Woo, I get off day for 6 days straight.
I’m not sure if its a good one because the more off day I have, the less money I can earn. And on top of that, I get really lazy after resting for so long.

Lets see…
Thursday – went for facial, then to furniture shop, then head over to Time Square for The Day The Earth Stood Still.
Friday – went to MidValley for shopping.
Saturday – went to Poppy. :”D
Sunday – stayed at home.
Monday – went out with my mom and brother to shop for new clothes.
Tuesday – will go for karaoke session and follow up by a lot of activities I suppose.

So I went shopping with my mom today. See, I don’t know why it is always like that. Every time I went to shop with my mom, I can never get clothes. Like never. I never buy anything today, not even a single tiny stuff. Got people to pay for my stuff but nothing catches my eye, nothing I feel like bringing home. Sad case. Other times when I’m out with my friends shopping, a bunch of stuff I wanna buy. Gawd, why?

But nevermind. I’ll go get it myself and pass the receipt to my mom. Ngek ngek ngek. :”D Chinese New Year is the only time she will spend money on me, damn kesian one.. I wanna go to a shoe shop today and she said ‘who say can buy shoe?’… I’m like what the hell.. Sigh, fine. I go get it myself.
And then I wanna buy undergarments, and she said ‘what also want people buy’.. I’m like what the hell again, I what also own self buy one lo.. Chinese New Year ma, sure buy new clothes, new shoes, and new undergarments one la.. -.-
Then she said that one wear inside, no need. -_________________-
Maximum swt!

And then here she comes again, ‘See la, your cousin what also use own money to buy, birthday party also ownself pay.. bla bla bla…’
Compare la, compare. Wth, she work all year long, sure got money to buy stuff lo. I have to study all year long, what she expect? Some more she never give me a single cent, never even pay for my tuition fees. Don’t know why my mom always compare me with people and I’m always the lousy one.

For goodness sake, I don’t wanna work for people and get RM2000 every month for the rest of my life, k? I’m studying for good, she say till as if I’m killing people like that. I tell my brother about it and he say I emo.. Wth..
Sigh, my mom always like this, I very sad one la.. Damn sien.. I’ll just do like what my brother say, action speaks louder than words.
Damn geram at my mother sometimes, ish.

I’ve got to work on Wednesday and Thursday, which is Christmas eve and Christmas. : (
Lucky I work till 8 only, I still can go out and celebrate it. Hmph..
Thursday night will be going to Jones house to celebrate. :’)
Wednesday night? I don’t know. I wish to walk with you, look at the Christmas tree with you, and take pictures with you.
I know Christmas might not mean anything to you, but….. I just wish you were by my side.

I think the way I blog is very weird. Sometimes I use proper English, and sometimes I like to mix it all up. lol
I’m more serious when I’m using proper English, am I or am I not?

Random picture, a very old one. I miss my long long hair.

A very very nice song. Shoey send me this song, and now its our song. Haha..
I can’t stop listening to it. Should have listen to this song way back, then everything will be easier for me. At least listening to this song makes me feel better. Yes, not worth it. :’D

除了想你 除了爱你
Chu le xiang ni, chu le ai ni
Besides thinking of you, besides loving you

hu ~ 我什么什么都愿意
hu ~ wo shen me shen me dou yuan yi
hu ~ I’m willing to do anything

翻开日记 整理心情
Fan kai ri ji zheng li xin qing
Flipping through the diary, straightening up my mood

hu ~ 我真的真的想放弃
hu ~ Wo zhen de zhen de xiang fang qi
hu ~ I really, really think of giving up

你始终没有爱过
Ni shi zhong mei you ai guo
All along, you have never loved [me] before

你在敷衍我
Ni zai fu yan wo
You are patronizing me

一次一次忽略我的感受
Yi ci yi ci hu lüe wo de gan shou
Every time [you always] neglected my feelings

我真的感到力不从心
Wo zhen de gan dao li bu cong xin
I finally feel helpless

无力继续
Wu li ji xu
No more strength to continue

这感情 不值得我犹豫
Zhe gan qing bu zhi de wo you yu
This feeling, is not worth it for me to hesitate

不值得我考虑
Bu zhi de wo kao lü
Not worth for me to think over

不值得我爱过你
Bu zhi de wo ai guo ni
It’s not worth it that I once loved you

这种回忆 不值得我提起
Zhe zhong hui yi bu zhi de wo ti qi
This piece of memory is not worth for me to mention

