So to feed my blog, here’s a few taken last Saturday during Halloween at Zouk.
I did not dress myself up in costumes or more like we did not.
But if I have the chance next year, probably I will.
I had fun seeing people dress up, their outlook entertained me.

* Taken with boyf’s Iphone. Zoe and me (:

Remaining pictures are from Zoe’s camera.

* Zoe holding the little mask that Zouk gives us.

* Both the guys looking cute

* Absolutely no idea what Ben and me trying to do.

* Great buddies, having such ugly expression HAHA.

There goes October and here comes November, one of my favourite month.
And I know, this year’s November is gonna be different.
I cannot wait for the weekend to come because it’s gonna be a long weekend. (:
Excited !!

Clubbing in Melbourne is a pain in the ass during winter.
Imagine walking on the road with less than ten degree weather in a ‘skimpy’ clothing.
I mean, cant be expecting me to wear four layers of clothes like how I normally would, to a club right.
Just a cardigan over my short dress and that’s it. /freeze
And then what do I do with the cardigan in the club? Hang it in the cloak room for 5 dollars each time.
Annoying much.

And then normally there isn’t any table for us in the club, unlike here in Malaysia.
They just goes up to the bar and buy shots instead of opening bottles.
No tables, no chairs equals to no place for me to sit.
I cant be dancing in my heels for a few hours straight, I’ll probably die from exhaustion.
Unless I follow the guys to the smoking area, which is an outdoor, which means cold to death.

I guess I’m just not use to it.
But then again, the people I club with in Melbourne are nice people to hang out with (:

* first clubbing in Melbourne.

* the guys at Alumbra.

* bass lounge’s smoking area.

* look at that red face ben, haha.

* the guys enjoying their drinks at neverland.

* <3

* dennis the little brother and me.

* me and wesley, and he’s only 18!!

* moments when I’m lazy to use my camera.

* my fatty. HAHA!

* victoria and me.

* jovin (:

I feel like I’m too old for clubbing sometimes.

1# last thursday at 4play for a friend’s birthday.

* happy birthday andrew teh fuh haur.

* oww my earing is shinny

* highschool mate : cheah, tien seng who can really really drink, fuh haur, kok hoe, and me. as usual, i’m the only girl cause as usual my bff hilang tak tau mana!

* and also my pool buddy who loses to me. bwahaha

* so called social smoker, forced him to snap a picture.

* kok hoe, me and ben (:

#2 went over to G6 with ben and his cousin, was bored to death. fly over to sunway giza for some shisha at starlight later on. sunway giza is so far away, i prefer the one at damai anytime but it has already been closed down ):

#3 saturday night at phuture with ma bitches

* susan, she’s just toooooo cute :3

* bryan and lie peh.

* emo boy, lie peh and ben.

* really, why is susan so darn cute!?

* maybe bryan is cuter. hahaha.

* or lie peh! she looks so happy here, hahaha.

* ben’s red face always scares me.

this is the most hardcore-est i’ve ever been. *mad*
but i did had fun, as usual. (:
i just wish to chill for this week, if possible.

and if you didn’t know, i just came back from port dickson this afternoon.
will blog about it soon.
have a great day ahead people (:

Godskitchen boombox is awe-to-the-some!
The visuals are impressive. I’ll let my pictures do the talking for me.

* The kakis I went to rave with.

* DJ Goldfish and DJ Blink.

* Wont you look at that?

* DJ Chuckie is the best shit for the night. Man, he’s really awesome!

* I guess that’s Gavin’s head blocking.

* DJ Sander Van Doorn

* Changing from DJ to city..

* From city to a speaker or something.

* We are the ones who enjoy the rave more. Some were bored to death, I don’t know how can that even happen.

* Chilling at the lounge when we’re all tired, trying to catch our breath. Gavin, Poh Juan, Victor, Daniel, and Alvin.

Two videos from my camera for you guys to enjoy.
Just go to my Youtube for more videos. The remaining ones are from Bryan’s phone. Not as clear, of course but please watch it. It’s so gooood.

There’s a part where Chuckie went up to the DJ table and he asked us to all squad down, including himself.
When the beat drops, we all have to jump. That is insanely fun and high.
I literally went crazy.
I don’t need drugs to get high. These musics are my drugs.
I get high even watching the video wtf.

I’ll definitely go to rave again if I can afford the ticket.
And you should too at least once.

* bff’s bf. gah! i miss my long hair Y_Y *sob*

* pretty ariel. her legs are so longggg, i prolly look like a midget beside her. hmm, maybe i look like a midget standing next to anyone wtf.

* jovin mclovin, me and ben.

* TADA!! bryan chong is back!! (:

he lied and said he’ll be back on sunday!! and when we’re about to enter he stood next to me i was so shock.
gosh! a good surprise indeed

* me gettin tipsy. red eyes, boohoohoo.

* sorry-i-forgot-his-name, me, kah kit, and happy bryan.

* this. is. gay! why is bryan touching pj’s chin? gosh!

* me, bryan, yi kye and victor (twins wannabe).

* the-best-taurus (‘drunk’) as he claims to be. can tell he’s kinda off from this picture, bwaha.

* dancefloor

sigh. i miss berclubbing with my bff. no one to get excited with when the deejay played miami bitch wtf.
luckily i still have a bunch of kakis or else! my life will end just like that D:
yes i am a sei clubber and i enjoy every bit of it as long as i have my bunch of awesome pawsome friends.

and i cant wait for tomorrow to come.
i’ve got the tickets on hand, i’m going to Heineken Thirst!!!!! boy, i’m so excited.
godskitchen! chuckie! joey g! *slurrrrrrppp*

go grab your tickets if you haven’t already.
it’s gonna be a blast!!

but for whatever reasons, all we want is just to have fun and enjoy the partay!!
and these set of pictures were taken last week during my birthday eve at zouk. (:

* need no introduction.

