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Jun 08

Ben’s Birthday (:

As promised, a blog post in a day with pictures (:
A post that was supposed to come a month earlier. That shows how lazy I am, maybe I can blame it on the winter here. You know, winter just makes people lazy.

It was his birthday last week (pending post) month and we had a japanese birthday dinner because we cant help craving for japanese food after watching that hongkong sushi drama.
For the entire week I crave for sushi and it didn’t help, I miss sushi zanmai even more.
We went to this Japanese restaurant in Crown called Nobu, a restaurant opened by a celebrated Japanese chef, Nobu Matsuhisa and Robert De Niro himself.


* Sushi bar, I just love sitting there taking a quick look at these sushi masters doing their thing in between my meal. (:


* Tuna Tataki with Tozasu $22


* New Style Salmon Sashimi $18.5


* Sea Urchin $10, Japanese Chu-Toro $18 if I’m not wrong , and King Fish $5.


* Black Cod with Miso $45.5 (boyf’s favourite)


* Lobster with Wasabi Pepper Sauce $60


* Kurobuta Pork Belly with Karashi Su Miso and Nashi pear $37

Dinner was great, especially the Tuna Tataki and Salmon sashimi. *orgasmic*
But we both agreed that we should have ordered something else instead of lobster and pork belly because there really isn’t much for us to rave about on both the dishes.
Maybe we should just stick with seafood next time but nonetheless I love the dinner.
The bill came up to about $250 and if you ask me if it’s worth the price, I cant say that it’s not because indeed the food is good.
But I’ll never like the idea that it is actually that expensive.
Since it’s the boy’s birthday, I guess it’s okaaaaayyyyyyyyy. (:

We came home after dinner and I surprised him with a cake and the present I bought him all the way from Malaysia. Which is a piece of art. Yes you heard me right, a piece of art.


* Birthday boy with the lousy birthday cake I bake when he went to class that afternoon.


* Tadaaaa!! Cute isn’t?? ngehehe, really look quite like the both of us :D

And of course, camwhore a little :P

As for his birthday party surprise, well………..
Long before his birthday I asked myself, what kind of surprise should I give him.
If you didn’t know, I love giving people surprises. It makes me happy (:
Anyway, two weeks ago my friend suggested to have a barbecue session at our place.
But I suggested the following week instead with the excuse that we are short of cash but in fact I secretly told them that it’s Ben’s birthday next week. (:
Everyone agreed and keep it as a secret from the birthday boy,and he still thought that it’s because we’re short of cash.

BUT! BUT! BUT!
This blur friend of mine, accidentally spill it out when we’re having our coffee.
my blur friend: next saturday barbecue right? for your birthday..
me: stare at him intensely.
my blur friend: no meh? i thought it’s for your birthday
me: staring at him even more intense my eyeballs almost fall off with the thinking that i’m gonna kill him anytime soon.
ben: huh. for my birthday meh. *looks at me*
me: (FML!!!)
my blur friend: ooooo……………ooooooo………..sorry.
me: kill me please.

i’m not sure if i wanted to kill him or myself. like O-M-G!!!
Pfft but nehmind I planned for a back up surprise right away. I secretly changed it to friday without the birthday boy noticing.
Informed everyone secretly, and even asked my blur friend to ask him out on friday itself so that i can stay home alone and prepare everything.
It was quite a mess due to the time constraint.

I prepared all the marinates the day before.
Beef, lamb, chicken, prawn, and squid. Typing it all out now here reminds me how painstakingly I prepared all of these.
And the most horrible of all, is no doubt the friggin squid.


* I was cutting the squid into half and half way through I saw something looking back at me. I shriek so loud and throw the eerie squid back into the sink. The squid ate the fish and it’s still inside WTF!!!! I know it’s just a fish but it really is uber disgusting.

Enough of the squid. On the day itself as I planned, boyf went out without me and I stayed home preparing for the food all day. My kitchen looks exactly like a war zone that day.


