你说: 等我.
我说: 我等. 我一定等你.
但, 为什么你没回来找我?
你忘了我们的承诺, 是吗?
你忘了我, 是吗?
你一去也再没回来了.
Archive for the “deep-thoughts *hmm*” Category你说: 等我. 但, 为什么你没回来找我? 你一去也再没回来了.
Mar
06
2010
so beautiful .yet so ugly.Posted by Peggy in :(, deep-thoughts *hmm*, ramblings *blabla*this week started off as a hell for me. a lazy girl bombarded with plenty of assignments equals to *^$@*#&@^&@ *dut dut dut* !! waking up so early almost everyday. *** she asked for the second time. she then asked another question. then she told us. she once interviewed a drug addict. then she told us how this drug addict inject himself. heart-wrenching. she asked him, what is the reason he did drugs. my heart literally stopped for a moment. this story just hit me somewhere. somehow. love. can be the best thing yet the worst. so beautiful .yet so ugly. am i risking my undramatic life i asked myself. are all these risks worth taking. what if it repeats again? i told myself, no. do not take the risks. only bestfriend. *** might be pms. might not wtf. i cried. the song that is currently playing brought me to tears. so vivid. you know how when you watch a movie. the feeling of disappointment. i never in my life feel this disappointed before. my friend disappoint me. a friend who i use to grow up together with. i asked myself why. why did you turn into such a person. all the memories. so sweet yet so bitter. i don’t know if you’re feeling sad. but me seeing you acting this way. i’m stupid enough to say all this. stupid enough to cry. stupid enough to feel upset. i hope my post did slap you hard. wake up already. i can only do this much. really. there’s no more trust left. no more love.
Dec
31
2009
Bye 2009 .i’ll never see you againPosted by Peggy in camwhore *hee*, deep-thoughts *hmm*, mylife *meh*, ramblings *blabla*so… and to be honest, i am reluctant to see 2009 pass me by. this year seems a tad bit different. the year is full with great memories. i miss every moment except a few sad ones of course. hah. the year start off with a very happy chinese new year with the secondary gang aka cheras clan aka ccoc. wth, haha. second tattoo on february. (hardcore :\) first time playing paintball on april. tsk tsk, effing pain. T_T may. june. *grins* july i was pushed into poppy’s swimming pool, wth. september. peggy chow became an emo girl. lol celebrated my big two-one at mnep. november is ♥. december. pika pika ♥. (: so that’s pretty much how my year goes. as for new year eve . i really feel a little upset .2009 treats me quite well. but anyway. this is .. here, i want to wish everyone out there in the world a very happy new year.
Dec
31
2009
you’re hot then you’re cold. you’re yes then you’re no.Posted by Peggy in deep-thoughts *hmm*, mylife *meh*, night life *aherm*, outings *ngehe*, pictars *chikchak*supposedly, this will be my last outing post for year 2009.
piao’s farewell at ttdi. he already left to united states.
there’s something, that made me feel disturbed. sometimes. you put me on an emotional roller coaster ride. how so ironic . injecting in negative thoughts almost every second. these people who i compare myself with always seems so great .great in every sense. ________________________________________________________________________ i’ve been going out so much .i almost feel guilty for not staying at home. december is meant to party, haha. i can rest when january comes. :X i gotta continue resizing and editing my pictures. why are you always picking on me? do you really hate me that much? you just have to accept the fact that your daughter, ME is not an A-student. same goes to you. can you like please. PLEASE stop comparing me with anybody else. i’m not that bad, am i? mom, i’m a human. why can you forgot to turn off the gas stove and i cant forgot about things? i don’t know what kind of a person i am to you. never dare to ask anyway. you always seems like you dislike me a lot. it’s like, i wanted to say good morning to you. and you know what, i have the urge to show this to your bf so he can let you know, how exactly i am feeling. and i too remember, you said.. i cry because i want people to sympathize me. |