i feel so fucking stress lately.
ngo hou fan! but in fact I always feel that way.
But seems like it’s getting more serious for these pass weeks.

and my hair, it falls damn a lot lately it’s like I’m going bald soon.
my mom keep telling me in a rather annoying tone that I’m gonna go bald.
Okay, I get it. I know my hair is falling!
I’m already paranoid enough, don’t have to add in a little bit here and there everyday.
I know she’s concern too but don’t talk to me in that way.

I’m not sure if it’s the stress.
OR the shampoo cause since I changed shampoo, it falls like nobody business.
OR the Liese bubble thingy.

I dyed my hair and changed shampoo at the same time, so I’m not too sure.
I shall start using my mom’s shampoo and see if there’s any changes but I actually like my shampoo cause it smells nice.
And cause someone remembers the smell of my hair ):
I really don’t feel like changing it but if it’s not the cause of my shampoo, it just means my dooms day is here.

I’m stressing out about my future. Stressing out about things I shouldn’t stress about.
Most of the times I make myself stress for nothing. ‘zhi gei loh lei fan’.
My habit, which sucks so much. Why do I always take things so fucking seriously?

I need to worry less. Think less. Stress less.
And really really try to enjoy life. People said things will settle on its own when time comes.
Will they?

I’ll try. to be less paranoid and to feel less stress.
Will really try.
And if you ever figure out what-the-fuck happened to my hair, please tell me.

Or maybe it’s hormone’s problem, what my aunt said.
Maybeeeeeeee because my period came after two weeks it end.
Wtf, my machine sot guai jor. I’m dyingggggggg oh nooooooooooooooooo! U__U

And I need to stop rambling about all these fucking things!!
Tomorrow’s gonna be a rather dreadful day, maybe I have the rights to ramble. pfft.
Off to bed.

Good night world.