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Don’t Stop Believing

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I went to watch Bedtime Stories with Dexter and my Levis’ darling at Cineleisure. My first time watching movie there because its so far away from my house. Got home really late, the movie finishes around 3am.

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* Lining up to buy tickets, he took my scarf. -.-

Oh, bout the movie, its really really funny especially the super large eyes guinea pig, Bugsy. Super cute and funny, reminds me of the Boltz hamster. Haha.. It is not a very great movie but I like it a lot because I really have fun watching it. :’D

I don’t know but from this movie, it says real life do have happy ending. Don’t stop believing, hold on to the feeling. Only you yourself know best what you have done. I believe that bad people will have bad karma in the end of the day, I will never stop believing that. :’)
Go watch it people, it will really make you laugh. Hee..

We went to a cafe outside the Curve to have my meal because I was so hungry last night but I don’t really like the food there. : (
Their drinks are nice, but not the food. My stomach don’t feel really well after eating their Fettuccine Carbonara, sob.

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* While waiting for my food to come.

I always do funny funny stuff sometimes. -.-
Dexter’s spaghetti comes first then follow by mine. I don’t know what stuff I’m doing at that moment but I didn’t eat my food straight away. When I want to eat that time, I ‘Ei…….’ so loud, cause I thought the waiter did not provide me with spoon and fork, whereas it is just right beside me. I’m really dumb at times, lol.

A lot of my pictures are quite blur because its dark there and I don’t wanna use flash. My camera’s flash is kinda harsh, don’t like.

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* This is very very blur.

After finish my meal, we just sit outside Cineleisure to wait for our movie to start. Dexter keeps watching the BHP thingy on that big screen, me and my Levis’ darling keeps playing with the camera. :’D

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* The light from the big screen keeps changing, I look so red.

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* My Levis’ darling. <3 dsc08789-copy
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* The fella in front of me keeps watching the BHP. -.-

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* Another blur picture again…

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* Before going into cinema :’)

I pass by this McDonald IceCream stall and theres no one inside, prolly because its already so late. I decide to climb in and fool around, haha.. :’D

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* Me serving my customer. :’D I like this picture a lot, damn cute can..

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* Camwhore inside the toilet, hehehe.. :’D

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* Peace.

I really have a lot of fun and I feel really really happy. :’)
A big thank you to both of you for being there for me whenever I needed someone. I really love both of you so much.. :’)
<3

Happy 2009

Happy 2009 everyone.
I hope you guys have great fun out there.

Yes, I’m still emo-ing but I still hope you guys are happy. : )

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I really hope I am as happy as the one inside this picture but I’m not, its fake.

I did celebrate new year at a friend’s place but I did not take any pictures as I do not have the mood to do so.
Who accompany me on new year?
Lami!! Sigh…

Anyhow, I really hope 2009 is a better year for everyone.

A fool, I am

Why me?
Why pick on me?
Why pick me?

Why wanna start my 2009 this way? Why this way?
I feel so hopeless and helpless at the same time.

Must I start my 2009 with tears? Must I?
God, please don’t do this to me anymore. I seriously couldn’t take it.
Please. Really, I beg you.

Don’t do this to me anymore.
Don’t.

Christmas & Boxing Day

I’ve got a lot a lot to update. Hmm, lets see….

As I said on my previous post, on Christmas night I went over to Jones house and celebrate Chinese Christmas. So here’s the pictures. :’D

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* The host provide us with glow-in-the-dark thingy and here’s mine.

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* Suckling pig, lol. All our foods are Chinese foods because we are having Chinese Christmas. -.-

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* Hahahahahahahaha!!! Teh Fuh Haur bully by all of us, damn fun. Haha :’D

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* The guys doing their thing again, lol.

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* Look at them, look at them. These are my guy friends giving us all the stupid looks and poses, lol. Jian Yi, Jones, and Ken Jee.

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* Trying to make Mickey ears for Mickey and Ken Jee is wearing that thingy on his ear. Very creative, lol.

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* Me, Lee Kuan and Yee Wah. I’m half drunk and thanks to that cup of Black Label to make me fully drunk. -.-

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* The whole bunch of us.

That night was quite fun, with all the glow-in-the-dark thingy, those sprays, and also that ‘dare’ game we played. Someone have to drink a whole cup of curry, another one have to lick another guys finger (eww, I know), and me………. I have to kiss Nam Hon. -.-
I feel so shy, omg. I feel so weird to kiss a friend which is kind of close to me. *blush* wtf..

