heyy! (:
there’s nothing interesting in my life lately.
where’s my happening life gone to?

wake up. class. lunch. nap. drama. drama. more drama. yam cha. sleep.
same routine. ugh
ah, and it seems like i’ve been pretty emotional lately which of course not something i should celebrate about.
my friend said to me that my facebook status is like, i’m about to jump off from a building anytime soon.
exaggerate betul. :\

i’m trying to keep myself under control and i guess you can tell from this post.
at least this aint an emo post. heh.
i sense mr.assignment will be knocking on my door soon.
probably i should be glad since this is my last semester, hmm.

ouh ya, talking bout drama before this, i just finish watching a taiwan drama. 下一站，幸福
i don’t normally watch taiwan drama, i prefer TVB’s. haha.. but somehow i stumble upon this and hey, it’s pretty good.
the kid is uber cute. if you’re too bored like me, watch it on pps.

argh, i wanted to post some pictures but i’m out of time now.
soon soon, my blog lacks some nice *ahem* pictures.
till then. (:

i’ve got no idea why i like all this kind of crap.
something for you guys before i hit the sack.
i hope my mom’s going to shopping tomorrow so i can tag along. (:

Graduated High School.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.

Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school/class.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary blog.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American Idol.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

bold ones are not true. in case you thought i’m that wild.
no drugs. no liquor. no ciggie.
well, for the moment it is .

the only thing that is addictive .and a yes. is ♥

i guess i miss out the new year resolution.
well not exactly.

i asked myself what’s the point of having new year resolution anyway. not like i keep them.
but hey. of all sudden i feel like doing one and keeping them.
hah! see what kind of a person i am. always half on the left. another half on the right.

i’m gonna aim low this time. not gonna set the bar too high or else i’ll be doomed from the start.
so here it is..

1) i will tidy up my room everyday.
note to self: do not procrastinate! everyday means everyday. cannot say nevermind larh, tomorrow first.

2) i will go to uni and pay attention during class.
note to self: must pay attention! must!!! don’t day dream. listen to the lecturer!!! you can day dream and then fail your subject. pfft

3) i will not sleep late everyday. except on clubbing nights. and outings. and the days where i don’t have class on the next day. (okay i know i a bit too much. but i will try not to sleep too late during those exception nights)
note to self: sleep late then you wont be able to wake up for class. then you miss the class. then you miss what the lecturer teach then you fail. har har! and also you’ll get super panda eyes. and you’ll die earlier wtf. because damn unhealthy.

4) i’m gonna stop having irregular meals.
note to self: lunch time is between 12 to 2. not 5 oclock dumb ass. eat at the right time.

5) cut down the emotion and be a more optimistic girl.
note to self: friends always prefer the happier you. so try to cut down the emotion. *pats*

okay that’s all.
i will try my very very very best to keep this okay.
today is a good start by the way. i slept at 1 plus the night before and woke at 7 in the morning to go for 8 o’clock class.
and i really did pay attention in the class. like super good girl okay. for today larh. bwaha

i’ll see if i’ll still be this good at the end of the month.
omg, like very hard like that wtf. *inject positive thinking .positive thinking*

helloooooooooo !! (:
happpppyyyy neeeeewwww yeeeeaaaaarrr darlinggs !

my very first post on twenty ten.
super efficient, bwaha.

my little cousins came to my house yesterday. still as mischievous. especially the elder one.
i talked to him. he stare at me and say ‘mm mou gong yeh’ . he asked me not to talk, wtf. *shakes head*

* me after getting ready and the boy who asked me to shut up. pffft

waited for the twins to reach my house. wah yan curl my hair for me. :3 :3 :3
i first time curl my hair okay, like really curl. i gave my half virgin hair to low wah yan! :X

* yan, foon and me. how’s my hair? :3 :3 :3

* we went to tony roma’s and to be honest. i find their food a little too average. not really worth eating. chillis better.

* our starter.

* foon and ee. ahh, i like this picture.

* sighhh! i think i left my camera pouch there cause it is no where to be found. gahh, why i so careless. :\

* i tell you, the twins always cut their hair.. dye their hair.. do their hair.. so frequent omg.

* happy new year darling girls. (:

* ivan teng.

ate our dinner. chit chat. we talked about the worst and best thing that happened during zero nine.
the worst is of course i fail my blardy subject. pfffftt .as for the best, too much to mention. (:

me: maybe i can tolerate .it’s gonna be very hard at first but if in the end can change me into a less emo girl, it’s not that bad after all. it’s a good thing.
yan: wahh! know how to think already. big girl already.
me: -_____- swt .

