* …clear my debts. ):
* …replace the blardy CPU.
* …dye my hair!
* …get a scrapbook. (:
* …shop!!! A little shopping wont hurt anyone. *grins*

Never thought of joining any of the Sri Murni’s gathering after I left the school.
Well, we don’t have such thing as Facebook back then, cant really keep in touch with them friends.
So all hail Facebook please for allowing us to keep in touch with ‘old’ friends. (:

* My standard one year book. Click to enlarge. :*D

* No, this is not standard one. It’s me during kindergarten, spot me. :*D

It’s great to have gathering with the Murnians although I can barely remember them.
That’s like so long ago, I left the school after standard 3. @__@
We went to Talipon Restuarant at Kuchai Lama for our dinner which is suggested by Gary and Ernest, but Ernest is no where to be found.
Wish he could be there with us, its been so long since I last met him.

* Ouh, corn.

* Like the beef and lamb. *yummy*

* Jian-Xin who migrated to New Zealand. He’s going off to Sweden so he drop by at Malaysia for awhile. All the best at Sweden. (:

* We use to be so small size back then, haha.

* Me and Chayenne! I’ve known him since kindergarten, hence the kindergarten picture above. Go spot him as well. (:

* Group picture.

* Another one.

* Me and Gary, taken with my camera. Obviously, cause its blur. I cant figure out the ‘anti-shock’ till this very day, wtf.

* muahaha, camwhore . smile (:

It’s a great night really.
I hope to go back to Sri Murni for a walk, to look around.
I still remember the very cute uniform where we girls have this red blouse thingy, use to run around with the boys under the chalet, then go to the basketball court behind, ah..and the canteen. (:
Gary, let’s go back. :*D

Photo courtesy of Gary Ng but I photoshop it to make it brighter, lol.

I actually do, a lot. I’ve got a thing for horoscopes since I’m young.
I particularly find them accurate to some extent.

But then there’s a lot of people out there who doesn’t believe in astrology, telling me ‘Eh, what they write don’t sound like me larh. These kind of things cannot believe one larh’. Especially guys.
Then I’ll start wondering how come they don’t find it true when for me, almost everything written is so true. Almost.

I somehow found the answer to it when I went for a tarot reading at the beginning of the year.
I read horoscopes, I play tarot, I see fengshui, I wear crystals, you scared or not? wtf.
Okay, anyway.. the answer is that the horoscopes that we usually refer to is star sign.
You know like, I’m born on 5th of November so that makes me a Scorpio. But actually there’s more to it other than the main star sign itself. We still have moon sign, mars sign, venus sign, and the list goes on.
How will you know which is your moon sign and all the other signs? Fret not.
You can calculate it here, just type in your birth data and voila!! Everything you need to read is just there, super easy. (:

I’ll show you how it works so I’m using myself as an example. I’ll bold those which I think is REALLY accurate.

Name: Peggy
November 5 1988
12:00 PM Time Zone is AWST
Kuala Lumpur, MLYS

Rising Sign is in 23 Degrees Capricorn
[Rising sign is your physical self or the face you present to the world. The mask one wears in public… it is the first impression we make when we meet new people.]
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You are practical and reserved but very ambitious. An achiever and a hard worker, you respect success. Older looking and very serious as a youth, things lighten up and you relax more as you mature. You have a serious view of the world as being a difficult place to be in. Very envious of those who seem to have an easier life than you have, relaxation and play do not come easily. It is important that you had abundant parental support as a child so that you do not feel lonely and isolated as an adult. Generally, you have a good, earthy sense of humor that can carry you through when times really do get tough. You are purposeful, self-willed, industrious, realistic and responsible.

Sun is in 12 Degrees Scorpio.
[It reveals the part of our personality that is our basic self, or who we are when we are not surrounded by other people like our most basic, broad, inner traits.]
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Intense and complex by nature (lol), you have extremely strong emotional reactions to most situations. Feelings are often very difficult for you to verbalize. Therefore you have a tendency to be very quiet – – to brood and think a lot. You seldom get overtly angry, but, when you do, you are furious and unforgiving. When you make an emotional commitment, it is total — you are not attracted to superficial or casual relationships. If you are challenged, you take it as a personal affront and tend to lash out and fight back in a vengeful manner. You love mysteries and the supernatural. A good detective, you love getting to the roots of problems and you enjoy finding out what makes other people tick. You are known to be very willful, very powerful and quite tenacious!
(Well, I really do like to dig people’s informations and whatnots. :\ )

Moon is in 23 Degrees Virgo.
[Moon Signs help define our emotional development, or express the unconscious side of our personality. It explains why we do what we do.]
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You tend to be serious-minded but cheerful for the most part. You need tasks that engage both your mind and your hands. A careful worker, you enjoy making things. You are neat and orderly (okay, this is not true), and are very concerned with good health habits. Fastidious to the extreme, you cannot tolerate messes and will immediately clean them up (so is this :\). Reserved, shy, and very self-critical, you tend to be very hard on yourself. You usually will go out of your way to be helpful and useful to others. Practical, reliable, efficient and conservative, at times you are a bit of a prude. You are known to lead a simple, uncomplicated, frugal, methodical and unemotional lifestyle. You are devoted and caring to those you love.

