 1286