And oh ya, I received a Christmas present this year from someone. :’))))
Thanks a lot, really a lot. Its so sweet of you to get me a new Levis watch. Totally replace my old one, which is spoiled and I don’t intend to fix it anytime soon. Thank you my dear. :’)

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<3

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On Boxing day, I went to Snips to dye my hair and it cost me only Rm40. :’D
But then don’t know why when its done, my hair root is still very dark. I think mostly is because the guy who do my hair put too few colouring or something so the senior stylist asked me to go back after one or two weeks to touch up again for FREE! :’D
Yay, its better this way because after 2 weeks my hair will grow longer, haha.

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* Before going out to dye my hair. Why do my face always look that chubby? wtf

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* Ah, this machine very syok, lol.

After that I went over to Bangsar with Shoey for shopping. :’)))
I get to buy my Chinese New Year clothes. :’D

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* Because that Shoey is very very slow when she tries on those clothes, I have a lot of time to camwhore. :’D

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* Is this dress nice? I actually kind of like it but Shoey say it looks funny and its a little disturbing because of that hole in front. -.- She said that hole looks as if its purpose is to spill out the boobs. -____________- What do you think? I really quite like this. Hmm..

Don’t know why I keep trying red coloured clothings, maybe because Chinese New Year is coming. I wanna buy red clothes. :’D

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* Ahh, camwhore camwhore.

After that I meet up with Dexter to have my dinner/supper. :’)

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* I like this picture. <3 My laziness is crawling over me now, I'll update the others soon. Like real soon. Oh ya, oh ya.. Yesterday after my work, I wanna go to Sungai Wang and have a walk while waiting for Dexter. I wanna withdraw money first but when I wanna take out my atm card, I realise its not in my wallet. :' ( My IC, my atm card and my student card all gone. :' ( I freaking lost my damn IC again, wtf. Sucks max. I think it slipped out from my damn wallet and I didn't notice it. But how can I not notice it when 3 cards drop at the same time? I've got no clue at all. I actually bought myself a new wallet but decided to use it when 2009 comes and now I guess I make the wrong choice, damn. I'm extremely sad about it because I need to use money to get back my IC again. Again and again. Why do I always lost my stuff? Why even when I put it in my wallet, it manage to lost? I really hate it when I lost my important stuff because I feel damn lost. Sigh, I nearly cry. :' ( Super not happy, can. Please, I don't wanna lost my things anymore. Is it my fault? Am I too careless and clumsy? DAMN!

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Just a very very short update.

I’m not sure if I have the time to blog because I might be kind of busy these few days. Hmm, maybe I can update tomorrow night but I have to see.

Have been going out or work from morning till night these few days, except for Chirtsmas eve and I’m kind of tired. Sigh, I always say I’m tired and yet I sleep so late every night.

So on Christmas night I went to Jones house to celebrate. I have fun. :’)
But I am quite drunk because of that last cup that Jian Yi ask me to bottom up.
Leave the place, went over to Dex’s house and vomit. Lol..
Ask him, can I sleep on your bed? Just right after he say can then I go to his bed straight away and doze off. Haha, I’m really drunk. Sorry for sleeping on your bed, like so suddenly. lol
Seriously, I don’t wanna get drunk. Shouldn’t have drink that last cup.

Anyway, thank you people for all the concern, I’m fine right now. No longer emo. I just hope things will stay this way. I’m happy when I’m with you. :’)

Will post those pictures soon. Nights. :’)

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I nearly suffocated in the bus today, damn lots of people.
Sucks max. I just hate it when the bus is damn packed, hate to be sandwich.
I went out the whole day yesterday and until now I am still extremely tired. Physically and mentally tired. Brain is not functioning properly at the moment.

Don’t think I’ll be going out tonight.
Sigh, I just wanna stay in my bed, but my couzzie will be here sleeping on my bed. -.- I’ve to sleep on my bro’s bed for tonight, can I not?
Don’t do this to me now la, I just wanna be on my bed. : (
Sorry, a bit emo now. -.-

Maybe I’ll just go over to Starbucks and reflect a bit what I’ve done the whole year. My brain is fucking tired, damn it.
I just wanna say fuck so much right now, fuck fuck fuck.

Emo emo. I’ll head over to shower right now so that no one knows I’m crying. : (
Nah, I’m just joking. Bye.

Edited:
Shit, emo till forget to wish you guys. Have a Merry Christmas.. (‘.’)