…they never fail to remind me of people and moments.

different song reminds me of different people.
this particular song reminds me of you.

i never listen to this song since …
i dare not. because i’m sure i will be upset.

but the song just played, randomly.
cause i turned the shuffle on.

was blank for a moment.
and the past came flashing back as the song fill my ears.
this very song that once make me feel so loved . that never fail to make me smile whenever i listen to it.

but now…
my heart sank when the song played.
that’s not a very happy song by the way.

reminds me so so much of you.
and to be frank i really miss you a lot. i was so happy then. (:

no. it’s not that i still dwell on the past or whatsoever.
i mean, not exactly that way.
just that the song you know.. makes me think of you and miss you.

it’s funny how i feel like smiling thinking of the happy moments yet the heart feel so erm… heavy.

… quite a lot.
just a thought though.
fret not. (:

it’s sad when people you know become people you knew.
when you walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. how you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them .

i want that night where we laid in my bed with nervous hands. our shoulders touched . you kissed me and i couldn’t stop smiling.

via: ♥
and i wonder why .
it’s the possibility that should keeps us going, not the guarantees.

Listening to old songs on LiteFM and missing daddy. Sigh, life oh life.

“To hold on to anything is like holding your breath. If you persist you’ll suffocate.”

via : ♥

the quote, how very true.
_
talked to the brother today and he asked me the same question i once asked .
and by that, it means i’m right this time . yes, i am .
the question i asked is really something we i should ponder on .

it’s just an excuse. no one knows it better than you do .
but i’m not gonna stress about it anymore . it’s not under my control anyway .
perhaps you should figure it out or perhaps not .
either way, we’ll have the conclusion sooner or later.
and by then, i’ll know if you’re just like any other one out there.

Do they?

♥ (:

ah~
i’m done with my presentation.. :’D
today’s class is so darn cold. . i’m freezing like mad.
and i’m so hungry yet sleepy at the same time..
it feels as though i’ve been tortured :X
hungry+sleepy+cold+listening to coursemate’s presentation = (okay, you imagine that yourself)

but i’ve got a green bean from my coursemate today..
awww, so cute.. :’D
dida didadi~ 2 more assignments due on this Friday..
i smell sleepless night. @__@

hmm, i’ve been so emo lately. ..i guess most of my previous post can tell.
but right now at this very moment, i’m (:-ing..
its been quite awhile since i feel this way early in the morning.. (:
i hope the (:-ing stays.. .<3

oww me need to go nap now.. me battery low .
_

**Surprise**
Or not so surprise? hur hur..

Happy one monthsary bii!! (:
Heh! How time flies but still a long way to go before I get to see you again in person, not through webcam. :\
5 more months? *fingers cross*

Msn, Skype, sms, and phone calls is what we do to maintain the relationship. Oh oh, and movies too.
We watched movie, The Holiday together through PPS.
We played it and skype at the same time, so we get to enjoy the movie and laugh together.
Silly?? But me likey. (:

* Haha, one of the scene from the movie. He said, nah you see….

* Trying to convince Cameron Diaz that LDR can work, lol.

* Still not convince enough.

* Hahaha! The movie is great, especially having him on the other side to watch it with me. (:

I print screen. Mwahahahaha!!

* Hahaha, spiderman!! He’s upside down, cacat-ed webcam. -___-

* Showing me Maltesers because I don’t know how it looks like. Me no eat chocolate, me don’t know.

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* Hur hur hur, me miss you. :3

* Skype, which is a lot better but still upside down. @____@

* And we played games. ((((((:

There’s a lot of games at Skype. We played Bingo, the ship battle thingy and Hangman.
But I keeeeeeeep losing, especially Hangman. Hur hur, I can never guess the word correctly, or as fast as he does.
There’s once when we played Hangman, both of us type in the same word.
When I know we put in the same word, I went ouu-emm-gee. Haha…
Yes yes, great minds think alike. Haha, wtf.. and the word is ‘psychoed’. LOL.

Bii, happy one monthsary again. I hope there’s many more months and years to come. (:
Thanks for playing stupid games with me, thanks for spending the time to watch movie with me, and thanks for making me laugh whenever I feel like shit.
I still want movies, can I? (:

Me ♥ you.
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control! :*)

Its been a week since he left.
I wonder now, is time passing slowly or the other way round. Hmm…
I did really feel emo the first two days, turning me into a very cranky girl.
Everything just seems so out of place, everything he said sounds not right. :X
But lucky I’m aware of that and I stop myself from acting that way. *adjust adjust*

We’re doing great now. :*)
I just wish we can make it through together.
He’s a darling really, always making me smile and at the same time very silly. :’D

* I knit and finished the scarf for him. <3

* bii, I hope this can keep you warm on behalf of me. hee (:

* At the airport with his heng dais.

* I didn’t cry at the airport. *claps* :’D …..but I cry in the car and when we hug at home. *boo* lousy lar me..

* me miss you deep deep. :3

He’s a dumbo too because he didn’t know where the above picture is taken. :