Mercury is in 27 Degrees Libra.
[Mercury Signs are connected to communication, reasoning, intellect and awareness.]
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You are known for not jumping to conclusions about things. You tend to weigh all possible choices very carefully before making a decision(i think). When in the slightest amount of doubt, you will compromise rather than ruffle any feathers. You are a true raconteur of culture and taste — your ideas and opinions are neat, elegant and refined. A born diplomat, you dislike discord so much that you will go out of your way to make others feel comfortable and at ease. You speak softly and pleasantly.
They wish everyone were equal in the intellectual circles.

Venus is in 07 Degrees Libra.
[Aka love sign, represents the qualities of love, romance, sensuality, culture, beauty, affection and social appeal. Therefore very prominent in aspects of love; influencing how you attract love as well as how you act in a relationship.]
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A very friendly and outgoing person, you hate to be alone (TRUE, wtf). Beware of a continuing tendency to compromise yourself in order to avoid being lonely. Try to be yourself, not what others would like you to be. You have an innate desire to be in refined and elegant surroundings and will go out of your way to create a plush and comfortable atmosphere around you. You have heightened aesthetic sensibilities and are attracted to music and the arts. Try to avoid using your well-known seductive charm in order to get out of doing what you consider to be dirty work!

Mars is in 00 Degrees Aries.
[Mars is energy, action and desire]
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You are very independent and self-assertive, and you have lots of physical energy. You are not satisfied unless you can be the first to do something. As such, you are more comfortable in leadership positions than you are as an underling. When you are challenged by anyone for anything, you delight in the competitive process and will fight long and hard for your beliefs. You are bold and courageous and often act without thinking (wtf). At times, in your zeal to get ahead, you are tactless and offensive — learn that cooperation with others can often bring you nearer to your goals quicker because of the support you will get.

Jupiter is in 03 Degrees Gemini.
[Jupiter Signs are associated with luck and good fortune. And also helps improve one’s life.]
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You have a logical, detached, objective view of most things. Your interests are wide-ranging and you are an avid student, with expertise in many different areas. You love to work things out in your mind — everything you do is reduced to an exercise in logic and reason. You have the ability to grasp abstractions and to deal successfully with the larger issues of life. Your overemphasis on developing your powerful intellect can cause your emotional and intuitive abilities to atrophy unless you consciously choose to exercise them.

Saturn is in 29 Degrees Sagittarius.
[Saturn represents restrictions, limitations, delays and authority.]
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Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing (i think).

Uranus is in 28 Degrees Sagittarius.
[Uranus helps bring about progressive change in all aspects of our lives. Uranus Signs also represent enlightenment, novelty and ingenuity.]
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You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 08 Degrees Capricorn.
[A bridge to all things mysterious, Neptune Signs slowly guide each generation to its destiny.]
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You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 12 Degrees Scorpio.
[Pluto Signs are connected to transformation and life challenges. ]
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For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.

N. Node is in 12 Degrees Pisces.
[Okay, I don’t know what is N.Node. Lol.]
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You’re attracted to others who need your assistance. You seem to go out of your way to form relationships with those who are weak, sick, injured, addicted or troubled in some way or other. At your best you can indeed provide the relief that others need. But at times you can be victimized by those who would prey on your good nature and take advantage of you. This can lead to all sorts of negative situations — make sure that those you assist are truly worthy of your time, energy and commitment. A little enlightened self-protectiveness on your part can make your life work much, much smoother!

Overall I find this website not tooooo accurate but still acceptable and also it is easier for readings.
Go to this website here if you want a more accurate and detail readings. I personally prefer the detail ones.
Go and give it a try and see if its accurate or you can check your another half’s horoscope as well so you can adjust to them a little. (:

I’m quite a revengeful person but I actually don’t like to hold vengeance. But then again, I will feel really stupid when people bully me (as in real bully) and I just do nothing. I can’t help. I think of revenging very automatically, wth. Of course, that does not apply to little silly arguments or whatsoever. I mean big stuff.
I think its normal to be angry when people treated you like a piece of shit but I also think that one should not hold silly vengeance for too long.

