can’t quite describe how this song makes me feel.
emotional is not even the right word.
this is such a good song and i’m in love with the singer’s voice, so very soothing.

I was feeling sad
Can’t help looking back
Highways flew by
Run, run, run away
No sense of time
Want you to stay
Want keep you inside

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Want you to stay
Want you to be my prize

All along, not so strong without these open arms.
Hold on tight.
All along, not that strong without these open arms.
Lie beside.
All along, not so strong without these open arms.
Ride beside.

i’ll definitely miss you.
from far…

Godskitchen boombox is awe-to-the-some!
The visuals are impressive. I’ll let my pictures do the talking for me.

* The kakis I went to rave with.

* DJ Goldfish and DJ Blink.

* Wont you look at that?

* DJ Chuckie is the best shit for the night. Man, he’s really awesome!

* I guess that’s Gavin’s head blocking.

* DJ Sander Van Doorn

* Changing from DJ to city..

* From city to a speaker or something.

* We are the ones who enjoy the rave more. Some were bored to death, I don’t know how can that even happen.

* Chilling at the lounge when we’re all tired, trying to catch our breath. Gavin, Poh Juan, Victor, Daniel, and Alvin.

Two videos from my camera for you guys to enjoy.
Just go to my Youtube for more videos. The remaining ones are from Bryan’s phone. Not as clear, of course but please watch it. It’s so gooood.

There’s a part where Chuckie went up to the DJ table and he asked us to all squad down, including himself.
When the beat drops, we all have to jump. That is insanely fun and high.
I literally went crazy.
I don’t need drugs to get high. These musics are my drugs.
I get high even watching the video wtf.

I’ll definitely go to rave again if I can afford the ticket.
And you should too at least once.

i’m dying to own an instant camera!
actually the thought of having an instant camera did not come just recently.
but i told myself not to spend unwisely.

as some of you know i own a lomo camera, diana F present to me by my bff and i’m sad you know.
cause i never get around to using it. it just sits in my room like a blardy vase.
like how they always put it, ‘for decoration purpose’.
and i feel so sorry. sorry to my bff

i have to get films, i don’t even know where.
and have to go process the pictures and everything. gonna eat up a lot of my time.
plus i now realise that i am totally not use to taking pictures and not looking at it after.
i’m too use to digital camera.

yeah, so lesson learned. not to act like a kid wanting whatever toys and put it aside later.
even though some of my friends uses instax in front of me, i still feel fine.
never thought of buying.

BUT!

now that i kept a few of the pictures from the instax camera, it is affecting me a lot. D:
so, it is not the camera that thrills me. it is the pictures.
if you know me well enough, i actually love to have a lot of pictures in my room.
not that i exactly have any now because this lazy pig is well, lazy.
sorted out the pictures i wanna print but never get to doing it. (use to have a lot of pictures of me and my ex though.)
so yeah, what thrills me is that hey, i don’t have to print because it’s instant. ho ho ho!

i do love these pictures. i love the colours and everything just that i really try hard to control myself so that i wont be a fool again and buy unnecessary stuff.
but to come to think of it, this is not so unwise after all.
i don’t have to go out and print pictures which will not be as nice.
sigh, i just feel happy looking at pictures of me and my friends. memories and moments.

so yeah, i’m planning to get one soon i guesssssssss.
i can already imagine how happy i am taking instant pictures with my friend and hanging it in my room.
i totally love my friends (when i’m not emo). yah, i hate my friends when i’m emo. i hate everyone!
okay, sorry out of topic wtf.

while i cant get my hands on this brilliant instax yet, i still can pretty much turn my pictures into polaroid pictures.
with this brilliant software i discover last night (because i was home all day, boring like shit.)
it’s called poladroid that works like a polaroid.
an online program available for Windows and Mac users that converts your digital shots into Polaroid look-alikes.
unlike other softwares, those polaroids always look unreal.
whereas this one if you look closely enough at my picture above (excuse me), you can see the details of the film.
the white part, yah you get what i mean. and it also helps you to adjust the colour so that it looks more polaroid.

so below is a lousy video i made to show you how it works.
do excuse my lousy video, really.

i am loving this software it’s so fun and cute and real in a way.
at the end of this post, i figure out that i really will be getting a fujifilm instax.
and with the permission of my bff, i guess i’ll sell off my diana f
so that i can have enough money to buy.

‘ngo gu fu jor wong ee cheeng geh yat fan hou yi’
but she said the instax is my this year’s present. bwaha.

p/s: do message me if you’re interested in buying my mr.pink diana f.

I came across this very upset commercial on Youtube and would like to share it with you guys.
I wonder if this commercial make you cry, because i did.
My tears are always like the water from water tap, lousy stuff.

At the middle, it’s like my dad is talking to me.
Asked me to look after my mom and take good care of her. )’:
There’s always this gap between me and my mom, I’m trying to destroy.
Probably I did not work hard enough.

