there’s too much going on in my mind right now.
too much stuff bothering me.

but then it’s like at the same time i’m not allow to even talk about it.
i wonder sometimes if i’m lucky to have what i have now which is sort of like a dream..
or actually the god is fooling me once again.

even in my dreams, it appears to be the same.
at times i really am not sure which is reality and which is dreams.