Feb 01

Pretty or ugly?

Just finish bathing.
And I realize something just now.

The moment I think I look the prettiest is right after I take off my clothes and ready to bath. I will stare at the mirror and look at myself for few minutes. Because I think I look nice. My hair a bit messy, but I like it this way.
But other than this moment, I don’t think I look nice.

Sometimes when I went out to cafe or shopping, and when I look at myself from the mirror in the washroom, damn, I look so ugly.
How come I cant look like the way when I am ready to bath?
So funny.. -.-

I look pretty because I look like my mom, and I don’t look pretty because I look like my dad. People might think that I look nice base on my picture, but actually I don’t.
I am not that pretty actually, to be specific, I look ugly.
To me, I can look damn ugly at times. And I hate it.

I don’t like my eyebrows, look so untidy and weird.
I don’t like my forehead, don’t look nice. (Luckily I have fringe to cover it)
I don’t like my mouth, no shape at all and big. I quite hate it, really.
Don’t like my nose, not sharp enough.
Don’t like my eyes, not big enough.
But I like my eye’s colour, something like brown. (This is the only thing I like..)
I don’t like my height, so short!!!
I don’t like my boobs, so small. DON’T LAUGH!!!

Seems like I don’t like so many things about myself.
Although my mouth is not perfect, nose not sharp enough, eyes not big enough, but when all put together,……still ok what..

I look pretty and ugly.
I don’t know what I am saying, and what I am trying to say. Damn.

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9 comments!!!

  1. KuKuJiaoMan says:

    Like that when u wan to look pretty, u must go take bath….
    Hahahaha…

    Beauty Lies in the Eye of the Beholder!!! Don’t worry!!!

    Cheeerrrsss…girl

  2. wahwah says:

    peggy oo..
    think positively loo…x think like dat..and actually u aren’t dat bad wat..for me, ur size is cute and u’ve ur own ordinary looking.. a lovely girl i can say..

    y will u say until hate lerr.. let me teach u lerr..when think of “hate this n dat”..then try to think of others.. there r many ppl that are very pity and unfortunate.. those handicap ppl..those blind, retarded..etc.. u r much much more lucky than them..thank god for everything loo.. ^-^ cheer uP la..lenglui

  3. firewire says:

    well, ameliawahwah spoke my mind. personally, i have many : dissatisfaction about my outlook but i’m sure the shortcomings will be balanced by the quality that one has..hehe

  4. LanPaKia says:

    Hiaz…just remember “There’s no ugly woman but just there are lazy woman…..”

    Going to sleep liao…..=_=

  5. Peggy says:

    kukujiaoman: If I keep on take bath, then I very busy already.. Haha..

    Wahwah: my size always let people bully..

    firewire & lanpakia: I don’t know what to say.. -.-

  6. -shaun- says:

    i like the way u r… ^^

  7. firewire says:

    you dont have to say anything, just appreciate what you have and you are doing good :)

  8. wahwah says:

    shaun > ..^^ I like the way u express ur feelings..hehe..nice sentence..

  9. u r lucky compare with other girl…

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