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Oct 01

Well hello there October!

The month of October has always been a month that never fails to remind me of how near am I to getting another year older.
A month that makes me struggle; struggling to decide whether I should be excited or I should cringe over the fact that I am getting older and there’s not a single way to stop it.

How am I already 23?
23? For reals?
My mom gave birth to me when she’s 23, so by right I should be 9 months pregnant now!? /touchwood

Anyway, I have finally for the first time in my life get a full time job after 5 damn interviews.
Am I the only one having to go through so many interviews before I can finally get a job?
And they all told me the same thing, I lack of confidence. Pfft!!
Humble only okay, cheyy.

People said working life is scary. It eats up all of your time and this is the main reason I dread working for a full time.
I’m afraid of the changes. I’m a person who hate changes but change is the only thing constant in the world. I’ve got no choice but to adapt.

I’m glad that I finally got a job, finally leaving the so called mundane life.
I know I’m gonna miss my freedom but I too know someday I’ll get to achieve what I want.
I’ll just have to forego my afternoon lunch with my fatty and no more walking around malls after lunch!
This is definitely something I’ll miss but I still have my night time, so it’s okay. (:

The best part about the job is that it starts at 10am and ends at 7pm.
Which means I do not have to wake up so early, ngeheh! And it’s located right next to UCSI!!!
5 minutes drive and skipping all the jam! Terrific!
Cant imagine if I’m working in PJ and the work starts at 9. It’s like going through hell everyday, and twice a day.
I get to sleep more instead of wasting my time in the jam. (:

Looking forward to a more productive life.
While I work, fatty gets to focus on the project that his dad passed to him.
We both can be productive together. :D

Hopefully my October wont be running wild.
Just be a tame one, will do. (:

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Sep 29

When you’re done being mean, I’ll start being nice.

There are times where I feel like I’ve been humiliated.
There are times like right now, I decided that being nice to certain people is pretty much pointless when people do not appreciate a tiny bit.

When you try to be a nice person, people try to be mean to you.
When you stop trying being nice and act normally, people are still mean to you.
When you stop being nice and start being mean, people cant quite take it but are still mean to you.

You get the whole picture, what’s the point of being nice when people throw you a cock-stare when all you do is trying to smile at them.
/STARE !

So I’ve came to my own conclusion.
I’m gonna double cock my stareness! Or double stare my cockness. /rawr

Just joking.
There’s no cock in my stare. Heh.

#caseclose

p/s: don’t tell me I can still be nice cause I no longer will. #theend

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Sep 18

‘It feels like nine years to me’, he said.

Was so mad at him for some reason, I almost wanted to twist his head off and stomp on it.
But of course, the anger in me subside rather quickly, as usual.
I may get mad over the tiniest thing but I can also be happy over the tiniest thing.
Work both ways.

I think as long as he let me pinch his manly boobs, /poof my anger will be gone. Haha.
Or that he can sing his so called self compose song but now I have a better idea.
I can possibly laugh the whole day if he dance the dance in Sexy and I know it by LMFAO.
That is like the most hilarious dance ever, wiggle wiggle wiggle wiggle yeah.
Hilarious and obscene at the same time.

This above, is the guy who makes me mad all the time but also the guy who makes me laugh all the time.
Makes me hate him and love him at the same time.
Not only my fat boyfriend, but my bestfriend, my buddy and my brother (cause half of the time I act like a guy, FHL LOL!), and of course my ON kaki.

He has the ability to give me that stupid kesian look and most of the time I cant bring myself to be entirely mad at him.
He can randomly made up some stupid self compose song which sounds funny and he sings it like a Bruno Mars.
He can do the most hilarious dance shaking his stupid fat body and make me laugh like mad.
He’s the one where I can joke with the whole day.
He send the sweetest messages and he whispers sweet nothings.
He’s the one who brighten up my day after he pulled a storm over.

He’s my bestfriend but he’s also a bitch. BIATCH!

Cant wait to do all these activities when we have the time and chance (:
* Fishing and prawning. Haven’t try that in my entire life.
* Ice skating. This too, haven’t try it before in my life.
* Water themepark!!! I want to go to that Wonderland in Malacca!!
* Roller skating.
* Laser tag.
* Kite flying. Yes I wanna do it again.
* Catching crabs by the sea ((:
* Going for a play
* Visiting an art gallery
* Just wanna really explore the world together, anywhere in the world.

Happy 9 months bitch.
You’re the worst, yet the best (:

3 months from now. I’d love to return to the place where it all started and enjoy the same sun where we once enjoyed.
♥

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Sep 12

Missing my favorite city on a Mid-Autumn

I should be flying tonight!!!
I should be in one of my favourite city tomorrow!!!
But here I am still in my pajamas sitting on my bed with a laptop on my lap filling my blog with nonsense.
The thought of it is unbearable ):

I miss all my friends in Melbourne so so much.
Miss the weekly clubbing routine where we’ll all go for supper at QV’s mamak afterwards.
Laughing at my friend for getting drunk and acting silly, it’s always him.
And he’ll get a hangover next day, refusing to eat anything for lunch. Haha!

I hope by the time I have the chance to be at Melbourne again, most of them are still there.
Because my chance will only come mid next year, hell long to go.

Meanwhile, I get to spend our first mid-autumn with the fatty (:
But I don’t think he’s even interested in lanterns and candles, haha.
Then again, it’s not childish or sissy okay! It’s a tradition!
It’s a festive that all of us once looked forward to during our childhood times.

