♥ Peggy Chow ♥

Nov 04

This year, it will not be the same.

I said this more often than I should and each time I said it I feel a little older.
365 days passed, since my last birthday party with the girls.
It definitely felt like yesterday to me.
Memories so vivid.

I remember the people and noises they make.
I remember the scene and colours.
I remember the laughter and smile on everyone’s’ faces.

I remember everything being so perfect but at that very same moment I felt like the loneliest girl in the world.
Surrounded by so many people and laughter but yet I feel absolutely isolated. I isolate myself.
I forced myself to put a smile on my face, or rather fake a smile.
Something bothered me. My brain couldn’t stop thinking, my heart couldn’t stop rushing.
I was nervous and upset all together, I do not know what exactly to feel.
I try to be happy. I am happy for having my scorpio girls with me and my friends.
But I wasn’t entirely happy.

I was feeling down. I was emotional and people can tell.
I can tell from their faces that they know I’m feeling really emotional deep down.
Somehow or rather the look in their eyes make me wish that I weren’t there.

I remember that night.
I remember how I felt.
One year, everything changes.
I feel silly for being so upset last year at my birthday party. I should enjoy.

This year, it will not be the same.
I will be so much happier, this is for sure. (:
I’m excited and nervous all together.
Very looking forward to spend my birthday with the guy I love. (:

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Oct 31

A normal Halloween.

Just came to realise that lately pictures of me and my friends are decreasing.
The main reason to this is because my camera died and I do not plan to get one anytime soon.
No camera, no pictures.
I’m not too affected by this since I’m always out with the boyf and if I’m really in the mood, I can take pictures with his Iphone which is something I always do. (:
But of course there are times when I miss taking pictures with my camera.
Use to snap pictures like crazy whenever I’m out with friends.

So to feed my blog, here’s a few taken last Saturday during Halloween at Zouk.
I did not dress myself up in costumes or more like we did not.
But if I have the chance next year, probably I will.
I had fun seeing people dress up, their outlook entertained me.

* Taken with boyf’s Iphone. Zoe and me (:

Remaining pictures are from Zoe’s camera.

* Zoe holding the little mask that Zouk gives us.

* Both the guys looking cute

* Absolutely no idea what Ben and me trying to do.

* Great buddies, having such ugly expression HAHA.

There goes October and here comes November, one of my favourite month.
And I know, this year’s November is gonna be different.
I cannot wait for the weekend to come because it’s gonna be a long weekend. (:
Excited !!

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Posted in night life *aherm*, pictars *chikchak* clubbing

Oct 30

Before I die I wish to…

I’m not aiming for a house that is shown in the picture, I don’t wish to stay in a super grand house.
Only the boyf knows how I want my dream house to be and he did briefly drew it for me. (:
Downside for being an architecture, he needs to give me my dream house. /evillaughs

One day, when I have the ability I will explore Egpyt. One fine day.

I don’t hate camping, I just hate camping in the forest. And I have not camp once in my entire life, don’t be shock. I really want to go on a camping trip, anywhere but forest.

I would love to go again before it sinks.

And ride the gondola with my soul mate (:

Sometimes I dislike China but this is a must go.

One more time please. I was too young to enjoy the beauty.

Not the one in Hong Kong. Somewhere further away.

And this too. The best pizza I ate in my life is the pizza I ate in Italy. I want to do this again, enjoying every bite with the boyf because we both love eating as much.

Tried crepe in Melbourne and love it. I can imagine the crepes in France.

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Oct 29

/yawn

Saturday noon, laying down on my bed typing away.
Half day at work today and later on lunch with Aaron before he flies back to Singapore.
Short but great catch up (:

Mom asked if I’d want to join her and my brother to Kuala Selangor but I gave that up, I’m way too tired.
I slept later than usual last night and woke up earlier than usual this morning which explains why.

Talking about sleeping, the boyf is always on auto pilot mode when he sleeps.
It’s like he functions automatically without he himself realising.
There’s once he grabs my hand and holds it in his sleep but he didn’t know it until I told him the next day.
And this morning, I was awaken due to the heat in the room and I asked him why is the air-cond off, he said he off it.
But I thought it was strange because as far as I know I did not see him getting out of the bed.
The truth is there’s no electricity in his room which is why the air-cond is off but he thought he went and off it.
I don’t know where and how he get the idea that he’s the one who actually off it when he didn’t.
Sometimes he called me during his sleep in the morning before I go to work but and later on once he’s fully awake, he forgotten what he talked to me on the phone.

This is my boyf when he sleeps. Half of the soul is never there.
And he’ll do what most of us will do when I wake him up.
“Two minutes. Five minutes. Three minutes.”
Such a sleepyhead.

Right now, I’m turning into one.
My eyes are shutting and I’m all set for my quiet afternoon nap since I’m home alone.
Done rambling.

/pulls blanket (:

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Oct 26

Happy Deepavali!

May lights triumph over darkness
May peace transcend the earth
May the spirit of light illuminate the world
May you celebrate a wonderful Diwali this year!

Here’s some fact about Deepavali which I found from Pixelonomics and I guess most of us do not know about.

Happy Deepavali to all!
No work, just window shopping for me (:

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Oct 24

Pitches can be Bitches.

Tomorrow my company will be pitching for a BIG project and I hope we can really really get the project on hand!
/fingerscross.

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Oct 22

It wasn’t a plan.

“I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it.”

exactly.

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Oct 18

How I miss.

Gawd!!!!!!!!!!
I am missing Melbourne so much right at this moment, it’s not even funny!!!
Yes, I always miss Melbourne on normal days but today the missing feeling is just so intense I don’t know why.

Here I am blogging from office because I just feel like I need to let it out plus I’ve got nothing much on hand right now.
Better not take me wrong, I’m not abandoning my work for this.

I miss taking the apartment’s lift, walking out to the street.
I miss crossing that street right in front of the apartment to Coles.
I miss grocery shopping at Coles.
I miss taking the train at Southern Cross.
I miss waiting for the tram.
I miss deciding whether I should buy the tram ticket while my boyf stares at me.
I miss walking in the cold. So cold I’m freeze to death.
I miss preparing breakfast while the boyf is soundly asleep.
I miss preparing dinner alone at home while the boyf is at the gym.
I miss preparing dinner while the boyf do his work.
I miss baking the frozen pizza for our supper.
I miss showering in that toilet.
I miss vacuuming the house.
I miss laying on the cheapest sofa bed we got from Ikea.
I miss locking the boyf while he’s at the balcony taking a puff.
I miss playing Lami with my friends while the guys plays Dota.
I miss playing pool at QV.
I miss QV’s mamak.
I miss drinking a hot cup of coffee in the cold.
I miss the autumn leaves.
I miss David Jones.
I miss the shops.
I miss Tien Ren.
I miss Lin Contro.
I miss San Churro.
I miss going to clubbing on Friday nights.
I miss seeing Dennis get drunk.
I miss Sam’s place.
I miss the egg benedicts and whatever it is.
I miss walking to Crown with the boyf.
I just really miss walking in Melbourne.
I even actually miss that brief moment staying in QV’s 3107.
I miss the room with a magnificent view.

Today or right now is just one of the days where I wish I could turn back time.
Those 3 months of memories, I wouldn’t trade with anything.
I just don’t know why I get really emotional thinking about it today.