kinda last minute decision, to go over to zouk on a saturday night.
the night isn’t too great, seems like there’s a lack of something but then again it’s good enough. (:

* toilet break and look at my hair, it’s that long already.

i wanna chop off my hair, no not because it’s long.
but because it’s so frizzy and dry and it’s almost identical to dry grass.
with all those colouring and highlighting and perming, there aint a single time where i did treatment to my hair. :X
padan muka la, ada duit buat rambut tak ada duit nak buat treatment. hurhur.

okay enough of my grandma story, back to the pictures.

* bromance, aww. haha

* gavin and yours truly.

* lam poh juan! i use to like him a lot during standard 6. U_U

* mr.kentucky: OI YOU APASAL? hah! no idea whats up with him.

* and he decides to act cute.

* ee, piao ching who came back from Kentucky and me.

* gavin said he wanna hug two girls and snap a picture too. look at his ‘bei’ face, haha.

everyone’s back, either from australia or united states.
except that one slow poke from switzerland.

and oh, switzerland lose to chile last night.
1 nil, too bad.
time to drag a cow back all the way from switz to malaysia.

first convocation!! not my convocation of course.
mine’s gonna be next year. mid of next year, exactly one more year.

first time attending a convocation and i wanna take this opportunity right here to shout to my zi mui, ‘CONGRADUATION!!’
may you have a bright future ahead of you. (:

* waiting patiently for our convo next year.

* yee wah’s graduation! (:

* coincidently all the girls are in black.

* my bare face with pink roses.

* received lots of flowers.

* kee pok, shorty, and ee.

* i’m getting fatter and fatter, shiat.

a part of me, couldn’t wait for my very own convocation cause the last time i wore that ’square hat’, i was 6.
i couldn’t even remember.
but another part of me, is afraid of convocation because when my convocation arrives that also means that i have to work till my life end. T_T

me dislike working.
but anyhow, this is my last semester already.
i’ve to work no matter what. *pulls hair*

i want to be a workaholic. being a workaholic means i love my work and when i love my work i wont feel like it’s the end of the world when i go to work. :O

I came across this very upset commercial on Youtube and would like to share it with you guys.
I wonder if this commercial make you cry, because i did.
My tears are always like the water from water tap, lousy stuff.

At the middle, it’s like my dad is talking to me.
Asked me to look after my mom and take good care of her. )’:
There’s always this gap between me and my mom, I’m trying to destroy.
Probably I did not work hard enough.

Anyway, tell me if you did cry after watching the commercial. hah. :\

la la la. sucha lazy blogger.
to the extend where i even feel lazy taking photographs. :X
went to malacca for food two weeks ago.
yeah, just for the sake of eating.

i ♥ malacca, their historical building, jonkerstreet which is full with toys i used to play when i’m really young and of course, their foooooood.

* not to be miss, chicken rice ball.

and satay celup as well, but as i mentioned i’m too lazy to take pictures of it. i ate non-stop.

* posing for me..

* ..because i need to take pictures of..

* ..the weather.

* i keep saying, give me the ‘hou sai hou sai’ look. yeah, the very sunny look.

and the one above is my younger brother, i’m sure you know it by now.
he tagged along and we fetched him back to his flying academy after all the eating session.

seeing him getting out of the car walking in to his hostel, i feel like i’m gonna miss him a lot. *emo*

* me and lee zan shaun who’s taking his power nap.

malacca is all good except that it is really very hot.
malacca = sweats.

for the past week, i’ve been doing my assignment.
taking pictures of the weather but not on the scenery itself. i have to take pictures of human, to show the weather.
complicated stuff. and pictures of egg too.

photojournalism, that is.

* get bored of taking pictures of weather, so i changed the subject and took him instead. looking good? hah!

* and here’s a picture of the egg which i broke in my room. the bloody egg just rolled down from my table and *piak*. ugh. wipe die me okay.

and actually i broke two. i broke another one at starlight. U_U

* the last picture i took at starlight.

for now, i’ve got literature review waiting for me but as the usual me i’m procrastinating.
i know i know. i’ll be so dead.
i should be uber hardworking cause this is my last semester but instead, it’s the other way round now.
how now?

backdated pictures!!
the pictures has been up on facebook for such a long time. :\
pictures from Rootz.

* Me and a dustbin beside me.

* Vamp brought me there.

* Heh, couldn’t resist such a big mirror and nice lighting.

* Especially when the light changes from white to red colour.

* With Dj CMaster as well.

And 4play last Thursday. Didn’t party as much recently plus it seems like i couldn’t enjoy myself each time.
There’s always something that bothers me. pfft.
As for this time, we left way earlier but it’s okay because mua bestfriend needs to work.

* Visible bikini line, haha.

* Wah foon. (:

* There were more friends but no one wants to take pictures.

i desperately need jobs! and more jobs!
cause i’m effing broke. like broke into pieces, wth.
i worked at zouk the other day for four hours, standing in heels.
i couldn’t feel my legs anymore on that night. it’s like, my legs were shaking towards the end wtf.
it is very wise of me for not wanting to work during pc fair.

oklar, i know lar i very lousy.
i can do whatever but not standing for hours and hours.
i tried again and again and i always feel like crying wtf.
call me lousy ):

off to bed.
till then.

heyy! (:
there’s nothing interesting in my life lately.
where’s my happening life gone to?

wake up. class. lunch. nap. drama. drama. more drama. yam cha. sleep.
same routine. ugh
ah, and it seems like i’ve been pretty emotional lately which of course not something i should celebrate about.
my friend said to me that my facebook status is like, i’m about to jump off from a building anytime soon.
exaggerate betul. :\

i’m trying to keep myself under control and i guess you can tell from this post.
at least this aint an emo post. heh.
i sense mr.assignment will be knocking on my door soon.
probably i should be glad since this is my last semester, hmm.

ouh ya, talking bout drama before this, i just finish watching a taiwan drama. 下一站，幸福
i don’t normally watch taiwan drama, i prefer TVB’s. haha.. but somehow i stumble upon this and hey, it’s pretty good.
the kid is uber cute. if you’re too bored like me, watch it on pps.

argh, i wanted to post some pictures but i’m out of time now.
soon soon, my blog lacks some nice *ahem* pictures.
till then. (:

i don’t know what i am feeling anymore.
stress. paranoid. lonely. annoyed. upset. disappointed. lost. blur. numb. stone.
i always contradict myself.

i didn’t know what to expect anymore.
what exactly do i want right now, i don’t have a single clue.
just please get me out of this bloody place. ugh!

in addition to that, i think i picked the wrong topic for my final research paper.
what if i get all emo every time i do my research?
… … …

ouh damn.
so digging this outfit.
4.42 am.
such a bad timing.

nights.