* walked over to the crowd after our dinner. not really that pack.

* fireworks mode. forgot to switch back. :]

* i ♥ to watch fireworks. who don’t.

* i so hope you’re by my side .watching fireworks with me. celebrating new year with me. :3

we went back to weng kee’s house after that. to play lami. bwahahahha.
just a very normal new year for us. though i miss zero nine but nonetheless, i had a great night yesterday.
i start my twenty ten with a big smile. a very happy night. i’m a happy girl. ngehehe (:

* my lami kakis.

i hope i’ll be as happy as last night throughout the whole year.
i know there will be some shit that’s gonna hit me. but i’ll just try to stay positive.
i’m quite tired being an emo girl, so i’ll try to change this year.
and be a happier peggy chow. (:

i hope all of you will be a happier person too.
so how’s your new year celebration? good?

so…
2009 is coming to an end.

and to be honest, i am reluctant to see 2009 pass me by.
the year might not be an awesome one but nonetheless, it is still a good year.

this year seems a tad bit different.
i tried things i never thought of trying. i went to a lot of places.
and the most important of all, i met a lot of new people and some not so new ones.

the year is full with great memories. i miss every moment except a few sad ones of course. hah.
up and down, up and down.
a few downs this year but i pull it through. (:

the year start off with a very happy chinese new year with the secondary gang aka cheras clan aka ccoc. wth, haha.
went ‘bai nin’ with the gang which is the first time for me because very year i couldn’t make it. still stuck at hometown.
the superstitious me went to temple too. and also tarot reading. :\
also the first time i did something so daring, which is to get a tattoo. :X
went poppy for the first time which resulted in more poppy and zouk. haha
thomas and michael, new friends then. (:
(see, so many first time :’D)

second tattoo on february. (hardcore :\)
valentines day at chillis with jones.
first time chilling at skybar.
more clubbing. bwahah :’P

first time playing paintball on april. tsk tsk, effing pain. T_T
camwhore with ‘daddy’ :X
sean, kahz, and wu .new friends (:

may.
poppy poppy . ‘new’ friends, koonz and brucey ((:
i remember i told ee cheeng, ‘you see, that guy. super looks like ‘lei siu long’ geh..’ bwahahha
went to second tarot reading which is suuuppppeeerrrr accurate!! :O

june. *grins*
first time at decanter.
i remember that night :’D
and then MOS. i remember that night also. bwaha :’D
how we ‘talk’ at the dancefloor by typing on hp. lol
then its langkawi!!! get to sit on aeroplane with friends!! have lots of fun at langkawi. chit chat at the beach.
seafood. boats. jump shot. lanjiao ying. exploring around. and smses. (:
and penang!! food food and more food. the ship. steak, lol. bicycle. alphard
the best month throughout the year. lots of laughter and ♥. ((:

july i was pushed into poppy’s swimming pool, wth.
farewell. skypee. 3rd tattoo (:
fireworks at genting on merdeka eve.

september. peggy chow became an emo girl. lol
brother went to malacca. T_T
abit bit emo lar, not as terrible as last time. i changing. (:
gay night at maison. :O

celebrated my big two-one at mnep. november is ♥.
celebrated vivien’s, koon’s and ee’s 21 too.
where i start talking to piao. and siew cheong.
ouh, shisha for the 1st time also. ngehe

december. pika pika ♥. (:
get to meet the cheras gang for one whole month.
jayson’s farewell. piao’s farewell. hoegarden
and of course, not to forget..
the best xmas party. (:
gamble at genting’s casino for the 1st time and ‘donated’ 25 bucks. wth!! pfft

so that’s pretty much how my year goes. as for new year eve .
i’m gonna go curve and have dinner at tony roma’s with just a few people.
i just wanna sit ,have dinner, a couple of drinks and chit chat with them. (:

i really feel a little upset .2009 treats me quite well.
am a little too afraid to face a whole new year. :\

but anyway. this is ..
a year that i wouldn’t want to forget.
a year that is full with great people .great happenings. great laughter.
a big thank you for those who cared about me. for those who try to make me smile when i’m upset. for all the silly jokes. for all the late night chats. (:
and also a big sorry to those who i once lost my temper at. sorry, i don’t mean to sound harsh at times, just that my emotion took the better of me. so please. forgive me.
i ♥ all you guys.

here, i want to wish everyone out there in the world a very happy new year.
and for those who read my blog, thanks for taking the time though i know sometimes i crap a lot.
happy two-o-one-o to all you lovelies.

supposedly, this will be my last outing post for year 2009.
as for the title, i heard this song at estee’s birthday. so yeah.

