Category: mylife *meh*

Oct 08

Something from the week.

Finally some free time for beloved blog (:

I’ve started work for a week now and all is well, I guess.
I like my office because it’s no ordinary office, my boss hired an interior designer for it.
It’s really cool, maybe I shall snap some pictures when all is ready.

There’s a soft launch coming up for the company and I’m in charge of it, it kind of scares me at first.
But now I find it fun, if only my boss really wouldn’t control the entire thing so much.

The best thing about working on the first day is knowing that one of my friend is actually working in the same company, and it’s his first day too. Such coincidence. (:

The company I’m working in is a branding and advertising company and my job position is a brand coordinator.
This, my boss just randomly came up the job position for me during interview.
Ironically, I somehow happen to skipped learning about branding during my 3rd year in uni.
I did not have the chance to because I cant adjust my time to the class and it’s not a compulsory subject.
But here I am, doing branding. Something that I tried avoiding because it sound like the toughest subject to me.

My time now is filled with working and working, and so does my mind.
There’s just too many funny things going on, I cant help sharing with the fatty everyday and it probably annoys the hell out of him haha.
I’m having fun working, if only our directions will change a bit.

If you’re looking for a branding or advertising service, or even printing do find a way to drop me your message. (:

Okay apart from working, I’m kind of down with sick.
Not entirely sick because it’s skin problem but I’m not entirely comfortable with it. It’s some herpes shit and it’s called ‘sang seh’ in Cantonese.
‘Sang seh’ is grow snake wtf.
Doctor said my body is weak, which is why and he gave me a buttock injection.
And I still need to go get another injection tomorrow. ):
Sigh.

I’m just really tired this week.
And I tell myself, I must find a way everyday to not stay back for OT.
I hate OT but who doesn’t.

I wanna go out tonight and have some fun, wherever it is.

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Oct 01

Well hello there October!

The month of October has always been a month that never fails to remind me of how near am I to getting another year older.
A month that makes me struggle; struggling to decide whether I should be excited or I should cringe over the fact that I am getting older and there’s not a single way to stop it.

How am I already 23?
23? For reals?
My mom gave birth to me when she’s 23, so by right I should be 9 months pregnant now!? /touchwood

Anyway, I have finally for the first time in my life get a full time job after 5 damn interviews.
Am I the only one having to go through so many interviews before I can finally get a job?
And they all told me the same thing, I lack of confidence. Pfft!!
Humble only okay, cheyy.

People said working life is scary. It eats up all of your time and this is the main reason I dread working for a full time.
I’m afraid of the changes. I’m a person who hate changes but change is the only thing constant in the world. I’ve got no choice but to adapt.

I’m glad that I finally got a job, finally leaving the so called mundane life.
I know I’m gonna miss my freedom but I too know someday I’ll get to achieve what I want.
I’ll just have to forego my afternoon lunch with my fatty and no more walking around malls after lunch!
This is definitely something I’ll miss but I still have my night time, so it’s okay. (:

The best part about the job is that it starts at 10am and ends at 7pm.
Which means I do not have to wake up so early, ngeheh! And it’s located right next to UCSI!!!
5 minutes drive and skipping all the jam! Terrific!
Cant imagine if I’m working in PJ and the work starts at 9. It’s like going through hell everyday, and twice a day.
I get to sleep more instead of wasting my time in the jam. (:

Looking forward to a more productive life.
While I work, fatty gets to focus on the project that his dad passed to him.
We both can be productive together. :D

Hopefully my October wont be running wild.
Just be a tame one, will do. (:

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Sep 29

When you’re done being mean, I’ll start being nice.

There are times where I feel like I’ve been humiliated.
There are times like right now, I decided that being nice to certain people is pretty much pointless when people do not appreciate a tiny bit.

When you try to be a nice person, people try to be mean to you.
When you stop trying being nice and act normally, people are still mean to you.
When you stop being nice and start being mean, people cant quite take it but are still mean to you.

You get the whole picture, what’s the point of being nice when people throw you a cock-stare when all you do is trying to smile at them.
/STARE !

So I’ve came to my own conclusion.
I’m gonna double cock my stareness! Or double stare my cockness. /rawr

Just joking.
There’s no cock in my stare. Heh.

#caseclose

p/s: don’t tell me I can still be nice cause I no longer will. #theend

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Sep 03

Don’t hate while you can love.

One thing I learned from my past – hating a person is one of the best way to torture yourself (well, that is if you intend to make yourself suffer).
Like love, hate is a strong word.
And I used to hate, a lot.
I hated these people so much that if killing isn’t a crime, I’ll prolly kill him/her at that very moment.
Hate – to the core.

Funny thing about hatred is that the hate you have for that particular person do not really inflict pain on them, but instead on yourself.
The greater the hate, the greater the suffering you’re gonna get.