I kind of miss the old school rabbit lantern that I once used to dislike cause I think it’s ugly.
Don’t you just miss being a kid?
Anyway, happy mid-autumn festival to all the Chinese in the world. (:

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Aug 31

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Aug 31

Goodbye August

It’s time to bid goodbye to August once again and welcome September with a big smile.
I was suppose to be mad happy when September arrives because I’ll be flying back to the place which brought me so many pleasant memories, but that isn’t the case now.
Ben should be back at Melbourne long ago for his last semester but here he is, still by my side.
He’s deferring for a semester and wont be at Melbourne anytime soon, which is why I wont get to be there too.
I wont say I’m unhappy over this because for the moment we don’t have to suffer from long distance. (:
Trade off.

Well, since I’m not leaving this country called home I’m all out to search for a full time job.
Yes, finally. Aren’t you guys happy? (especially Dexter ;P) Haha.
Everyone has been asking me why haven’t I got a full time job yet and I gave them my reason that seems like an excuse.
Oh well.
But I’m all ready now. (:
Better give me a job before I get all lazy again, I’ve got it all planned.

See, sometimes this world is funny.
There’s a bunch of people who finishes their degree on time and then there’s another bunch of people who takes longer to finish their degree.
And for people who finished their degree on time without failing much subject, you get the pressure that you must get a job right after.
As for people who takes longer to finish resulted by failing in most subjects, they don’t quite get that pressure.
No one ever pressures them to get a job. Why? Because they’re still studying.
Heck. Just because people study hard and did not fail their subjects, they get that pressure.
Might as well take their own sweet time and study, pfft!

No, I don’t hate working. I just hate how things work sometimes.
Boo.
So, I sent out a few resumes in hope that I’ll be shortlisted. /fingers-cross
Even if I have to work hard, it doesn’t matter because financial crisis will no longer be my best friend.

Been dying for this day to come.
/prayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

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Jun 23

A-not-so-walk-in-closet, I want!

Hello darlings!

If you’re wondering, the laptop I currently am using and the broadband connection hasn’t been treating me good thus far.
There’s two laptops at home, a Dell and a Toshiba.
This Dell I’m using, I can never upload pictures with it but somehow the internet connection did not seem to disconnect that much.
And as for the Toshiba, I can upload pictures but it keep disconnecting every other minute.
This. Is. Driving. Me. Insane!!

With such condition, it will probably take me a few months to blog about my entire stay in Melbourne.
I want my desktop and streamyx back!! They never fail me, well maybe once in a blue moon.
Now that you know my pathetic condition, please do forgive me if any post regarding Melbourne doesn’t seem to appear on my blog.

Been squeezing some brain juice and goggling room’s design for the past few days on how to do my room again.
My previous room is considered new to me and now I have to do it all over again. I’m not too sure if it’s a good thing or the other way round.
I could have put my furnitures back to the way it was but I figured that’ll be a little too silly of me since I have the chance to give it a brand new look.

My only concern will be the design and placing of my so called closet. So called is because it’s not a even a closet to begin with. If you don’t know already, I’ll buy the idea of a walk-in-closet anytime rather than a wardrobe/closet.
Never like the idea of having a wardrobe which can never fit in all my clothes (yeah, tons of clothes and I still find nothing to wear every time) and one that can fit in all of them, I cant quite afford.

I don’t think I have a picture of how my previous ‘closet’ looks like, sorry to disappoint you.
I kinda like it that way but on a second thought I actually want to place my bed right there.
Discussed with the boyf on how should I do my room and I kind of have a plan already for now. Just hope that my mom will approve to it.


I would definitely love to have mine looking this way. Love it!!
More rails for me, since I hang most of my clothes and finish it with a sheer curtain so that my clothes wont be dusty.
I don’t know my mom keeps talking about how the dust will stick on my clothes if I don’t cover it.
Ahh! I wonder how much this will cost but for one thing I’m sure, this will not cost more than a wardrobe that is big enough to fit in all dresses and what not.
My previous ‘closet’ cost me less than Rm200, with curtains and I’m happy with it.

Glad that the boyf can help me with my room, his assignment for this holiday. hoho ;D

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Jun 16

Back from Melbourne.

If you think that I’m lazy again to blog, nope you’re wrong.
Been dying to blog, like finally I have so much free time I can slowly blog about Melbourne.

BUT!!

Something has to come into the way, pfft!
This time, I cant seem to upload my pictures at all, garhh!!
Blog, facebook, or twitter it just doesn’t seem to work. I’m not sure if it’s the laptop I’m using or the lousy connection but whichever it is, it’s driving me crazy.

I’m just gonna leave the pictures behind for now since it’s not working no matter how hard I try.
All I can do is just to wait for my brother to be back and use his broadband or to wait for the boyf to be back so I can do it using his computer. Annoying much.

Friends been asking me so what do I actually do when I’m in Melbourne, what’s my daily routine like.
Nothing much actually.
Wake up, lunch, laze around, clean the house, grocery shopping, prepare for dinner, laze around, cook, do the dishes, go out and have a drink, play some pool, come home, watch HK drama, nag the boyf and go to bed. That’s about it, haha.
Oh, and bully the boyf. :D
This is my normal routine but of course every now and then we will just head out and explore Melbourne. (:
I like staying at home in Melbourne more than KL.

I did nothing since I came back and for your information I’m currently staying in Bukit Jalil cause my home is under renovation.
I cannot wait to go back to my home and especially my room.
Cant believe I still have to clean the house when I’m back here, boo. ):
And I actually like to clean the Melbourne house more, I hate to mop the floor!!
Vacuuming seems more bearable and sometimes I actually have fun doing it.

I don’t know I just miss Melbourne so much. I miss everything there.
Everything in Melbourne just seems so nice.
I feel sticky 24/7 since I’m back and how I hate it. Ugh.
Other than that, everything is pretty much normal.

I’m just bored for now, hence the rambling.
Boyf coming back tomorrow, cant wait! :D :D :D

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