There’s this one particular thing that never fail to get on my nerves and ruin my early morning. Or almost never.
Of course by saying early morning, that is if I manage to wake up and move my bloody ass to college for class.

Right, back to that one particular thing or more like, human being.
Taxi drivers.

Yes, the poor girl here needs to take cab to college unless there’s some saint or one saint to be exact which is Wong Ee Cheeng, is willing to fetch me to college.
She cant fetch me every time now, can she?
So I’m back to taxi drivers again, or another solution which is to walk.
Walking to college from my house early in the morning under the hot sun doesn’t sound to appealing to me.

Yes, so hola there taxi drivers.
I walked over to Leisure Mall and take a cab from there because its cheaper this way.
The normal rate will be Rm3. Fair enough.
And then there’s some greedy dickhead who tries to cheat my money by adjusting the meter or whatever shit it is.
My reaction sitting at the passenger seat behind? Silent rage.
From Rm3 to Rm4!! Man, I know its only Rm1 but it is not only about monetary value, it is about me being cheated!
I looked at the meter, moving so fast as though there’s a tiger chasing after it from behind.
Gosh, I just hate it every time taxi drivers do that to me. I don’t care if its only Rm1 or not, I just hate it.
Don’t fucking tell me you need to do that for a living. I believe without cheating my Rm1, you still can survive and wont starve to death, god damn it.

Not the first time I encounter shitty taxi drivers, in fact I lose count. Umpteenth times it is.
Yes, I’m rambling here about how much I hate taxi drivers who forced me to pay that extra Rm1.
Anyway, don’t get me wrong. Not all taxi drivers are dickheads, there are some really nice ones.
But to whoever that cheated my money or is bound to cheat my money even if its fucking Rm1, to hell you shall go.
I have no mercy for that, I curse you.

Alright, its nap time.

Yay!! You see the word pink? :’D
Its the twins 21st birthday and the dress code is pink. Not all, but most of us dress in pink. (:

* Their 4kg cake lighted with very nice Happy Birthday candles on top.

* Yay, looking very pretty and happy. (:

* Happy Birthday to the both of you.

* Although our friendship is not long I must say….

* …but I find it very easy for me to click with both of you…

* …and you guys are so funny, always making me laugh. *hugs* Btw, some people say we look alike, got meh??

* UCSI Mass Comm girls.

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* More mass comm girls except Wong Ee Cheeng, haha.

* Heh! With Esther and Apple. *aherm* LOL!

* UCSI-ans. Oh btw, ucsi sucks big time!

I promise to get you guys a present once I have the money kay? I’m like so broke right now, hur hur. ):
Hop over to MNEP after that for Ivan’s birthday. Yesh lar, birthday birthday birthday! @_@

* While heading to MNEP…

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I seriously can’t wait for my semester to end. I just want to get it over and done with, urgh.
But then, I’ve got too much undone work all piling up, waiting for me to finish it before the due dates arrive.
Especially this one subject where I’ve to write reviews and opinions and what not, I have done none.
I’ve to finish all my assignments in less than 2 weeks time, how great can life be.
And my room is sooooo messy, it makes me feel so annoy and makes my concentration level drop.

I don’t know whats wrong with me, I just can’t bring myself to do my work. I don’t know why. ):
I feel like killing myself. Argh….!
I’m thinking, if I should study next semester or just go for internship. I’m afraid if I choose to study, I’ll be as lazy as this semester and this is a big no-no. ):
Or maybe I should work and not do internship first because you know, your pay is so little as an intern.
Sigh, dilemma dilemma.

Life is pretty mess up lately.
I always sleep so late at night. Every time when I go to bed, birdies already start chirping.
When I don’t have classes the next day, I woke up after 2 o’clock, sometimes 4. I kinda hate this, really.
See, I want to sleep early sometimes. Just the other day, I go to bed at 1 o’clock which is pretty early for me but I just cant seem to fall asleep. I roll on my bed for hours. Why do I always have insomnia?
I hate it especially when I’ve got class the next day because I probably couldn’t wake up and skip my class or I’ll go to class looking like a walking zombie who tries to catch a nap in the class, wtf.

See,.. Insomnia leads to waking up late and waking up late leads to taking irregular meals AND all these leads to death, wtf.
Just yesterday, the first meal I took is 8 o’clock at night, and that’s the only meal for the day.
I’m turning into some robot shit soon, can survive without eating.

And I get headache so often lately, it sucks. ):
I even get fever the other day, scare the shit out of me. Swine flu, wtf.
I know I can’t carry on like this, but I just cant bring myself to change.
I’m so lack of discipline and motivation, plus I get emo so easily these days it just brings me down.

I want to go to bed earlier, I want to wake up earlier, I want to jog, swim, and play badminton, I want to eat breakfast, I want to tidy up my room, I want to watch tv, I want to read books, I want to go to the mall with my friends, I want to be a normal human being and not zombie, vampire or what robot shit!

But I want doesn’t mean I can.

yes, I’ve been here before.
that same old feeling.

after everything, its still the same.
i’m still the same old me.. .
or i’m worse than the old me now..

curiosity killed the cat.
i just killed myself.

i’m lonely. i miss you. ..