i have the sudden urge to go out for beer last saturday.
i know i know, i don’t really drink so it kinda shocked my friend when i said i feel like going for drinks.
i did drink but not much. in fact, i drank so little i feel like smacking myself.

* hoegarden and stella artois at La Bodega Pavi.

* the big glass of hoegarden which i cannot finish. damn big glass can.

* he became my second best friend.

* while waiting for Gavin to arrive.

* and this is what happened when he arrive. i took his iphone, download this app called fatbooth and mengfatkan myself.

* Gavin with his usual hamsap look and me.

* it’s been too long since i last use my pink camera cause i’ve been using another camera (not mine) before this. have to camwhore with my camera if not later berkarat.

another beeeeer drinking session on monday at mid valley’s library before my dear friend piao, fly back to the states.

* i ordered stella artois this time.

* nachosss! yummy! i don’t know if it’s the same for you guys but for me, the beer doesn’t taste as good after i eat. it just taste more bitter i don’t know why. :\

* cheong, someone whom i seldom take pictures with. and he look exceptionally good looking that night. (:

* cant finish this as well. phail.

* the couple.

* trying to look silly. :E

* my tipsy look and piao’s stone look.

i wish i weren’t that lousy sometimes.
the level of alcohol i can take in is unimaginably little.
_
i fall, i cry, i get back up and i’m ready to fight once more.
fight for what i want, fight for my rights.
i’m immune to all the shits that is thrown at me.
i surprise myself once again, for being a strong little girl (:

oklah. not little anymore. cheh

* mom doing her thing, choosing lobster for our dinner. pity the lobster but they taste goooood! :X

* sunset in front of my house. pretty (:

* went for go-kart, i think it’s at sepang. err, i’m rather bad with directions and names but hey, girls can go have fun for free on friday night.

* there’s this guy sort of like trapped inside. you know mid valley they have displays inside those glasses, and this guy is in it working for Kiehl’s. i wonder how much he get paid.

* the very cute baby boy in my class. his mom is my course mate and she carries her baby into our class every time. of course, we cant help but to play with him, too cute.

* trying to snap the hair clip on his hair. fail.com

* there. LOL!

* lan hype.

* baked bird eggs at pasar malam. i didn’t know there were such thing, haven’t been to connaught’s pasar malam for a long time.

since hungry ghost festival started, i’ve been going out every night till late.
i better hope nothing happens to me. :X
please be safe everyone. (:

yay!! i have all the time to blog now.
my last semester is officially over! the lecturers better let me pass or else i’m gonna burn down the UCSI!
needa do internship real soon and i’m not liking it.
not that i hate to learn new stuff, of cause i don’t but the problem with intern is that their pay is friggin low.

and i’m always so broke, how can i survive with that few hundred bucks?
i’m just trying to get as much freelance job as i can now, higher pay freelance job.
damn picky sial wtf.

anyway, what do we have here?
the usual facebook pictures, hmm.

* went to neway for terry’s birthday. it’s been a while since i last sing K.

* the bunch of people i met through shisha.

* dress up for ivan and terry’s birthday. why is my face so chubby like hamburger? huhu

* someone whom i met through friendster years ago, celebrated his birthday 3 year straight. (:

* haha, such coincidence.

* ivan boi and his girls.

* then went over to zouk for terry.

* you should know her name by now.

* candy, look-at-his-baboon-face-omg, me and ee cheeng.

i wasn’t entirely enjoying myself that night. not that i don’t enjoy partying with them friends but there’s just this thing going on in my heart.
probably because of the people who’re there that night.

you’ll never get to understand that feeling of pain.
and if you do understand, it’s even worse.
you do it even though you realise how great the pain is.
days without you around is so much better, i’m free from heartbreak.

this thing and you, just drives me crazy.

The long awaited Penang post is finally here.
Not feeling very enthusiastic to blog about my Penang trip. :\
But anyhow, here it is.

* That’s my reflection and BMW logo.

* He droves X6 to Penang. :\

Reached Penang at night, didn’t really do much except for preparing a little birthday surprise for Lee Kuan.
And by the way, there wont be any pictures of Penang food cause it’s pretty much the same as last year’s Penang trip and I’m really lazy.

* That’s Wilson and his bayang-bayang.

* Happy Birthday (:

* I love long candles.

* And a so called group picture but two person is missing in it.

We rented two apartments at Batu Ferringhi called Sri Sayang and that’s the worst place I ever stayed during trips.
It’s so bad, you cannot imagine. To the extend where a few of us wanted to leave that place and get another room at another hotel.

It’s old and dirty, nuff said.
Tried real hard to get over it and went to bed during the first night.
Plus the heater sucks, it turns back into cold water after a minute. WTH!

* The next morning.

* Went to a few temples after our lunch and as usual, I keep ‘bai bai’ when I’m in the temple. hah!

* Tip toe jor also so short, pfft.

* Humans in black.

Watched two football matches when we’re there.
All unexpected results. Parked our car at The Ship and have a walk.

* The Ship, memories. (:

* Went to the beach near our apartment after the football match. The sand is sooooo rough, the roughest sand I ever set foot on. We set candles, ate and chit chat by the beach. (:

Went up to Cameron before coming back to KL on the last day.

* That’s what we do while waiting for the others to arrive.

* I really like this picture a lot. By far the best picture we’ve taken since we split cause he doesn’t smile when he take pictures with me. ):

* Camwhoring with a DSLR and that’s my nude face.

