yes, I’ve been here before.
that same old feeling.
after everything, its still the same.
i’m still the same old me.. .
or i’m worse than the old me now..
curiosity killed the cat.
i just killed myself.
i’m lonely. i miss you. ..
Updates
Poh-pee, poh-pee, poh-pee!! Blast!! :D
Yesh, I went to Poppy last Friday to celebrate Vamp aka Ng Jian Yi’s 21st birthday.
It feels like it’s been forever since I last club because I didn’t really club on aaron’s farewell, hur hur.
But me is back now, I wanna partay again. Hee… >:]
Oh yah, not to forget special thanks to Michael for helping me getting cheaper liquors and tables.
And also sorry for the waiting which somehow destroy your Genting plan. I’m so so sorwee! :X
* See see see, my hair so long already and I cut my fringe *grins*. Oh, that’s Wah Foon by the way.
* While waiting for the whole gang to reach at some mamak.
* Me, Ee, and the other half of the twins Wah Yan.
* The younger twin and the elder twin.
* Me like this picture. (:
* Look at his face! Minum banyak kan?
* Lol, why Mah Weng Kee’s expression always so stoning one?
* Bump into Joshieeeee and force him to take a picture with me, haha.
* Yi, Ken, me, and Ee Cheeng. Ken lost his stuff there, poor him. ):
* Have to take group picture when everyone is still sober.
* Mickey mouse, who left quite early and didn’t even dance at all. Sien-ness. @__@
* Oww, candid. boom . boom . dance . dance. >:]
* The poser birthday boy, lol.
* Hahaha, with Jones.
* And of course, birthday + Poppy = swimming. Wet wet wet.
* Ken’s turn being force down into the pool. What? Begging for mercy?
* Yi giving his thumb to Jones and Ken giving his middle finger, lol.
* Me, still normal.
These guys are fark man!!!
Because they throw me down the pool. ):<
I've been avoiding and running and hiding and what not but still, they catch me and force me. ):
Look at my damn size and the guys' size. @___@ Omfg!
I said I surrender and I will go down myself, I took off my heels.
Fark man, I wanna walk down the pool slowly but they farking push me!!
Hur hur, and I'm the only girl went down the pool. Why so unfair one? Why always bully me?
Maximum cham-ness. ):
* See lar, see. I came up from the pool, went to toilet and dry my clothes. Wtf!
* Hur hur hur, wet hair! My eyes effing pain lor cause I wear lens. And my make up! And my tattoo!!! Screw them!!
* Yi’s brother, Jian Liang who exchange his tee with the brother. And I look so dry after awhile. @__@
There’s a lot more pictures, you can go check it out at facebook.
Jian Liang even uploaded my super wet picture, just right after I came up from the pool. @__@
I seriously enjoyed myself that night, awesome night with the Cheras Clan-ers. (:
Its okay to went down to the pool but no second time. Seriously!
Let’s do another one on September for Jian Liang, fun fun fun. (:
* I’m at Poppy and I wish you’re here with me, really.
See, told ya. Tattoo fever, lol.
* V posing with the V sign and Ivan giving me his middle finger, wtf.
* He’s feeling tension, haha.
* Look where Childs’ hand is, hahaha. When I saw the picture I was like ‘wth is Childson doing man..’ and when I see clearly, he is checking out Ivan’s tee shirt. LOL.
* V doing his thing.
* Done. A sitting angel, which the face is quite fat. Why angels must be fat one is it?
* Trying to distract him from the painfulness.
* Okay, this picture is for illustration purpose only. @__@
Fella, I know you’re leaving back to Perth soon and you probably wont see this post because you don’t read my blog pfft, but I want to wish you all the best.
I know you didn’t want to move your ass back there but you’re left with no choice. Hur hur..
I’m gonna miss you but I’ll see you end of the year right? I told you to wait with me, but you tak nak layan aku.
I’ll try my best to go to your birthday bash.
Stop asking me already if I miss you, because the answer is yes. Especially when you’re gone back at Perth.
And, don’t add more at the moment crazy fella.. @__@
**Surprise** :D
Or not so surprise? hur hur..
Happy one monthsary bii!! (:
Heh! How time flies but still a long way to go before I get to see you again in person, not through webcam. :\
5 more months? *fingers cross*
Msn, Skype, sms, and phone calls is what we do to maintain the relationship. Oh oh, and movies too.
We watched movie, The Holiday together through PPS.
We played it and skype at the same time, so we get to enjoy the movie and laugh together.
Silly?? But me likey. (:
* Haha, one of the scene from the movie. He said, nah you see….
* Trying to convince Cameron Diaz that LDR can work, lol.
* Still not convince enough.
