Woah, without him in my life is really crazy. The night when he is still on the plane makes me so sad, couldn’t call him, couldn’t do anything. First night was definitely hard for me to fall asleep. I remember in the letter he gave me, he said pray whenever I’m sad or something. So, I just pray and I fall asleep. He called me when he reach with his new number and once I heard his voice, I cry. :'( I know I’m such a cry baby. We webcam just now and I’m feeling much better. I just want to hear his voice and look at his face. I’m missing him so so much.