Ohmygod!! Ohmygodwhatthefuckbarbequecheese!
I think I’m gonna die laughing anytime soon. :’D
I know I know, I know I’m lack of entertainment but you don’t have to be a clown to entertain me. :’D

Isn’t it obvious enough already? You do not have to admit it indirectly my dear. :’D

I really have my entertainment tonight, I’m going for a movie.
You can save your job being an ass clown. Thanks. :’D

Gosh!!
Saw a letter lying on top of the table from UCSI.
I knew its my pre-billing.
Opened it and searched for the total amount.
Rm7000.
Looked for the total subject and its only 3 subjects.
3 freaking subjects for Rm7000!!
Oh my holly mama, why la so expensive?
Stupid Year 3 subject is so freaking expensive, Rm2000+ for one subject.
Wth, its Rm2000!! RM2000, Rm2000, Rm2000, RM2000.
How many RM2000 do I have?
Oh my freaking god, its like I work my ass off for the entire month just for one Year 3 subject.

Can I quit? Can I not study now? I no money, tak ada duit, mou lui, mei you chian, boh lui, tarak la. Don’t have. Mou.
Er, sorry. Having no money sometimes can make me go bonkers. lol
Ok, I decide not to study anymore. No, I’m just joking, trying to be lame. -.-

How can I not study? I love to study, just that sometimes I get a little lazy. Or erm, very lazy.
Shit, I’m not gonna skip those classes anymore. Its so expensive, omg. : (
I’m a Year 3 student already, time passes so fast.
But I still have some other Year 2 subjects I’m not done with.

No more slacking and fooling around anymore. Year 3 is tough.
I’m gonna study hard, yes I will. : )

I have to keep working, or else I will not have enough money to pay my bills.
Have to keep reminding myself that I’m a big girl already and I can look after myself.
I can buy my own handphone and laptop, I can pay my own bills, I can support myself.

I will work hard and study hard. Yes, I wanna achieve my goals and I don’t wanna be a useless person.

Argh, I need money. Anyone with a kind heart wanna donate some to me? :’D

…I get blur especially with those trains. Like really super blur.
I always have to asked people which way should I go because I see a lot of stairs and I get confuse. The right side or the left side? I don’t know.

And then there is 2 trains, one to Ampang and another one to Sri Petaling. Which one should I board? I don’t know either. Just today I took LRT from PWTC to Hang Tuah and I don’t know which one to take. I saw a girl standing there and I asked her whether this Ampang train will take me to Hang Tuah and she tell me no. And then I go and double check and that Ampang train actually can bring me to Hang Tuah. Shit, I have to wait for another one.

I really am very bad at all this. There is this one time when I was in the train, I was thinking and thinking, a lot of things is going on in my mind and at last I miss the station I should get off. I panic. Such stupid things always happen to me. Sigh..

Last time, someone used to take LRT with me and I don’t have to worry at all. I just follow and follow. But now, I have to go all by myself. After taking so many times, I still have to ask people. But I will learn, I will learn to be independent.

Oh, and there is this one thing I realize from taking buses. Most of the Malaysians will not give seats to elderly and those people who always give seats to elderly are Africans. I’ve saw this quite a couple of times already. I feel so a shame. Malaysians not giving seats to Malaysians and Africans giving seats to Malaysians. Sigh, selfish. Most of the time I just stand. But there is one thing good about taking Rapid Kl is that I get to watch Bernard. Hahaha, super funny cartoon. I always laugh in the bus when I get to watch it, I think people think that I’m crazy. Haha..

* Just a random picture of my little cousin and me. Getting bigger and bigger each day, haha. I’ll try to capture a video next time, he is super cute. And er, I look a lot like a kid here. I seriously need to grow back my hair. lol

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My life is so uninteresting lately I’ve got no idea what to blog about.
I’m either at home slacking, facing my bulky monitor or I’m outside having a drink with friends. There are stuff that I wish to do but I have to wait till I have my own room first and also sufficient amount of money.
I also feel like exploring new places but I do not have the chance to do so yet.

My life is getting better, thanks to a friend who scold me and wake me up from dreaming. I’ve changed my thinking and I’m trying to look at things in a more positive way. I’m trying to improve myself and get a new life. : )

I’ve found a job and will start working on Tuesday, the day after Deepavali. I will work very hard in order to buy myself a lappie and I have to repeat the routine everyday once I start working. My job starts at 8am in the morning and ends at 4pm. Omg, so so so so early.
I’ve already made myself a time table, which is quite weird or funny for me to arrange my time this way.

