Very very exhausted.
Mind and body.
At times I know what I’m doing is wrong but I cant help myself.
I don’t feel happy 24/7, although I’m not that emo anymore, but I still tend to get upset.
When I’m upset, I’ll tend to put other people down so that I can feel better, especially people I dislike.
I really don’t like things being this way and I don’t like myself being this way.
I really don’t want myself to be such a bad person, I really don’t.
I feel unhappy and a little lost at the moment.
What can I do or what shall I do?
I know, its the past. Let it be, but I’m upset.
Very very upset. : (
All these shits that happen to me, really make me crumble.
You, him, another him, her, her, her, her, and they.
I’m a little emo these two days because of the dream I dreamed of few days ago. Today I dream of you and I miss you so darn much, and the next day I dream of him.
Sigh, I need my friends to be here for me at this moment. : (
I’ll try to cheer up.
Anyway, I’m a good girl today. : )
I force myself to wake up this morning and go for my four hour class, without my friends. They skipped class. *_*
I’ve got two assignments due next week, oh my god.
I hope I can go party with friends this week, me not happy.
Faster finish up my assignments and go play after that. : )
Its getting late, nights.
I feel you~ I have been thru that kind of unpleasant moment too. So helpless when she left me, but be strong and dont ever neglect the other good stuff that has been always around you. Relationship aint everything, family and friends are the most important. Try to hang out with more new friends and new experiences in life, you will just forgot about him without you noticing it. ^_^
annoymous: I hang a lot with my friends, haha.. I’m fine actually, just that once in a while when I’m alone, I’ll be a little emo, thats all. Anyway, thanks for the comment. : ) Really appreciate that. Have a good day.