I must say I’m definitely not a person with a high EQ and for me to let go off the hatred is indeed quite a difficult task for me.
I tried letting things go for a couple of times but sometimes I fail because I get extremely agitated and upset when people try to provoke me.
Especially when I found out that people do me wrong. Somewhere in between I couldn’t control my feelings and actions and I tend to spit out the meanest words possible.
After a while I told myself to calm the f* down and let things go.
And then I tried again. And again. And again.

When I finally get to do it, I realise that I have less ‘burden’ with me. I feel so much lighter and happier. I lost the negative energy and exchange it with positive ones.
Now, I stop hating people who wronged me. All the betrayals, lies, and those who framed me up. I truly feel much better that way.

Hating, is really such a waste of time and a waste of your own energy.
What’s done is done, it’s the past, especially if the hatred comes from a previous relationship.
Why hate when you’re so much closer with the one you’re meant to be with or better still when you’re already with him/her.
Pretty pointless to be angry over the past for so long. Let go off the grudges.
A lot of times, two individuals hate each other due to misunderstanding because in a way or another, there will never be an open heart conversation and trust.
But if one tries to tweak his/her perception a little bit and try not to hate, sometimes it does work.

And all this, is one of the best thing I learned from the worst experience.
It is always better to have friends than enemies. (:

Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned. – Quote from Bhuddha

*
And as you can tell from my previous post, which is a password protected post that I’m pretty mad about something. I was days ago, but now no longer. (:

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Jun 23

A-not-so-walk-in-closet, I want!

Hello darlings!

If you’re wondering, the laptop I currently am using and the broadband connection hasn’t been treating me good thus far.
There’s two laptops at home, a Dell and a Toshiba.
This Dell I’m using, I can never upload pictures with it but somehow the internet connection did not seem to disconnect that much.
And as for the Toshiba, I can upload pictures but it keep disconnecting every other minute.
This. Is. Driving. Me. Insane!!

With such condition, it will probably take me a few months to blog about my entire stay in Melbourne.
I want my desktop and streamyx back!! They never fail me, well maybe once in a blue moon.
Now that you know my pathetic condition, please do forgive me if any post regarding Melbourne doesn’t seem to appear on my blog.

Been squeezing some brain juice and goggling room’s design for the past few days on how to do my room again.
My previous room is considered new to me and now I have to do it all over again. I’m not too sure if it’s a good thing or the other way round.
I could have put my furnitures back to the way it was but I figured that’ll be a little too silly of me since I have the chance to give it a brand new look.

My only concern will be the design and placing of my so called closet. So called is because it’s not a even a closet to begin with. If you don’t know already, I’ll buy the idea of a walk-in-closet anytime rather than a wardrobe/closet.
Never like the idea of having a wardrobe which can never fit in all my clothes (yeah, tons of clothes and I still find nothing to wear every time) and one that can fit in all of them, I cant quite afford.

I don’t think I have a picture of how my previous ‘closet’ looks like, sorry to disappoint you.
I kinda like it that way but on a second thought I actually want to place my bed right there.
Discussed with the boyf on how should I do my room and I kind of have a plan already for now. Just hope that my mom will approve to it.


I would definitely love to have mine looking this way. Love it!!
More rails for me, since I hang most of my clothes and finish it with a sheer curtain so that my clothes wont be dusty.
I don’t know my mom keeps talking about how the dust will stick on my clothes if I don’t cover it.
Ahh! I wonder how much this will cost but for one thing I’m sure, this will not cost more than a wardrobe that is big enough to fit in all dresses and what not.
My previous ‘closet’ cost me less than Rm200, with curtains and I’m happy with it.

Glad that the boyf can help me with my room, his assignment for this holiday. hoho ;D

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Apr 07

home sweet home ♥

of course, no place is better than the home i have in malaysia.
i wonder how it looks like now, how’s all the renovation going.

but for the mean time, this is the home i’m staying at melbourne.
which is friggin expensive i must say. i don’t get how people stay here in the city, the rent is like c-r-a-z-y.
four hundred per week, sampat!!

but they do have gym, swimming pool, sauna, and a very nice place for you to barbecue along with equipments.
so if you’re a gym person, maybe it sounds more bearable since you get to save up money by not signing up for gym outside.
still crazy no matter what.


* i actually really kind of like candles a lot.


* the third creature who stays in the house.


* the cosy corner. might need to shift the sofa cause we’re planning to get a ‘tv’. probably the only thing that’s missing from the house, a television.


* his workplace and also a temporary ‘tv’ to watch his stupid stephen chow movie and my awesome gossip girl.


* our small and simple dining table with (yes) pink chairs. my idea, of course. it can brighten up the house okay!! and a balcony door behind.


* a divider/bookshelf/a place to keep our shoes and yada yada. that’s our kitchen (my territory) behind, of course.


* entrance door, hello. and some berry berry important stuff which is all ze sauces and spices and whatnot. damn nice compartment can, so easy to take these sauces while i cook. (:


* neat and nice toilet, with our hand towels hanging. (: will be perfect if it’s a bathtub.