6.00am : Wake up, bath and eat breakfast.
6.45am: Get out of the house and take public transport :”(
8.00am: Work my ass off (with lunch in between).
4.00pm: Finish work
5.30pm: Reach home and rest for awhile (I think I can reach home in one and a half hour time)
6.00pm: Go JOG for 30 minutes.
6.30pm: Bath
7.00pm: Eat my dinner
7.30pm: Online, watch tv, do whatever I like
10.00pm: Go to bed

I know this time table is so funny. The idea of making a time table is funny enough, and it is even more funnier with the jogging part. How come all of a sudden I will want to jog? Jogging is so not me, but I think I really should start doing some exercise. Moreover, I think doing exercise or sports can somehow make one person more happier because of the hormone blablabla.. I’m not sure how will the jogging session turns out but I hope I can do it. But then maybe I’ll be so damn tired after work, the only thing I do right after I reach home is sleep. Haha..

Another thing, me going to bed at 10 o’clock is such a miracle but I have to in order to get eight hours sleep. For your information, I sleep a lot and I need at least 8 hours of sleep everyday. I always sleep at three midnight these days, my eye bags and dark circle is getting worse and worse.

Look at my super geng eye bags, :”(

Let me work for a few days and I’ll tell you all how my routine goes.
I’m going off to stock up some strawberry jam and breads for my breakfast. :’D

I’m shifting to another room soon and I’m going to have the whole room all by myself. :’D
I’m so happy and a little afraid at the same time. For the whole 20 years, I do not have my room and do not want to have my own room. I never dare to sleep alone. I’m afraid of the dark and sleeping alone is a very creepy thing to me. I used to sleep with my brother when I’m still small and then changed room and sleep with my mom.
But then I’ve been hoping for a new room for the past few months. As I grow older and older, I realise I need a lot of privacy. So after the very stupid retarded cousin shift, I will get the room. :’D
And all the furniture in the room will be throw away because they all sudah tua.

I went to Ikea to search for the stuff I need for my new room. : )

MELDAL Daybed Frame RM350++ (I don’t remember the price)
I’m so so so gonna buy this. I like frame beds, I like bed like this. This is a little bit expensive but I don’t care, I want it. Oh, and I’m going to buy a bed canopy.
I loooveeeee bed canopy. : )

ANTONIUS RM70.50
I’m not gonna buy a wardrobe because they are all very very expensive. I’m going to get this thing (I don’t know what its called), safe space and safe money. I can build this thing according to my liking which is a very good thing. Might consider getting two of these.

ANTONIUS RM162
I’m also not going to get myself a drawer, I’m getting this. The drawer which I like is like Rm300+ which is so expensive. I know this is not very cheap either but this also can be change to my own liking. There is a shorter one which is cheaper.

MINDE Rm69
I seriously need a full length mirror. My house do not have a full length mirror which sucks. I must buy this.

LUNS RM69
Oh, for your information, I love this kind of things. I love boards. I’ve bought two boards from Ikea before this but this one is different. This is a blackboard. Lol.. I love drawing on blackboard, and beside drawing on it, this blackboard has magnet behind of it which means I can stick magnets on it. And then there is two square holes there where I can put my stuff inside and also there is two small hangers below of it. So many in one is definitely worth it.

BILLY Bookcase Rm115
I need a bookcase to put all my magazines. I’ve got tons of magazines laying around in my house.
I don’t want a tall one because I’m short, wtf. And because I can put things on top of the shelf, so its better to get a short one. Short is good sometimes. :’D Not necessary to get a bookcase from Ikea, I can get it somewhere if I saw cheaper ones.

VIKA AMON table around RM100++
I don’t want the above colour, I want an all white table. So I’m getting the all white table.

SNILLE Rm40+
Another thing that I must get from Ikea. I like this chair a lot. I like the colour. :’D

Ok, so these are all the things I wanna get from Ikea. There are some other stuff I wanna get from Ikea too but this are the main ones. My room will be in pink colour. Cant wait.. :’D

Oh wow, pregnant. Hahahahahahaha…
The story goes like this, my personal message at msn is ‘how do I tell my mom’, and so my friend messaged and asked me tell what. How to tell your mom you are pregnant? And I say ya, which is obviously a joke.
So me being very mischievous that day, decide to play a prank and changed my personal message to ‘I’m pregnant….wtf’.
Hahaha, its so so funny really when friends ask me about it.

