Also, in a week time Valentines Day will arrive filling the air with love.
As we always said it, everyday is or can be Valentines Day for those in love.
Exactly! Valentines Day can sometimes be a little too commercial and to me at times I see it as a reason or excuse to have a romantic dinner or a romantic getaway.
Yes, I am a typical girl who cant say no to anything romantic.

Since this and next week will be fill with love for most people, I decided to add a little love into my blog as well.
I’d like to turn these pictures into a real scene one day with my love before I die.

Sometimes I wonder, what love can do to people.
Happy Valentines Day in advance, go get some love! (:

One day, when I have the ability I will explore Egpyt. One fine day.

I don’t hate camping, I just hate camping in the forest. And I have not camp once in my entire life, don’t be shock. I really want to go on a camping trip, anywhere but forest.

I would love to go again before it sinks.

And ride the gondola with my soul mate (:

Sometimes I dislike China but this is a must go.

One more time please. I was too young to enjoy the beauty.

Not the one in Hong Kong. Somewhere further away.

And this too. The best pizza I ate in my life is the pizza I ate in Italy. I want to do this again, enjoying every bite with the boyf because we both love eating as much.

Tried crepe in Melbourne and love it. I can imagine the crepes in France.

Click on it for a larger version (:

Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?
Thanks but no thanks.

Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
Yes, everybody is gonna do that initially.

Your relationship status?
In a relationship with a fatty.

Where did you meet your crush(es)?
A cool place named Kuala-la-la Lumpur.

Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes and by that I don’t mean he/she is dead.

Do you smoke weed regularly?
Never been there. Never done that.

Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?
Yes, and he hasn’t got thinner ever since.

Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
Hell no.

When was the last time you really laughed?
Yesterday noon, when I was crapping and telling all sorts of dumb blonde jokes to the boyf.

Something is wrong. First guy you turn too?
Si gemuk.

First girl you’d turn to?
Ee Cheeng Wong.

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
Of course!

Angry at anyone?
Trying hard not to.

What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
Nothing will stop me unless he’s got a partner.

When was the last time you cried really hard?
Last week?

Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes, people I love.

Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?
Si fatty.

What is your favorite song?
I’ve got tons and I hate this question.

Do you like Red Bull?
No. Not at all.

How many people can you tell just about everything to?
Two.

Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
NO! Where on earth exactly I can see one?

Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
Duh!?

Describe yourself in one word.
Emotional. What else?

Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
Don’t think so.

Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
Yes.

Do you rebound?
Nope. What’s the point?

Ever cheated on someone?
Yes.

What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
Withdraw myself, if I can.

Do you act differently around the person you like?
Yes, at the beginning.

Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?
Boyf and brother.

Is it hard to make you laugh?
I can say that’s the easiest thing to do. I can laugh at anything or even nothing. Lol.

Who was the last person to make you mad?
Xiao pang zi.

Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
Nope, we don’t really match. Personality wise.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
Yes (:

Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?
I cant recall but wtf I’m not a meal.

Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?
Yes (:

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
Yeap.

Is your best friend a slut?
What ay question. Of course not.

Is hard drugs a turn off?
Hard or soft, it’ll be a turn off.

Are you happy with life right now?
Yes but not enough.

Are you still in love with your ex?
No.

Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
In a relationship, no.

Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
Yes.

Where is your best friend?
Hong Kong at the moment.

Something you’re happy about?
Not telling ;P

How is your heart lately?
Still beating.

Okay, this got me occupied for a while.
Been waking real early for the past three days and I kind of like it.
So I guess I’m gonna sleep early tonight.

Grab a story book and read till I fall asleep. (:

9 Things I do Everyday:

1. Go online

2. and tweet

3. and facebook

4. and blog or read blogs

5. while eating

6. after my bath

7. and blow drying my hair

8. before i sleep

9. and dream.

random. very random.

and these to keep you entertain. or make you smile at least.

so sleepy i can fall asleep any second.
good night earthlings (:

“Being vulnerable doesn’t have to be threatening. Just have the courage to be sincere, open & honest. This opens the door to deeper communication all around. It creates self-empowerment & the kind of connections with others we all want in life. Speaking from the heart frees us from the secrets that burden us. These secrets are what make us sick or fearful. Speaking truth helps you get clarity on your real heart directives.”
— Sara Paddison

Day 01: Ten random facts about yourself.
1. i haven’t eaten any petai before in my entire life.
2. if i woke up from sleep in the middle of the night, i will take my phone and have a quick look at twitter.
3. i ♥ pastries. very very much.
4. i always feel like poo-pooing when i’m drunk D:
5. i prefer packing rather than unpacking.
6. i need to hug something to sleep or else i’ll feel super insecure.
7. i’m afraid of ghost.
8. the only milk i drink is HL milk.
9. i’m collecting postcards from friends. places they’ve been.
10. i need to eat rice everyday. typical chinese.