Wanted to go to the night market at Cameron for all the nice food especially that ayam percik or ayam dara or something but it did not open!! Dissapointed sial.

* So we decided to have steamboat, charcoal steamboat.

And then a few of time went to crap at the hotel opposite of the restaurant.
Prolly too much Penang food and no one’s gonna crap at the apartment with that kinda toilet. Ugh!

* At the hotel, my zi mui and her boyfriend. (:

To be honest this trip is by far one of the most disappointed trip ever.
Sucky accommodation and lots of drama during the trip.
Sometimes when you decide not to hold grudges and let things go, the other party might not do the same.
Some people want peace, but some want drama.

Sigh, humans.

kinda last minute decision, to go over to zouk on a saturday night.
the night isn’t too great, seems like there’s a lack of something but then again it’s good enough. (:

* toilet break and look at my hair, it’s that long already.

i wanna chop off my hair, no not because it’s long.
but because it’s so frizzy and dry and it’s almost identical to dry grass.
with all those colouring and highlighting and perming, there aint a single time where i did treatment to my hair. :X
padan muka la, ada duit buat rambut tak ada duit nak buat treatment. hurhur.

okay enough of my grandma story, back to the pictures.

* bromance, aww. haha

* gavin and yours truly.

* lam poh juan! i use to like him a lot during standard 6. U_U

* mr.kentucky: OI YOU APASAL? hah! no idea whats up with him.

* and he decides to act cute.

* ee, piao ching who came back from Kentucky and me.

* gavin said he wanna hug two girls and snap a picture too. look at his ‘bei’ face, haha.

everyone’s back, either from australia or united states.
except that one slow poke from switzerland.

and oh, switzerland lose to chile last night.
1 nil, too bad.
time to drag a cow back all the way from switz to malaysia.

first convocation!! not my convocation of course.
mine’s gonna be next year. mid of next year, exactly one more year.

first time attending a convocation and i wanna take this opportunity right here to shout to my zi mui, ‘CONGRADUATION!!’
may you have a bright future ahead of you. (:

* waiting patiently for our convo next year.

* yee wah’s graduation! (:

* coincidently all the girls are in black.

* my bare face with pink roses.

* received lots of flowers.

* kee pok, shorty, and ee.

* i’m getting fatter and fatter, shiat.

a part of me, couldn’t wait for my very own convocation cause the last time i wore that ’square hat’, i was 6.
i couldn’t even remember.
but another part of me, is afraid of convocation because when my convocation arrives that also means that i have to work till my life end. T_T

me dislike working.
but anyhow, this is my last semester already.
i’ve to work no matter what. *pulls hair*

i want to be a workaholic. being a workaholic means i love my work and when i love my work i wont feel like it’s the end of the world when i go to work. :O

la la la. sucha lazy blogger.
to the extend where i even feel lazy taking photographs. :X
went to malacca for food two weeks ago.
yeah, just for the sake of eating.

i ♥ malacca, their historical building, jonkerstreet which is full with toys i used to play when i’m really young and of course, their foooooood.

* not to be miss, chicken rice ball.

and satay celup as well, but as i mentioned i’m too lazy to take pictures of it. i ate non-stop.

* posing for me..

* ..because i need to take pictures of..

* ..the weather.

* i keep saying, give me the ‘hou sai hou sai’ look. yeah, the very sunny look.

and the one above is my younger brother, i’m sure you know it by now.
he tagged along and we fetched him back to his flying academy after all the eating session.

seeing him getting out of the car walking in to his hostel, i feel like i’m gonna miss him a lot. *emo*

* me and lee zan shaun who’s taking his power nap.

malacca is all good except that it is really very hot.
malacca = sweats.

for the past week, i’ve been doing my assignment.
taking pictures of the weather but not on the scenery itself. i have to take pictures of human, to show the weather.
complicated stuff. and pictures of egg too.

photojournalism, that is.

* get bored of taking pictures of weather, so i changed the subject and took him instead. looking good? hah!

* and here’s a picture of the egg which i broke in my room. the bloody egg just rolled down from my table and *piak*. ugh. wipe die me okay.

and actually i broke two. i broke another one at starlight. U_U

* the last picture i took at starlight.

for now, i’ve got literature review waiting for me but as the usual me i’m procrastinating.
i know i know. i’ll be so dead.
i should be uber hardworking cause this is my last semester but instead, it’s the other way round now.
how now?

backdated pictures!!
the pictures has been up on facebook for such a long time. :\
pictures from Rootz.

* Me and a dustbin beside me.

* Vamp brought me there.

* Heh, couldn’t resist such a big mirror and nice lighting.

* Especially when the light changes from white to red colour.

* With Dj CMaster as well.

And 4play last Thursday. Didn’t party as much recently plus it seems like i couldn’t enjoy myself each time.
There’s always something that bothers me. pfft.
As for this time, we left way earlier but it’s okay because mua bestfriend needs to work.

* Visible bikini line, haha.

* Wah foon. (:

* There were more friends but no one wants to take pictures.

i desperately need jobs! and more jobs!
cause i’m effing broke. like broke into pieces, wth.
i worked at zouk the other day for four hours, standing in heels.
i couldn’t feel my legs anymore on that night. it’s like, my legs were shaking towards the end wtf.
it is very wise of me for not wanting to work during pc fair.

oklar, i know lar i very lousy.
i can do whatever but not standing for hours and hours.
i tried again and again and i always feel like crying wtf.
call me lousy ):

off to bed.
till then.