C: wah, u pregnant
Me: ya.. : (
C: wat ur plan ?
Me: dont know yet..still thinking.. : (
C: u not break up with bf jor meh ? new bf?
Me: no bf ah
C: then ? u 1 nite stand a?
Me: nola.. but just a friend of mine.. : (
C: he knows?
Me: yah
C: u mean fubu ?
Me: wat is fubu? -.-
C: fuck buddy lo
Me: yup.. my fuck buddy
C: lol.. Icic.. play safe ma

Now only I know what is fubu. Got short cut somemore.. -.-
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DJ: u pregnant?!!!
Me: ya : (
DJ: how come so bu xiao xin?
Me: i donno eh.. : (
DJ: so what’s ur plan now? marry?
Me: maybe marry lo
DJ: hmm.. shoud i congrate u ar? =,=
Me: er.. u guess
DJ: no matter how..got baby n marry is a happy thing..congratulation!!!
Me: er… thanks.. -.-

Pregnant when you are not ready is such a sad thing and this fella say congratulation somemore. Swt.. -.-
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N: dont broadcast in msn, dont tell ppl about it
Me: .. : (
Norman says (09:21 PM):
must decide faster

Don’t broadcast in msn how to play wor?
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R: OI WTF.. u pregnant??
Me: yah : (
R: WTF
Me: : (
R: u sin kah lan ah?
Me: u think le?
R: how come?
Me: wat how come?
R: belong to whos? OMG
Me: a fren
R: mahai u serious or joking?
Me: serious la
R: ……
Me: : (
R: y u never ask him wear condom , so stupid =.=
Me: got la, but also kena.. i also donno why
R: …………………………….., u confirm or not 1
Me: ya..

This friend of mine is so funny. Hahahahaha, I keep laughing while I’m replying him. But then I’m so touched that he actually so caring and he is so so serious about it. -.-
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I: so wats ur plan now?
Me: erm… either abort it.. or get marry.. not like i have a choice also
I: r u worried
Me: ofcoz la.. wat question is this?
I: erm..dunno..cz u put it in ur msn, weird abit
Me: becoz im worried only i put.. see what opinion ppl can gimme ma.. : (
Me: will u come if i get marry?
I: of coz, im ur fren la
Me: then u wanna be the god father?
I: this is a weird ques,but of coz i dun mind geh
Me: why weird? coz the guy dont love me one.. sure wont love my baby.. so i must find alot of god father for the baby.. : (

Hahahahahahahaha… I can’t stop laughing while reading this. Anyone else wanna be my baby’s godfather? Hahahahahaha, so funny.
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I know I am naughty but I’m just too boring. :p
I’ve got nothing better to do. LMAO.

Like omg seriously, why is MNG always like that one?
Why is their baju all in big sizes one? Why is is that they state it is xs and size 1 or 2 but it is still so lose on me? I wear a size 6 or 8 for Topshop’s clothing but how come a size 1 or 2 for MNG is lose on me?
I know there is big size people, but then there is also petite people in the world.
Sigh, I wanna buy that skirt but its effing lose on me.

That is why I always prefer Topshop or Miss Selfridge because the cutting is so much nicer than MNG’s.
I shall start to dislike MNG from now. Pfft.

Yay!!!
I finish my one and only paper today.
Mega relieve.
Lucky I did use some time to study or else I’ll be dead.
Its not as hard as I thought but I’m still not sure if I can pass it. My internal marks are quite low. :”(
There’s two international students sitting beside me exchanging answers while the exam is on.
Keep talking and talking, damn distracting.

The very ‘good’ me who cannot tahan anymore go and tell the lecturer when I hand in my paper. Not sure what happen to them later on. Hahaha..

There’s three things on my mind recently.
The first is daddy. Suddenly I miss him a lot. He appears in my mind a lot lately, not sure if the cause is me being moody. I wish I can dream of him at night and he will tell me things will turn out fine.

The second is the usual thing that bothers me. That someone is on my mind almost everyday.
I know what I’ve been thinking is impossible but I just cant stop thinking. By thinking, that is the only time where I can imagine the impossible.

Comes to the third, which is a happy one. :”)
I’m thinking how to furnish my new room. Not that I get the room now, but its only few months away.
By end of the year, I’ll have my own room. I’ve been thinking so so much on the new room. Damn excited loh..