* let’s barbecueeeee.


* cooked creamy tomato spaghetti, baked mushroom, caesar salad, …..


* …… and baked egg, potato and cherry tomato.


* Man, I love the candles here in Melbourne I wanna buy them all home!! So special!!

Fat Ben, I’m such a good girlfriend right? *flips hair*
ngeheheheheheheh

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Apr 18

Happy 4th

Reading back what we wrote to each other when we’re so far apart brings back the sweetest memories.
Despite all the misunderstandings and disagreements , I still feel truly bless.

At times when I’m mad at him or upset over the things he did or did not do, I questioned myself why am I here in sucha place feeling really upset.
But what’s a relationship without a little bit of argument?
We just had a rather huge argument two days back, the worst in these four months I reckon.
Mad, piss, upset and everything else. Not only me, so was he.
We prolly hated each other at that very moment for not understanding one another.
It’s hard really, to back down and see the situation from another dimension. Especially for me, or both since we’re equally stuborn.

But of course, after every argument things just gets better. Or so I hope.
At the minimum we understand how each other feels about some particular things.
Again, sometimes its just me being me again who is craving for undivided attention.
As my bff suggests, being my boyfriend is not easy (prolly the toughest job in the world wtf). Because I’m hard to please, in terms of emotionally.
But I try not to be whenever I come to my senses. I need more sense.

I always said it’s not easy for me, but I know it’s not easy for him too.
It is never easy for two people to come together, giving all the love, compromising, understanding, and sometimes even putting down our own ego.
I truly appreciate him for everything.
Wanting to bring me around, wanting me to try good food, and so much more.

I might not be the best girlfriend in the world, might also not be the easiest girlfriend to deal with but I’m constantly trying.
Or maybe if not the best, at least a really good one.
Thank you for the memorable four months. Time flies and I still remember the very first day (:

Love you loads.

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Apr 14

Just Us

PFFT!! I wonder how long it’ll take for the internet to be here.
I want wifi so that I can whatsapp and everything else. I cant even watch youtube videos now, torturing. ):
Anyway, here’s some lousy picture updates.

The broadband isn’t working when it’s plug into my laptop resulting in me losing my patience and the mood to blog.
Just a few pictures of us and nothing else.


* a fun mirror right outside a pancake shop, pancake parlour.


* short and chubby.


* this is…


* just us…


* doing what we…


* use to do…


* back in malaysia.

abusing his iphone app,bwahha.

it’s mid april already!! time is passing real fast this month.
it’s hitting me again, i know there’s still such along way to go before i go back but it feels the opposite for me.
sometimes i feel like i’m starting to lose myself again when there’s disagreement.
i’m not quite the person i am 3 months back.
might be just a phase.

gahh, i don’t even know what i’m saying here.
i’m gonna go make teh tarik now.
bye.

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Mar 01

This is for the real girls.

This is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up all night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under their smiles and laughs all on a daily basis. The girls who wear their hearts on their sleeve. The girls who pray things will workout just once and they’ll be satisfied. The girls who scream and cry into their pillows because the rest of the world fails to listen. The girls who have it hard but don’t let anyone know that. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who have so many secrets but will never tell a soul. The girls who have regrets and mistakes as a daily moral. The girls who don’t always win, who may never win. The girls who stay up all night thinking about that one boy wondering if he’ll ever notice her. The girls who get what they get and don’t throw a fit. The girls who take life as it comes, hoping it’ll get easier somewhere down the road. The girls who love with all their hearts but always get broken. This is for the real girls. This is for you.

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Feb 07

When we’re bored…

This is what we do to entertain ourselves when we have nothing better to do.
This is also the most fun and the happiest thing we did together.
I love laughing at ourself. hee (:

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Feb 02

Happy Rabbit Year

Happy cute chinese new year everybaddi!!
Wishing everyone a cute and prosperous new year all the way from hometown.
If you notice, there’s a pair of rabbit ear on my head bwahah.

What a chinese new year, i’m still not quite ready for it.
Not excited, no nothing.
Prolly because it’s a tad bit different this year, I’m back at hometown this early.
Which also means I’ll be back at KL early too. Friday night (:

Had reunion dinner this afternoon with the usual family members : mom, younger and elder brother, two aunts and a stoopid cousin. Yes, I dislike him nuff said.
Oh wait, and one extra person today. He must be real nervous bwaha.
And my elder brother’s gonna hate him for calling my brother uncle wtf. HAHAH!!

I’m bored. Always bored when I’m back at hometown but also as always, I’ve got my little mischievous cousins to entertain me (:
I wish all of you a very ang ang chinese new year.
Gamble and win more :D

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Jan 31

I am slowly falling in love

Little did I know that as years passed me by, I subconsciously turn into a girl who no longer dares to fall in love.
I was daring enough to let myself get hurt all over again and again. And I told myself, no I’m not the type of girl who will stay away from love just because it hurts me for I believe one day, things will turn out differently.

But I guess I lost faith and that little bit of spark that burns in me after all the hurt I went through half a year ago.
Just come to realise, I really am afraid of falling in love again. Afraid of just surrendering my heart entirely like how I used to, afraid that all I get is just a crush on my heart at the end of the day.

I cant believe myself, I’m afraid of falling in love. This is insane.
I keep holding myself back, controlling my feelings like how an owner control his dog.
There’s like a war going on at the back of my head, tug-o-war.
I never like holding my feelings back, that is just so not me but that fear in me is so much more stronger.
I know I need to let go.

I probably am letting go.
I don’t know how to not fall in love with him when he’s such a lovable guy.
It’s almost like no effort is needed to love a guy like him.
I guess the dog is on the loss now, owner is letting it go.

The way he treats me, I know he is worth the risk.

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Jan 10

Dinner at 7atenine

Had a random-berdress up-dinner with ze bf last Tuesday.
No special occasion.
Have been wanting to try out 7atenine since ages ago when I saw some pictures of it on the net and when he said dinner at 7atenine I was really happy (inside my heart, didn’t show it to him haha).


* My Rm25 dress with a Rm7 thin belt. I love cheap bajus :twisted:

We shared a four course meal because we can never finish one by ourselves.
I always fail to remember the name of the food.


* Some shrimp salad thingy that taste o-k-a-y only.


* This I can remember. Soup of the day wtf. I like the soup, creamy enough but not too creamy till you feel bloated after drinking it.


* Foie gras with steak something something. Bf loves foie gras!! The beef is tender enough but will be better if it’s a little bit more raw.


* And of course our dessert, Tiramisu. We both quite like it as it’s not too sweet. Soulmate wtf, we both don’t really like sweet stuff.


* Was a little disappointed at the interior. I don’t know why but I thought the place will look super nice. I just have this very nice picture in my brain wtf. And I dislike their chair, not comfy ): but I do like their lighting.

Just chill and snap some pictures after meal.
So sorry now I’m gonna spam some shamless pictures, bwaha!


* fail. too dark.


* fail. his upper head went missing but I actually quite like this picture. heh.


* fail. i look ugly but since he looks so cute, i’ll sacrifice a little and post this up.


* fail. he said he looked like Aaron here which I agree. HAHAHA! the more I look at this picture, the more he looks like Aaron here. HAHAHAHA!!

7atenine
Ascott Kuala Lumpur
no. 9, jalan pinang
50450 kuala lumpur, malaysia
reservations: 603 2161 7789, 6012 210 3055
operational hours: 4.30pm till closing,
mondays to fridays 6pm till closing, saturdays

Though the chairs aren’t comfy, though the interior aren’t as what I expected, though the food doesn’t taste as good as what we expected, I still had a great night. :)

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