* poh juan disturbing me and victor!

* me, bei-look-gavin and zoe.

* i don’t think i look nice in this picture but for some reason i feel like i look very happy and i like it. heh!

* my twins babe and me (:

* yan, me, ian the zouk ambassador, and foon.

* and there, poh juan kacau-ing again.

Something was bothering me that night and I was expecting to have an emotional birthday eve at zouk but hey, turned out to be not that bad after all.

Going to clubs and partying with friends have always been interesting to me.
For whatever reasons we gave ourself, it is usually less about celebrating a person or event.
Rather, it’s more about celebrating a bunch of people in an altered state which is often altered by alcohol, music, the darkness, lightings, great laughs and everything else.

This altered state where only partays can give me for the moment are the reason I so look forward to clubbing nights.
In this state, people hold hands with close friends, friends, not-so-close-friends, or even someone they just met.
People have fun together, dance together, giving all the warm hugs to friends, whoever the friends are.
And sometimes this state of being so close to someone gives me warmth and i’m happy.
We just have fun and dance without giving a care in the world, singing loudly and sometimes yelling our lungs out.
We just hold each other closer, so much closer than we normally would.

Sometimes I wonder why do I need such excuses and parties to make myself happy.
But then again why care? as long as i’m happy. that happiness that nothing can disrupt you and you’re so into that moment. all you focus on is the music, alcohol, friends, and dancing. how often do we stay at such moment?
well, i’m just glad that we get those moments to hold each other extra closer and enjoy the night together. (:

i guess you’ll only enjoy partying when you enjoy the people you’re with, when you enjoy the music and alcohol, when you enjoy dancing and not afraid of looking silly. such enjoyment (:

below are another set of pictures taken yesterday night for alvin’s birthday.

* cake made by aryil’s sister that taste pretty good.

* it’s a casino chip if you’re wondering what it is and i have extra relighting candles so i used it to make fun of birthday boy. he didn’t quite blow it all off, he just dump all the candles on the floow. he said he’ll throw up if he blows longer, wtf.

* emo boy is too happy. bwaha

* me and lie peh (:

* poh juan, victor, aryil, and alvin the birthday boy.

* boohoo blur picture plus victor’s hand disturbing us. pfft.

i enjoyed both the events. i enjoyed both nights.
i had great fun and i’m so looking forward to bryan’s come back.
*ngek ngek*

* The last time hitting a club with my clubbing kaki ):

* red face, drank quite a lot that night. so much more than my usual intake of alcohol.

* looks like he’s forcing a smile, hah.

* where is sotong looking at!?

* smiles (:

* us and the birthday boy, douglas. drunk or something.

* Weng Kee and Douglas .

Quatro sucks but that night is good for me (:
That’s about it.
Wordy post next time.

* too much of meat on my face.

* my clubbing partner. almost every single time.

* surprising to see him there. this guy don’t normally club.

* and he keep doing lotsa weird stuff that night :\

* Vincent Wong and me. he travels non-stop, me is very the envy!

* we booked the whole rootz, not. there’s no one on a wedensday night! but it’s fun enough, having my friends with me (:

thoughts seems to be running around in my mind.
shall talk about it some other time. maybe.

and i’m always so broke, how can i survive with that few hundred bucks?
i’m just trying to get as much freelance job as i can now, higher pay freelance job.
damn picky sial wtf.

anyway, what do we have here?
the usual facebook pictures, hmm.

* went to neway for terry’s birthday. it’s been a while since i last sing K.

* the bunch of people i met through shisha.

* dress up for ivan and terry’s birthday. why is my face so chubby like hamburger? huhu

* someone whom i met through friendster years ago, celebrated his birthday 3 year straight. (:

* haha, such coincidence.

* ivan boi and his girls.

* then went over to zouk for terry.

* you should know her name by now.

* candy, look-at-his-baboon-face-omg, me and ee cheeng.

i wasn’t entirely enjoying myself that night. not that i don’t enjoy partying with them friends but there’s just this thing going on in my heart.
probably because of the people who’re there that night.

you’ll never get to understand that feeling of pain.
and if you do understand, it’s even worse.
you do it even though you realise how great the pain is.
days without you around is so much better, i’m free from heartbreak.

this thing and you, just drives me crazy.

* toilet break and look at my hair, it’s that long already.

i wanna chop off my hair, no not because it’s long.
but because it’s so frizzy and dry and it’s almost identical to dry grass.
with all those colouring and highlighting and perming, there aint a single time where i did treatment to my hair. :X
padan muka la, ada duit buat rambut tak ada duit nak buat treatment. hurhur.

okay enough of my grandma story, back to the pictures.

* bromance, aww. haha

* gavin and yours truly.

* lam poh juan! i use to like him a lot during standard 6. U_U

* mr.kentucky: OI YOU APASAL? hah! no idea whats up with him.

* and he decides to act cute.

* ee, piao ching who came back from Kentucky and me.

* gavin said he wanna hug two girls and snap a picture too. look at his ‘bei’ face, haha.

everyone’s back, either from australia or united states.
except that one slow poke from switzerland.

and oh, switzerland lose to chile last night.
1 nil, too bad.
time to drag a cow back all the way from switz to malaysia.