Anyway, tell me if you did cry after watching the commercial. hah. :\

第一次你陪我坐著
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些簡訊聲你努力藏著
還怕我難過

不追問到底為什么
是我最后的溫柔
想笑著附和說分開是好的
但我們卻怎么 一起哭了

我舍不得
可是時間回不去了
愛你很值得 只是該停了
沒有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱緊你了
我們錯過的 錯了就錯了
不用擔心我 我不愛你了

不追問到底為什么
是我最后的溫柔
想笑著附和說分開是好的
但我們卻怎么 一起哭了

我舍不得
可是時間回不去了
愛你很值得 只是該停了
沒有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱緊你了
我們錯過的 錯了就錯了
不用擔心我 我不愛你了

至少你記憶里的我 是微笑的
親愛的 有你牽著我的那些日子
真的好快樂

我舍不得
可是時間回不去了
愛你很值得 只是該停了
沒有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱緊你了
我們錯過的 錯了就錯了
不用擔心我 我走了

这首歌让我的眼泪掉下了来.
我不想变得像这首歌说的那样.
我舍不得.

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I’m colder

In my life there’s been heartache and pain
I don’t know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what ♥ is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what ♥ is
I know you can show me

I’m gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like ♥ has finally found me

In my life there’s been heartache and pain
I don’t know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what ♥ is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what ♥ is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what ♥ is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what ♥ is
And I know, I know you can show me

* This is our president, wtf. hahahahahaah

* Ken trying to camwhore with us girls.

* The only four active girls in Cheras Clan.

* The crazy guys, don’t know what they are trying to do.

* -___- trying to knock the glass?

After our dinner we went back to Ken’s house for second round. A very crazy second round.
You’ll know what I mean towards the end of this post.

* Spot Audrey Hepburn :3

* Thoo Lee Kuan ffk me, didn’t go singK with me. pfft.

* Kee Pok always always showing his thumb, haha.

* Wah should lean more forward, ishh.

* The reason why I said it’s a crazy second round is because the game that we are forced to play by the president.

The game goes like this. There are 7 cups on the table and each of us are require to pick a card. The one with the largest card have to pick another card from another set of cards that contains 1 to 7.
Let’s say I get the largest card and I pick another card which is number 3.
If the third card is empty, I can fill it up with anything that is on the table. If someone filled up the cup before this, I have to down the whole cup and then fill it up again.

You’ve got no idea what these guys put into those cups.
tom yam sauce, wasabi, tomato sauce, alicafe, kacip fatimah, and whatever that is on the table. wtf.
I get so tension when playing this game. Damn.

* The losers who drank those really ewww stuff. And that’s Ali cafe’s sign. LOL.

Take a look at this video and you’ll know how bad it is.

every single time i played this video, i laugh like mad.
it’s so funny .haaahhaahhaaahahaha :*D
don’t think anyone can top Alex for the best birthday wish. (:

stay tune.

* A picture of me and her taken from her polaroid. Eh, hope you like the Domokun.

* Ginny, funny Piao, and me.

Dear Vivien, I’m so sorry I have to left early for another friend’s birthday. But you never come for my birthday, so we’re even. HAHA.
Didn’t really took pictures because I’m lazy. Can steal from Vivien mah..

Walk all the way to Pavilion, more like jog because I walk very fast. It’s drizzling.
Actually Ee can fetch me but Piao asked me to stay longer so I have to asked Ee to go first without me.
Pffft, jog under the rain to Pavilion mau mati sudah.

Why jog to Pavilion? Because it’s Nam Hon’s birthday as well!! (:

* Everyone enjoying their big portion meal.

* Very cheesy cheesecake for Hon. (:

* Happy 21st Birthday Hon !!

* Me, Jonsi, and double E.

* Jian Yi, birthday boy, and Kok Hoe.

* I keep using peace sign, wtf. But I like this picture. (:

* After dinner we went to watch Poker King, funny as hell. Laugh like crazy. :*D After movie go toilet, which explains this picture. Heh.

After movie head over to Shishaa, told you that double E is addicted. Haha.

* Accidentally took this picture. Snake skin legging. *rawrr* Should be *sss*, wtf.

* (:

* And now I’ll end my post with my shameless picture.

Wanna wish Nam Hon a very happy 21st too. (:
I think I’ll super delay my birthday post because Joshua, my photographer friend took pictures for me that night. I’ll need some time to collect all the pictures.

But I can post my birthday night at Zouk first. Heh. (:

Oh ya, Hon’s video. Almost forgot. Enjoy! :*)

Anyway, here are some backdated pictures with them boys.

* The beers for the boys.

* Sei tattoo addict, come back for 2 weeks also wanna make new tattoo. -__-’

* Self declare 2 weeks holiday, for some god-knows-what reason.

* Mischievous Alex and me.

* With the underage boy. :\

* Stupid Ivan, forever showing his middle finger. That’s the only thing he know. :X

* The five of us, chilling at Alex’s place. (:

* Stupid Ivan again, simply pee!!! wtff

Went to sing midnight K with them days later. I sort of dislike midnight K, damn expensive and not worth it. ):

* Both of them, damn got feel.

* Drastic change, wtf!

A video of Ivan singing Beyond’s song.

I want to go singK again, that midnight K cant satisfy me. :\