不值得想起
Bu zhi de xiang qi
Not worth to think about

不值得哭泣
Bu zhi de ku qi
Not worth crying for

这段感情 早就应该放弃
Zhe duan gan qing zao jiu ying gai fang qi
This feeling should be given up earlier

早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
Zao jiu bu gai rang wo lang fei shi jian zhao qi ji
That way, early on it would have not wasted my time looking for a miracle

这样的你 不值得我恨你
Zhe yang de ni bu zhi de wo hen ni
Having you like this, is not worth for me to hate you

不值得我为你而坏了心情
Bu zhi de wo wei ni er huai le xin qing
Not worth for me to ruin my mood because of you

我决定不为你而毁了心
Wo jue ding bu wei ni er hui le xin
I’ve decided not to let my heart break because of you

放弃爱你
Fang qi ai ni
[I’ve] Given up loving you

Woo, last night was super fun, one of the best one. :’D
I seriously enjoyed myself. :’D
But we leave quite early because of some funny miscommunication. The guys thought we wanna leave, we thought the guys wanna leave. lol

* Before leaving my house.

Didn’t really took a lot of pictures because I don’t quite like the flash especially when my face is damn effing red. So I’ll just post some camwhore pictures, and moreover the friend I’m going with do not wish to be disclose at my blog. If I were to post those pictures, I have to cut Shoey out. In that case, I might as well don’t put up any. Yah, the name is Shoey. Funny name, I know.

I’m a good girl last night, I didn’t really drink much. Don’t really feel like drinking that much, I start to dislike that drunk feeling because it just seems so suffering.

* You see that pink wall? My room. :’D

Reached home around 4 something and talked on the phone with Shoey until 6 morning. :’D
Haha, I slept at 6. I don’t know if its late or early anymore.

* Me talking to Shoey on the phone. (Buffet buffet, banyak syok itu semua makanan. Aeroplane meal is cool, lol. )

I think its quite fun being a single now. Shoey said to me, ‘I also don’t know why you wanna get attached so much, being single is so much fun. Eat all you can eat. :’D’ Hahaha..
Yes, being single is really quite fun. :’D

No idea whats up with my eyes lately, I feel so irritated. It gets red so easily and now my left eye is swollen. : (
I’m using ice to put on my left eye to reduce the swell, not sure if it works though. Sad.

P/S: Sigh, why you don’t reply me? Sigh……………

Ohmygod!! Ohmygodwhatthefuckbarbequecheese!
I think I’m gonna die laughing anytime soon. :’D
I know I know, I know I’m lack of entertainment but you don’t have to be a clown to entertain me. :’D

Isn’t it obvious enough already? You do not have to admit it indirectly my dear. :’D

I really have my entertainment tonight, I’m going for a movie.
You can save your job being an ass clown. Thanks. :’D

Ah, 2 days off and that’s what I need right now. Have been working so hard the past few days, freaking tired.

Sigh, but shit happens again. Never ending shits.
I really have no idea why my Event Organiser as some calls it or Agent is so so bad at management.
They have just bank in my salary to me but its not enough.
So I called and asked and he said that I did not work on the last week of November. Wtf..

I told him I did as I remember clearly but he said he has black and white with him. Wtf again..
I keep telling him who I work with that week and so on but he just shout at me on the phone, god damn it.

Even such little things like salary also they can mess it up, how far can this damn company go? And for goodness sake do not shout at me because I am 10000000000% confirm I worked on that week. Bloody hell.. I’m so gonna call them again, I’m not working for free. Wtf.. Grr..

Bleh, stupid things aside first.
I’m going out now for facial, whee. :’D
Then I think I’m might be going to some furniture shop.
Tonight I also might be going for tarot reading. I’ve wanted to try tarot reading since long ago, and since now I saw some good reviews, I’ll just go and give it a try.
Midnight I’m going to watch The Day The Earth Stood Still with my darlings and others. :’D

Tomorrow I’m going out with my darlings again for some shopping. :’D
Yay, at last we get the same off day. Happy. :’D
Woo, it seems like I’ll have a lot of fun in these 2 days. :’D

Ok, I gotta ciao now or else I’ll be late.
My day will definitely be a nice one, so I hope you guys have a nice day too. :’D

P/S: Sorry for all those swearing and foul language but I just cant stand it when I’m damn piss. lol