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不拖手 或者都可堪稱熱戀
一拖手 比咳嗽更短
太快了 我未快樂過已失戀

想不起 被愛是如何溫暖
想不通 未夠資格使你心軟
但也知道心會這麼酸

理所當然我的錯 令你忽然離開
半路留下我
為何這麼快看清楚 落得這結果*

知我是個 無法討好的人
相戀一刻 只是我的僥倖
然而回頭 誠實去自問
我可討厭到 如此乞你憎

知我連眼淚 也絕不感人
只知怎麼考驗 你的操行
從前為何 纏在你附近

你不寂寞 便嫌我笨
難道我未夠好 未懂得熱吻
足夠令你憐憫 勾不起你的興奮

不擔心 自尊心這麼受損
只擔心 我將我看穿
我怕我 以後太習慣了失戀

更加速發覺 原本都不相襯
我未夠吸引 你未夠狠

到底這個故事 有沒有發生
何必受罪 心即使碎一碎
我仍能 繼續追
願那一刻共聚 懂得怎去相愛
愛人難 我肯學 定能愛下去

pfffftttt!

arghh!
i very geram the stupid tmnet at sri petaling!!
takes forever to process my uni pack, damn it.
all my friends who register it later than me got theirs already! ):< pfft, damn mad.
and please, i really really wanna chop off my damn hair.
i’m waiting for my friend to come back to kl to give me a hair cut. U_U
i beh tahan my stupid hair already, ugh.

when guy’s stress, they go bald.
i’m not gonna go bald like britney spears, but i really wanna chop it off!

sigh, i’ve been missing out a lot of classes lately due to work and the penang trip.
i seriously feel so bei inside the class.
my lecturer talked bout jungle tracking because he loves it.
and he said, ‘you guys must go for jungle tracking at least …’, waiting for us to complete his sentence.
and my answer inside my mind is ‘at least once in a lifetime’ (because i dislike jungle tracking and camping and what not).
he continues ‘..at least one in every six months’.
my reaction, ‘…. swt, luckily i didn’t answer him wtf’ -_-

another one was when he asked, ‘what is the food the copywriter needs?’.
yah, its the copywriting class which i’m taking for the second time cause i fail it! pfft!!
so my answer for his question inside my mind was ‘chicken essence..’ ‘grapes or some kind of fruit that can make the brain more creative..’
and someone answered him, ‘ideas’.
lecturer: YES! correct
me: (wtf!! chicken essence wtf. how can i think of such things wtf!)

i think of real food ok, fail.com.
aih i stomach pain now i don’t want to type anymore.
angry pfft!

):<

back to penang..

i’m going on a trip tomorrow! like in less than 12 hours time.
back to penang, somewhat a year later.
last year was a few days before july.

will be going for two nights this time, less rushing here and there.
and i so wanna go to temple!! i know lah, like auntie only. :X
i hope it’s gonna be a good one, without unnecessary interruptions.

how time flieeeeeessss. it’s been a year, like in a blink of an eye.
i miss 2009!!
alright, my bed is calling me.
have fun everyone during the weekend and please miss me. :D

oh man. i sleept at 12 plus last night and woke up at 11 in the morning.
super healthy can, haha.
working life always manage to adjust my sleeping time, which is a good thing. (:

currently using my mom’s laptop, the one which i used a lot of months back when my bloody cpu died on me.
browse through the pictures in it which i have yet to delete.
saw lotsa pictures from last year, when my hair’s still short and all the memories came flashing back.
ahh! i miss last year man.

i remember how every night my mom came home and rush me to off the laptop when i’m chatting wit my dear friends. hah! how time flies.
hmm, this year hasn’t been too good so far.
half a year has gone, please make the remaining half a nice one.

for me, and all of you. (:

parfum girl

i finally got a job!
but it’s only a 5 days job. suppose to be 8, i’m going to penang next week so…..

start my job yesterday, it’s pretty easy.
all i have to do is just to give out perfume samples.
working hour is short too, but public transport still kills me. ugh.

mom called me when i work yesterday but phone’s not with me.
i called back and asked her wassup.
mom: hiong bin dou? (where are you)
me: zou gung lar (work lar)
mom: yao mou (got or not)
me: yao lar. yi gu mm hei? lei yong ngo ah? (got lar. if not? you feed me is it?)
mom: … (stone)

hahaha! lousy lar. actually she called me just to ask for the house wifi password. -_-‘
then today my job starts at pavilion, it’s kind of a roving thing.
so i asked my mom to fetch me to pav but her bf offer to fetch me pulak.
kind of a silent journey except that he said pav a lot of foods to eat and i was like, yeah a lot but all friggin expensive.
even the bloody food court is expensive. mahal tak pe, tak sedap lagi. terlampau la ni! pfft

mom called again when i was having my lunch time, just when i’m about to start gobbling down my bowl of rice. (cause yesterday i did not eat rice, you know lar. rice pot)
she asked where i am again. -_-‘
i said pavilion, she asked which floor. so i said i’m eating.

mom: oh, i’m at pavilion. thought ask you to come over.
me: -_____-‘ where?
mom: japanese restaurant.
me: what?? i eating already lorrrrrrrr. (damn sad lor, cause i try to pick the cheapest food and my mom enjoying nice food. plus i can actually eat but i bought my food already!!) sighh..

but still, i gobble half bowl of my rice, ran up to find my mom. bwaha!
she so ‘babei’ can, went to this Angus Steak house where i once said, ‘wah crazy. so expensive’ when i saw their menu.
sigh, now bf came back from oversea is like this one.. eat all those nice food!
at home never cook some more, i have to eat maggie mee just now. U_U

now both my legs and left hand damn pain from work.
left hand is because i need to carry a basket, which is rather heavy after carrying for some time.
aight, enough of all my bili bala already.

ciaoz. i needa catch portugal versus brazil yuuhoo!
portugal!!! heh :D