I feel the need to clarify things but I cant do it out loud.
Damn, I screw up the whole thing.
Super fuck up now.

No no, it’s not like what you think it is. Really, it isn’t.
I’m stupid enough to never realise that things will turn out this way.
Please, its nothing like that. Argh!!!

I’m sorry and I regret like shit now.
Don’t stop it. No, not now….. ):

Edited:
Yes, I’ve done wrong and I want to fix it.
I will fix the situation every way possible and not sit at one corner whining about it.
Even if I lose, I want to lose knowing that I’ve given my best shot and there is nothing to regret for. Its fated.
I will not even let the slightest chance slip away.

Thank you Lew Nam Hon. (: