Gosh, what am I doing here?
I’m suppose to be on my lovely bed dreaming away.
How I wish I do not have to get up early and go to class tomorrow, but I’ve got one last presentation and so I’m left with no choice. Boo..
Oh ya, I think I screw my presentation again today. As usual, I’m being too nervous. Stage fright is killing me.
At the end of the class, my lecturer evaluate each of us one by one.
She said to me, ‘Peggy, I can see that you are nervous. Are you being nervous?’
I looked at her and replied, ‘Very’.

I know, I know.. I’m forever nervous when it comes to presentation. The bigger the crowd is, the more nervous I am.
And when I’m nervous, I keep babbling and all my sentences sounds so wrong. Whats worse is that I sometimes freak out to the extend where I cant even pronounce the words correctly.
Actually, today’s presentation is in my least nervous list compared to my other presentations. But yet the lecturer can tell that I’m nervous, so you can imagine how dumb I look like when I really really am super nervous.

Joshua asked me, why am I still so nervous after sooooo many times of presentation. I don’t even know the answer myself. I suck big time when it comes to presentation. Sigh..
Anyway, wish me luck for tomorrow’s presentation. :’)
I’m going to bed now, 5 hours more before I need to get up again.
Adios~~