I knew there are people out there who thinks that I’m a materialistic bitch, especially haters.
They think that I eye on my boyfriend’s money and all I want to do in life is to marry a rich man.

No, I have better dreams than that.
Sometimes I would rather feed my soul  than my mouth.

I know I’m slightly poor and my boyfriend is rather rich but seriously that does not mean that I am going after his money.
I cant control how rich he is, really. I can only work hard for myself.

I love him for who he is, not his money.
Why would an outsider judge our love when they have someone to love? I cant comprehend.

Fact is, I never once in our more-than-a-year-relationship said to him that I wanted to buy a branded bag. Hints and all, not once.
Fact is, he said he wanted to buy me a branded wallet but I pushed away that offer.
Fact is I cannot accept the idea of using a one thousand ringgit wallet even if it’s a gift.
Fact is I objected the idea of going to a massage and spa parlour even if my boyfriend is the one who pays because to me, it is expensive.
Fact is I objected the idea of him wanting to buy me clothes when I’m controlling myself not to shop.
Fact is, during all our trips I paid for my own share. We go dutch, as always.
Fact is, I spend about four hundred ringgit on his birthday. (Knowing how stingy I am, four hundred is quite a sum.)
Fact is, I am never a materialistic person.

I just want a comfortable life, a happy life. That is all.
But if God thinks that I’m good enough and he would like to offer me a luxurious life, I wouldn’t say no to that?  
Who would say no to a luxurious life?
I wouldn’t but that is not something I look upon when I choose him to be the love of my life.
Also in case someone misinterpret my words again, I am not having a luxurious life.

I see something else in him that no one else could see.
He gave me a feeling no one else could gave.

Do not judge him for the facts above.
He is not one who likes to spend money on girls.
But I know he wants to see me happy, he wants to pamper me and I appreciate his thoughts.

I know whatever judgement made by others aren’t important but I do not like to be judge, especially on my relationship and the reason why I love my boyfriend.
You cant feel the love from him but that does not mean that you have to put me down and says that I’m materialistic.

But one thing I’m sure of, at least the love of my life knows how ridiculous these people can be because he knows me well enough that I am definitely not a person like such. We both find it amusing when people called me materialistic, when people said I eye on his money.

I am so materialistic that I’m still using my Rm20 – 2 years old wallet that I bought from Bangkok.
This is by far the funniest ‘fact’ about me that I’ve ever heard.

Next they’ll label me as cheap because I’m not as rich.
They point fingers at people who earns money every month when they themselves in fact are still digging their parents money every single month.
Just like someone who did plastic surgery calling someone who puts on make up fake.
‘Pot calling the cotton black’, some kind of sorcery?

I know this is the best one can come up with, but don’t.
Don’t make shallow judgement, or else no one could measure you.