* and this is the bedroom, with nothing in it except the bed. i would love to have a side table with erm, a lamp. and that’s a built-in wardrobe with huge ass mirror. please ignore the jackets on the floor, too tired after clubbing to put them nicely. :X

how’s ze house?
a one bedroom apartment.
it’s small, sometimes i miss walking around a bigger home.
like how i can walk from my room to living room to kitchen then to my mom’s room, to my maid’s room back to my room in malaysia wtf.
here i can only walk in and out of the room, in and out in and out.
wanna play hide and seek also cannot larh.
but this home is pretty cosy. (:

if only i can put a green fake plant in the bathroom, it’ll be great.
fake plant can last forever and ever, damn worth it haha.
that’s all for now, i’m pretty sleepy already. plus i might need to stay up for football match, i better get some rest before i regret typing too much here.
have a good midweek people. (:

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Mar 16

2nd and 3rd at Melbourne.

I find the need to force myself to blog or else all the pictures will pile up and I’ll get even more lazier.
Good news, Ben found a new place to stay like finally. It’ll be so much easier because I can unpack my clothes and whatnot so that it wont be so messy.
And also it’s easier for me to cook :D


*forced to take picture with my kermit, stuffed into his pocket.


*that thingy behind Ben, it’s some obstacle game where we go in and pass through all the obstacle. I don’t know how to explain but it’s fun AND expensive. 5 dollar per person that’s like what, Rm15!!!

Almost everything in Melbourne is expensive. You know those white bread like Gardenia, the longer ones they sell it for like 3 dollar plus here and that’s like…. almost Rm10.
I almost fainted. Like whatthehell, it’s just white bread man.
And each meal cost like 10 dollar per person, I rather cook.
Ben’s like, let’s go eat this, let’s go eat that and I’m like… er, don’t want larh so expensive. don’t want don’t want don’t want.


* Melbourne is interesting.


* and windy.

The first meal I cooked is prawn wanton, recipe from my aunt.


*It’ll be much better if the wanton skin isn’t that thick. And the mee we bought sucks, should just have wanton alone.


* garlic cheese baguette for breakfast and tomato egg drop soup, choy sam, and garlic shrimp for dinner.

How’s my cooking!? Looks good enough? haha.
I’m kind of addicted to cooking because it’s cheap and also it gives that bit of satisfaction when my food is edible.
Maybe it’s just the first few days, let’s see if I’ll get bored of it haha.

Ben forced me to go supper with him.


* at Stalactites, Lonsdale Street.


* he said it’s greek food and yes it taste bombastic, chicken and lamb with pita bread and different kind of sauce.

But I was about to die when he paid the bill, 40 dollar wtf!
This stupid (okay, it’s not stupid but still….) supper cost Rm120!!
I can eat like ten meals in Malaysia my goodness sake. It’s crazy.
I just cant help but said to him, please don’t bring me out for food. Please don’t eat out. We can cook, zzzzz.
I don’t care if he’s gonna pay or whatsoever, it is still very EXPENSIVE!

Home cook food sometimes cost only 5dollar for the both of us. See the difference.
We’re gonna eat out tomorrow for dinner because it’s our 3rd month together, no choice because he wants to.
Nothing more than 70 dollar for the both of us, that’s what I told him.
I said 50 at first but he said it’s hard to do. pfft ):

But I bought two cheap stuff today.
Bought a red pretty pumps for 10 dollar and a home slipper from cotton on for 2 dollar.
Bwahahahahaha! Loving my red pumps larhhhh! (:

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Mar 15

In time for Moomba

So, if you asked me how’s Melbourne treating me so far, I can say that this place is really pretty good.
But not any better than my beloved Kuala Lumpur :P
I’m not quite use to the weather here, it’s pretty inconsistent.

It feels hot and stuffy during noon and it gets soooooo cold at night, I shiver and sneeze. Like right away once the wind tries to blew me off. The cold wind is insane and it’s not even winter yet. Goshes.


* Reached Melbourne on time to go for Moomba Festival :*)


* Hie there, I looked pretty bloated that day.


* This funfair is HUGE with lotsa games and it’s really fun. Cant compare with all the mini funfairs back at home.


* My kermit frog Ben won for me. There’s this really large kermit I wish to bring home but it’s too large, no point winning it. Cant bring it into the plane with me ): but this small one is good enough (:


* good times <3


* look at the ride, it’s quite insane really. Ben played, while I just wait for him to be done. I dare not.

Still feeling really really lazy, there’s no places I wanna go and I don’t even wanna eat out.
All I wanna do is to go for grocery shopping, come home and cook.
Haha, no idea since when I’ve become an auntie. Damn lazy can, I just wanna snuggle under blanket.

More to blog but again, L A Z Y.
I wanna learn how to cook now from Youtube, so tadaa.
:*)

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