Sometimes, I cannot fathom as to why some people are still holding on to grudges about the little things in life, holding on to the past that some other people no longer give a heck about.
Just get over it, you know its not gonna do you any good.
Don’t jeopardize your relationship with other people be it partners, friends or family members.

Let go the grudges and hatred. I’m trying, you should too try.
“to err is human, to forgive divine”

My semester is officially over!!!! :*D
I’ve been ‘busy’ studying for my test *aherm*, that’s why I didn’t blog these few days.
Haih, and then the second hand computer that my friend decided to give me died as well.
Oh god, my life. One shit after another.

The usual me can’t fall asleep last night, feeling very awake despite the fact that I totally didn’t get enough sleep the day before. Something is wrong with me. o.O’
Finished my last test today and I feel kinda pressured. I can never remember definitions and whatnots. ):
Every time I’ll look left and right during exam and there’s when my confidence level starts dropping.
You know, everyone around me keeps writing very long answers and I think my answers are the shortest in the whole class wtf. And also I’m always staring blankly at the classroom’s wall. o.O
I don’t know what is there so much to write about. Why my answers all so short one? ):
However, I remember my lecturer telling me that although my answers are like really short but the answers are correct. I hope it will be the same this time around.
No more stress or whatsoever. :*D

Lunch date with Ee on Wednesday before her exam starts. (:

* Beef noodle at Pudu that I really love. Eh, super delicious can..

After eating we left to Uni but but but……… her car broke down like AGAIN. Her car always broke down for some reason and funny thing is, they are all different cars. Her fate larh I think, lol.

* While waiting for her mom to come fetch us.

* Went to Uni to study while waiting for her to finish her exam.

Yeay, finally I can enjoy my holiday. :*D
Its been almost 2 months since I last went to cinema. I forced my brother to buy me a movie *muahaha*.
And I’m having dinner with the brothers at night. Great, I miss my elder brother. (:
Friday is awesome.

p/s: god ah god, don’t play me ah you.. i wanna see him on december, purleaseeeeee!

I’m currently mourning over the death of my computer, it passed away at 12pm on 10th of August 2009. certified!!
It served me since I’m Form4, still playing Friendster back then. *tears*
I’m grief-stricken, wtf. May it rest in peace. *annoyed*

Luckily there’s still a laptop for me to use or else I’ll go crazy.
Life without internet and computer is not even a life at all, wtf. See what these two great inventions do to me.

My friend is gonna solve my problem for me, perhaps by getting me a secondhand computer which is FOC!
I know right, I’ve got such good friend. All my friends are good, me love them. :’D
All I want now is to get my pictures and data back, I hope he can transfer them successfully.

I guess my post from now on will only be words until I get my datasss back, that is.
Test is on Thursday and I have yet to study, I shall really start flipping the pages of my textbook soon.

Sigh. Like the death of my computer is not enough, my aircond keeps dripping like a water tap, wtf.
Actually the aircond starts dripping way back but it stopped somehow.
My aircond always drips when I cry, wtf. But these few days I didn’t cry larh and yet it drips like crazy.
Now it is even more emo than I am, wtf.
It has been quite a number of days I didn’t sleep with the aircond on and I’m not sure if that’s the cause of me cant falling asleep.
Fyi, my bed is right under the aircond and when it drips my bed will be wet. -_____-

Lucky I’ve got a *aherm* smart boyfriend who asked me to shift my bed a little and put a pail down there.
I’m so dumb, why didn’t I thought of that? I only thought of shifting my whole bed to another place which I didn’t want to and hence I didn’t move it at all.

Okay, I don’t wanna continue rambling anymore. (so many wtfs, wtf) -_____-
.missing my silly boy. ♥ (:

man! i want to cry already.
i cannot start up my cpu!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn paranoid can.
my friend said its either power supply or motherboard that has gone cuckoo.
if its power supply, then i’m relieve.
if its not!!! i need to get a new computer he said.
wtf!!!!!!! T____________T
i don’t want a new computer or rather, i’ve got no money to get a new computer.
all my stuff that is inside my computer, omfg. i cannot manage to loss it.
so please mamamia, bless my motherboard. wtf.

i hate this seriously.
whenever i’m broke, i’ll definitely lost my stuff like my damn IC or my stuff will get spoil.
i plan to blog bout Zouk today but now what……my pictures are all in that damn computer. ):
fml, damn it!!!
fml fml fml fml fml fml fml…………………. T_________T