* Hahaha! The movie is great, especially having him on the other side to watch it with me. (:
I print screen. Mwahahahaha!!
* Hahaha, spiderman!! He’s upside down, cacat-ed webcam. -___-
* Showing me Maltesers because I don’t know how it looks like. Me no eat chocolate, me don’t know.
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* Hur hur hur, me miss you. :3
* Skype, which is a lot better but still upside down. @____@
* And we played games. ((((((:
There’s a lot of games at Skype. We played Bingo, the ship battle thingy and Hangman.
But I keeeeeeeep losing, especially Hangman. Hur hur, I can never guess the word correctly, or as fast as he does.
There’s once when we played Hangman, both of us type in the same word.
When I know we put in the same word, I went ouu-emm-gee. Haha…
Yes yes, great minds think alike. Haha, wtf.. and the word is ‘psychoed’. LOL.
Bii, happy one monthsary again. I hope there’s many more months and years to come. (:
Thanks for playing stupid games with me, thanks for spending the time to watch movie with me, and thanks for making me laugh whenever I feel like shit.
I still want movies, can I? (:
Me ♥ you.
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control! :*)
Tell me.
The problem lies in me, isn’t it?
It is always me.
I thought it wasn’t me, but it’s me.
Again and again.
From nothing into something.
Even the slightest thing can affect me so much.
What actually made me into who I am today?
No, wait. I know what changes me, I know.
Just that I didn’t realise the impact was this big.
In the end, it is my problem.
I hate the fact that I’m always the problem maker.
I hate the fact that I’m always being so paranoid.
I hate the fact that I am me.
I can’t change the situation, all I can do is change my thinking.
Or change myself.
My Sunday noon, happily shopping away with my mom at Jaya Jusco.
Finally some grocery shopping which is just what I need. Dumping biscuits, milks, instant noodle, and whatnot into the trolley and half way through my phone rang.
Ouh ouh, I need to accompany someone aka pen-psycho to MNEP to check out Childson’s friend which is a tattoo artist who came back from New York.
Design, checked. Price, checked. Ink, checked. Everything, checked.
* The pen-psycho and V, the tattoo artist.
* Can’t see the design but she’s tattooing ‘Its MIRACLE’ on her spine. I don’t know, she seems like she’s in so much pain, somehow scares me a little.
After the pen-psycho is done with her tattoo, she asked me if I want to do one too.
No! I mean, yes I want to but I don’t have the money yet.
Pen-psycho: Want to make or not? Since you’re here already and V’s ink is so nice…
Me: Don’t want lar… want meh? Don’t want lar..
Pen-psycho: Make lar, you want to make the stars one mar right? You memang want to make it and you’re here already..
Me: Har? Want meh? I’ve got no money lar, don’t want lar… So sudden somemore..
Pen-psycho: No money nevermind lar, I can borrow you.. His ink really nice ler..
Me: Har? @_____@ I borrow your money make tattoo, I might as well use the money to eat..
Pen-psycho: You can borrow my money to make tattoo and eat..
Me: zzz @______@ want meh? don’t want lar, I scared.. you scream till like that just now, like so pain…
Pen-psycho: Mine is different place, not same one.. cannot like this see one, make lar..
Me: zzz.. don’t want lar.. I scared and no money…
Pen-psycho: Never mind, I pay for you as birthday present.
Me: o.O’
Pen-psycho: Go make…
Me: Want meh? Really want meh? Okay…………………………………
See how she psycho me!!! Ou-emm-gee! I damn tension you know.
But anyway, although you psycho me ‘kao kao’, thanks for paying. (:
* My tattoo,…………………………………………….not. This is what V draw.
* The noise is like so loud because it’s just right behind my ear, scary. I put on my earphone and turn the music sooo loud, lol. Eh, can see my neck tattoo here some more.
* Not that pain actually maybe because V didn’t do outline for me.
* Half way through, when V changed the colour. Walao, you see my eyebags can put in coins already. @_____@
(aaron chung kah leong, seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!)
* Colourssssssssss. :’D
* Hur hur, done. Third one on 12th July. The black star in the middle represents my dad because he’s no longer here but is surrounded by us family members. Mine is pink, mom is red, younger brother is blue and elder brother is purple. (:
Went to MNEP the next day again, cause Ivan wants to talk to V about the design he wants.
Wooo, tattoo fever. Haha..
* Weng Kee and Childs, lying on the sofa. -_____-
* Pen-psycho and me.
* Why the picture so like that? Me and Ivan, who has 5 tattoos in total. (:
Some old tattoo pictures after the jump…
Oh ya.. My stars tattoo behind the ear is only RM50, jeng jeng.
Haha, and pen-psycho one is Rm250 you imagine the size for yourself.