you know what.
you can lie to the whole world, i don’t care.
you can act innocent as though you did nothing wrong, i don’t care too.

you can defend yourself in front of whoever in every way.
but you can never defend yourself in front of your God.
cause He know everything you did.

make sure you can sleep well every night.
cause at the end of the day, you’ll get what you deserve.
i really don’t know how you can brainwash yourself and think that you did nothing wrong.
when in fact, what you did is beyond imagination.

people will know. sooner or later.

arghh!
i very geram the stupid tmnet at sri petaling!!
takes forever to process my uni pack, damn it.
all my friends who register it later than me got theirs already! ):<
pfft, damn mad.

and please, i really really wanna chop off my damn hair.
i’m waiting for my friend to come back to kl to give me a hair cut. U_U
i beh tahan my stupid hair already, ugh.

when guy’s stress, they go bald.
i’m not gonna go bald like britney spears, but i really wanna chop it off!

sigh, i’ve been missing out a lot of classes lately due to work and the penang trip.
i seriously feel so bei inside the class.
my lecturer talked bout jungle tracking because he loves it.
and he said, ‘you guys must go for jungle tracking at least …’, waiting for us to complete his sentence.
and my answer inside my mind is ‘at least once in a lifetime’ (because i dislike jungle tracking and camping and what not).
he continues ‘..at least one in every six months’.
my reaction, ‘…. swt, luckily i didn’t answer him wtf’ -_-

another one was when he asked, ‘what is the food the copywriter needs?’.
yah, its the copywriting class which i’m taking for the second time cause i fail it! pfft!!
so my answer for his question inside my mind was ‘chicken essence..’ ‘grapes or some kind of fruit that can make the brain more creative..’
and someone answered him, ‘ideas’.
lecturer: YES! correct
me: (wtf!! chicken essence wtf. how can i think of such things wtf!)

i think of real food ok, fail.com.
aih i stomach pain now i don’t want to type anymore.
angry pfft!

):<

i am mentally tired.
i seriously need to take a break before i jump of from any building.

i feel so vulnerable these days.
it’s always like that when i took my shield off.
people these days are so fuck up, they try their best to make you unhappy.
it’s like a joke to them or something.

by the way, i have phobia doing my assignment now.
i need to hand in my assignment to the same lecturer who fail me couple of semesters ago.
he fail my assignment, and now i’m afraid.
sigh, i feel so stone right now.

please will someone bring me to a place where there’s full of nice music so i can stop thinking for a couple of hours.
back to assignment now. bye

you seriously make me feel stupid.
and stop stepping on me anymore.
just because i keep quiet, doesn’t mean you’re allow to.

from now on, i’m not gonna care whatever that will happen in your life again.
i’ve been trying my best not to make you feel unhappy.
trying to make things calm.

but now. i’m not gonna adjust to you ever again.
there’s a reason why i doubt things you said earlier on.
that’s the way you work things, but it aint my way.
so you carry on with your way.

i’m not gonna give a flying fuck.
stop destroying my mood!
you make me feel sad. you jeopardize our friendship and relationship.

very well.

I’m so tired right now.
Came home after work, shower quickly and head over to mamak for Liverpool VS Manchester United’s football match.
Such a disappointing match. Man Utd lose to Liverpool, 2-0. ):

I’ve been awake since 9 in the morning, went to work and all until now which is almost 3am.
Such a long long day.
At this very moment, I’m not feeling happy.
No, I don’t mean emo or sad, just not happy. I hope you get what I mean.

It’s somewhat bothering me and I dislike it sooooo much. Cant believe I trust that shit whole heartedly. Its like a dream, it happened so fast. ):

You know what. I hate people like you.
Cakap saja pandai. When it comes to doing what you said, its fail.com.my. wtf! ..!..

It sounded quite convincing at first.
…and then I start doubting it.

I know it is never as easy as that.
Your excuse, seems like a really great one.
I didn’t give it much thought until recently and I realise, that’s quite a lame excuse.
Very lame, in fact.
I’m not THAT stupid to not know roughly what’s going on. I do know.

And thanks for the harsh words of yours, it helps a lot indeed.
I know you don’t understand.
You don’t understand what it feels like. Especially, you don’t understand me.
It’s normal for you to not understand me, not like you’ve been through all the hell I’ve been through.
Even if you don’t understand, doesn’t mean you have to come out with words that hurt. Do you?

Please do have some empathy. I’m not quite bless like you are.
I didn’t wanna act like this either and if you haven’t notice already, you’re the one who put me into this.
Sort of.

No one did shits to you just yet, till then you’ll want others to have some empathy too.
I find it hard to talk to you. I don’t want to talk to you anymore.
Because I can never trust what you said from now on.

i’m here to announce that i seriously HATE monday 8am class!
i hate all 8am classes.
i HATE to wake up early in the morning and go to class.
HATE HATE HATE!!!

man! i want to cry already.
i cannot start up my cpu!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn paranoid can.
my friend said its either power supply or motherboard that has gone cuckoo.
if its power supply, then i’m relieve.
if its not!!! i need to get a new computer he said.
wtf!!!!!!! T____________T
i don’t want a new computer or rather, i’ve got no money to get a new computer.
all my stuff that is inside my computer, omfg. i cannot manage to loss it.
so please mamamia, bless my motherboard. wtf.

i hate this seriously.
whenever i’m broke, i’ll definitely lost my stuff like my damn IC or my stuff will get spoil.
i plan to blog bout Zouk today but now what……my pictures are all in that damn computer. ):
fml, damn it!!!
fml fml fml fml fml fml fml…………………. T_________T