* girls have to wear either pink or red, so here i am.. dress in pink.

* that’s canon G10 .

* ucsi mass comm girls. didn’t took much picture from my camera so yeah.. this is it.

piao’s farewell at ttdi. he already left to united states.

* hoegarden. my first time. :3

* the guys drank a lot, they ordered two towers and i don’t know how many pint of hoegarden.

* pohjuan, me and piao.

* thanks for the peanut butter m&m. better be good while you’re at kentucky. (:

* hi there long lost friend. (:

* a great night with you guys (:

* bwahaha, i cheat. i stepped on something that’s why i don’t look short here. :’P

there’s something, that made me feel disturbed.
but i dare not voice it out here for what the lady had told me.
i am not allow to let you know or show it to you that i am upset.
this is so totally insane.

sometimes. you put me on an emotional roller coaster ride.
no wait. you put me or i put myself?
i don’t know.

…they never fail to remind me of people and moments.

different song reminds me of different people.
this particular song reminds me of you.

i never listen to this song since …
i dare not. because i’m sure i will be upset.

but the song just played, randomly.
cause i turned the shuffle on.

was blank for a moment.
and the past came flashing back as the song fill my ears.
this very song that once make me feel so loved . that never fail to make me smile whenever i listen to it.

but now…
my heart sank when the song played.
that’s not a very happy song by the way.

reminds me so so much of you.
and to be frank i really miss you a lot. i was so happy then. (:

no. it’s not that i still dwell on the past or whatsoever.
i mean, not exactly that way.
just that the song you know.. makes me think of you and miss you.

it’s funny how i feel like smiling thinking of the happy moments yet the heart feel so erm… heavy.

… quite a lot.
just a thought though.
fret not. (:

Pressieeeeeessss! :*D
Ahah, i totally ♥ presents. Who don’t?

* First birthday present from mom, a gold key pendant. It’s quite tiny but good enough. (: You can see it if you stick your eyeballs on the screen. mwahaha!

* Thankss Sean for giving me a hair cut for present. Not only that, he even dyed and highlighted my hair. Awww, thanks for the effort. (:

* Younger brother said I need not pay him the Rm400 that I owe, I can use that money and get whatever I want as my present. Elder brother wanted to get me Diana F full set but he’s short of cash. (Gor, don’t worry about it, it’s okay.) I ♥ both my brothers. They treat me so good, I’m so touch. ((:

* And also special thanks to Joshua for taking photographs at my party for me. I ♥ this picture but it’s a little too dark. His flash ran out of battery.

* It’s a PINK DIANA F!!!!!! From my bff, Wong Ee Cheeng. Thankiuu so much really. Sorry for the blur picture, I’m too lazy to capture a new one.

* I’m a happy little girl. Quite a number of presents are from my wishlist. (: Ms.Dior Cherie, I’ve been wanting to have this perfume for so long and it’s from Min Jer. It’s so nice of him to get me this perfume. Gucci Envy Me perfume from Teik Wei and Pui Yee. I was quite shocked when I unwrap the present and saw what it is, quite unexpected but I like it none the less. ((:

* These are from my babes; the twins sister and Esther. Ahh, they know me well enough. *grins* Both Loreal eyeshadow from twins while Esther present me Majolica Majorca mascara, Majolica Majorca eyeshadow, and Kose mask. I so wanna try buy the Majolica mascara but it’s so expensive, around Rm50 I think. Thankiuu so much babes, you girls bought me stuff that I wanna buy before this. ((:

* White Tree Face Shop mask by Shuea Yee and Vernon, Skin Food nail polish and some chocolates by Dexter and Jasper, and boxes of accessories by Esther De Silva, Eva, and Wilson. (:

* Bag from Jayson and Anna, yay a new bag . External harddisc from Cheras clan!! Though it’s not in pink but it’s so useful and I’m using it almost everyday. Haha..
Thanks guys. I’m gonna bejewel it someday. :*D

Ouh ouh, I get red packets too. :*D
Rm100 from my beloved uncle and another Rm100 from my mom’s friend (which I don’t know who).
And someone still haven’t got me present yet. That slow Loo!!
I’m gonna shop for clothes and pass him the receipt. Mwahahahha!
I cannot already, I’m not craving for food now. I’m craving for shopping, wtf.
I think I cant quite wait for Thailand. September, oo-mm-gg!

Anyway, this year’s birthday is one of the best birthday I ever had.
Banyak friends came, banyak wishes, banyak presents, and even red packets. :*D
Totally worth every single cent I spend on the party. (:

It will be even better if mom came.
and also if dad were here.