I can always start over again,
Remind myself that it wasn’t meant to be,
Try to grow from this experience without being bitter,
Or allow silly insecurities to cloud my judgment,
That robs me of the pleasure of having you in my life,
And the dignity to let go and wish you well,
I’ll try to go forward without looking back,
Or questioning why we could not make it,
No one comes out the winner in the blame game,
But I must admit it gives me pause to consider,
Will I make it out this door, fighting off temptation,
Of saying something stupid or a remark I’ll regret,
So I’ll go before your eyes cast upon mine,
I’ll walk away a lady and a little more dignified.

To you,
Thanks for all these years being by my side through up and downs. This time for real we couldn’t make it. I will keep these memories with me. I here wish you have a very happy life and success in everything you do. If me and you are meant to be, it will be, and if its not, then it will not be. I hope I can stay friends with you but right now, I need a little time off. Whatever it is, I still have you in my heart. All the best.

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