i don’t know what i am feeling anymore.
stress. paranoid. lonely. annoyed. upset. disappointed. lost. blur. numb. stone.
i always contradict myself.

i didn’t know what to expect anymore.
what exactly do i want right now, i don’t have a single clue.
just please get me out of this bloody place. ugh!

in addition to that, i think i picked the wrong topic for my final research paper.
what if i get all emo every time i do my research?
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