Graduated High School.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.

Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school/class.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary blog.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American Idol.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

bold ones are not true. in case you thought i’m that wild.
no drugs. no liquor. no ciggie.
well, for the moment it is .

the only thing that is addictive .and a yes. is ♥

Gosh. I’m awake at 9 in the morning.
This is unbelievable.
But I’ve got nothing to do :\
Which explains this post ..

Mwahaha, and as always there is a wish list for my birthday. Kawan-kawan sekalian!!!

Something that no one can afford but still I can have it in my wish list right…
Saya mau Perodua Viva!! Yalah, not like I have a license also but I don’t care larh. If you give me a car then I’ll go get a freaking license. lol..

Viva small small and save petrol, very nice to use one. LOL!

The second thing that no friends can afford or willing to buy it for me is pink Sony Vaio Cs. Omg, I want it soooooo badly. I either get myself this laptop or I’m not gonna get laptop at all. The only thing that I want most. T__T

I know larh, I always put this Sony but I don’t care horr cause I like.

Okay, no one can afford this too because its around 3k if I’m not wrong. Olympus Pen, saya mau!!!!! I don’t want G10, I want Olympus Pen. Omg, damn nice can. But then I think its wiser to get a DSLR. DSLR I also mau, as long as it is camera then I mau wtf.

Me super like.

Oklarh, now to something slightly more affordable. Ngehehe. I want lomo camera!!! I want Diana F+. There’s one that comes with flash and the colour gel which cost around Rm400+. Then there’s this larger set that comes with a few different lens and a whole lot more stuff in it which cost around 1K. Omfg, I want that large set. T__T
If not Diana F+, then I want Holga which cost Rm200+. I’ve been eyeing on lomo cam for so damn long already, huhur.

OMG!! How not to love this, you tell me. It’s in hot pink somemore, shiat. I fall in love with this man but too bad it’s only available in the small set.

This is the deluxe kit but only available in this colour. Hot pink tak ada, pfft.

Or get me this Holga, or the white holga. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! T__T

I also want Western Digital Pink external harddisk!! I’ve got too much stuff lah really, there’s not enough space for me to put my photos and videos and whatnot. I need an external harddisk. PINK one!!

I realise there’s a few stuff which I wish to have for my birthday this year is same as last year. Cause no one buy it for me, wth. I am still wanting that Miss Dior Cherie perfume. It really smells so good. (:

Eh, I want a mini sewing machine also larh. I’m lazy to go figure out how to use that big and complicated machine in my brother’s room. See, I want this last year too. :\

It’s around 100bucks only. mwahaha

Edited:

Oh yah, one more thing. Haha! I forget that I finish using my skincare. T__T
I don’t mind anyone getting me a new set, very much needed lol. :X

Biotherm Aquasource please, the green one or Laneige Water.

I know larh, all so expensive right? Never mind, you can share with the other friends. HAHA!
Or not if you don’t have friends to share with then you can come to the website below and pick anything for me. MWAHAHAH!
Here, here, here, or black leather jacket, or channel inspire bag, or bag with studs.

Or whatever makeup stuff. Girl punya stuff lar, then I’ll be happy.
Like Maybelline’s gel eyeliner, pencil eyeliner (cause I lost mine, boo), majorlica mascara………………… and more. LOL

Sekian terima kasih.

I’ve got a new maid!!!
I woke up at 4pm again because I seriously do not have enough sleep the day before and I heard my aunt talking in Malay. And so I went downstairs and I saw a maid.
I asked my aunt did mom get a new maid and she said yes. I reply her with a super big grin.
This is soooooo good, really. I’m kinda a messy girl and I’m so use to having a maid in the house. So when my mom said she’s not hiring a maid anymore, I know doomsday is near. Hahaha..
Actually this is not what I wanna talk about earlier on, but I’m too happy. (:

* Moca at Bangsar. (:

I mentioned in my previous post about my dysfunction little brain and now I suppose its back to normal again after 12 hours of beauty sleep. (:
Yesterday, I couldn’t multitask at all when on normal days I could. As I’m watching Gossip Girl at McD, they talked to me and I couldn’t interpret at all what they are trying to say when normal days I could too.
All I answered was, ‘Har? What? Har? Say again…’, keep giving them my blur look. Haha..
And then when there’s this girl next to our table asked me if she could use our extension, I just looked at her and wonder to myself why is she smiling at me. She asked me again and I stared at her again only to realise she’s asking me about the port. Of course, I said yes immediately and I laugh at myself.
Not only that, I’m wearing my Levis watch last night and when every time the time strikes 12, it will beep.
So when my watch beeps last night, I didn’t realise it at all until Nam Hon and Ee Cheeng stare at me for more than few seconds.
There’s more, I went to buy Sundae Cone and also to refill Hon’s coke, after I pay the cashier I just took the coke and leave. Leaving behind my beloved Sundae Cone. Of course, the cashier shout for me and I quickly grab my Sundae Cone, laughing at myself again.
That’s how dysfunction my brain is and they just keep laughing at me. And I keep laughing at myself too. What a day, haha.

I’m so free, I answered these in my Facebook.

Yes or No
1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks! [I'm not gonna care because I'm rebellious .. ]

Now, here’s what you’re supposed to do… And please do not spoil the Fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag as many of your friends as you’d like to. Then see what happens.

Kissed anyone one of your facebook friends? yes
Been arrested? no
Kissed someone you didn’t like? no
Slept in until 5 PM? no (but 4pm, yes)
Fallen asleep at work/school? yes
Held a snake? no (touched a snake)
Ran a red light? no
Been suspended from school? no
Totalled your car/motorbike in an accident? no (I ain’t have car)
Been fired from a job? no
Sang karaoke? yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? yes (always)
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? no (eww)
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
Kissed in the rain? no
Sang in the shower? yes
Sat on a rooftop? no
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? no
Broken a bone? no
Shaved your head? no
Blacked out from drinking? no (but almost)
Played a prank on someone? yes (I love playing pranks )
Felt like killing someone? yes (I’m insane, so beware)
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? no
Been in a band? no
Shot a gun? no
Tripped on mushrooms? no (wtf)
Donated Blood? no (underweight, -.-)
Eaten alligator meat? yes
Eaten cheesecake? yes (that is my favourite, k)
Still love someone you shouldn’t? yes/no (I don’t know)
Think about the future? yes
Believe in love? yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? yes

50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least fifteen friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
Ricky, asking me if I’m, sleeping or studying.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
On my bed.

03. Your relationship status?
Single

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes, due to conflicts and some effing stupid people.

05. What is your current mood?
A little happy because exam is over.

06. How many siblings do you have?
One older brother and one younger brother.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Chee Han, and Vincent.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Beside him, at the beach..

09. Have a crazy side?
Crazy? Yes, but I do not know how to describe my crazy side.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
NO!!!

11. Something you do a lot?
Online chatting at msn, fb-ing, eating, day dreaming…

12. Angry at anyone?
Yes! Nuff said.

13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
When I think he is way too perfect and I’m no where near perfect. I sometimes do have very low self esteem. -.-

14. When was the last time you cried?
Last Thursday when I watch Knowing. (Don’t laugh!)

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes, people I love and that includes friends and family.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
I think about things I wish that will happen and also the past.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ee Cheeng, telling me she reach my house.

18. What is your favorite song?
I’ve got so much.

19. What are you doing right now?
Sitting at Connaught’s McDonald answering this, accompanying friends, and hungry-ing.

20. Who do you trust right now?
I actually trust a lot of people.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Sungai Wang.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
No. -.-

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Erm….. Loo.

24. Describe your life in one word?
Uncertain.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Someone. That someone.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Eating cause I’m hungry.

27. What are you listening to?
I’m listening to nothing.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Wu, before I head home from Hassan.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
My mom!!

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
I think I do. Shit..

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black?

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Myself. Because I say stupid thing and I laugh at my own stupidity. Lol..

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Hmm, I’m not sure. That someone and another him I suppose.

34. What do you hear?
People talking and noises from Tv.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight.

36. Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
Nope.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nope.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yes I do.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes, changing into sports wear for badminton session. Lol..

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Hmm, it seems like life is gradually getting better. Not entirely happy I must say, but life’s been Ok at the moment.

42. Are you currently jealous?
Yes. Jealous and wondering why there are so many lucky bastards out there while I’m suffering here. But I know, I’m luckier than a lot of people out there too. I get jealous and forget about it later on.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
My crystal bracelets.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Friday. Have a drink with Jones and head over to Subang together and chill around with the gang.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes, broken into a million of pieces.

46. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Yes.

47. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Yes, still the same old person who disappoint me years ago.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Because I’m sick. Duh!!

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
4am because I’m studying for my exam. T___T

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Yes.