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hardcore-est clubbing week.

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didn’t really club for one whole month and my body is feeling all itchy D:
last week was the first week, clubbing with friends.
kind of like 3 days in a row, it almost killed me wtf.

1# last thursday at 4play for a friend’s birthday.


* happy birthday andrew teh fuh haur.


* oww my earing is shinny :!:


* highschool mate : cheah, tien seng who can really really drink, fuh haur, kok hoe, and me. as usual, i’m the only girl cause as usual my bff hilang tak tau mana!


* and also my pool buddy who loses to me. bwahaha


* so called social smoker, forced him to snap a picture.


* kok hoe, me and ben (:

#2 went over to G6 with ben and his cousin, was bored to death. fly over to sunway giza for some shisha at starlight later on. sunway giza is so far away, i prefer the one at damai anytime but it has already been closed down ):

#3 saturday night at phuture with ma bitches :D


* susan, she’s just toooooo cute :3


* bryan and lie peh.


* emo boy, lie peh and ben.


* really, why is susan so darn cute!?


* maybe bryan is cuter. hahaha.


* or lie peh! she looks so happy here, hahaha.


* ben’s red face always scares me.

this is the most hardcore-est i’ve ever been. *mad*
but i did had fun, as usual. (:
i just wish to chill for this week, if possible.

and if you didn’t know, i just came back from port dickson this afternoon.
will blog about it soon.
have a great day ahead people (:

some leftover photos from last year

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It’s the third day of a new year already!
insanely fast!

people has been asking me what’s my new year resolution.
normally every year i do have a list but maybe not this round, realising that i can never keep up to it.
not a list but i have one thing in mind.

* do not get easily affected by whatever others have got to say about me and stay happy.

you should know by now this is a very difficult task for me to do but no harm trying (:
he asked me why am i so easily provoke, i can never answer.
i don’t know either! i have no EQ, that’s it.
but i’m glad he’s here for me this time because my *akhem* bff is gone! GONE!
never mind, i shall meet her in four more months if all else permits. :D

here’s some remaining pictures from last year (:

#1 – Aaron’s birthday!
forced to cook for a few of us on his birthday at ginny’s house, poor thing. haha


* some salmon mushroom spinach thingy, taste kinda good :)


* ginny’s own-made for aaron.


* poor bruce, he don’t even have a proper cake blowing session, alvin using his lighter as candle.


* happy birthday balloon i bought him and i cant stop whacking him with it, hahaha.

2# – Christmas dinner with love at Neo (:


* if you notice, that aint my camera. it’s my brother’s, he passed it to me cause mine is always down with some shivering shit and please excuse my messy room.


* while waiting for our food (:
dinner was great. had foie gras with scallop, lamb shank, and something else that i couldn’t remember of :)

3# Christmas eve with taboo gang.


* hi there.


* vivien, alvin, susan and I went for dinner before the others join in for drinks.


* 3 emo scorpios. no, wait. it’s 4 including the emo cameraman :P


* love you baby :D


* love you too vv :D


* somebody let go tons of white helium balloons, and when the balloons was flying up the sky it looks like a bunch of sperms swimming hahaha.


* and while we’re snapping pictures this random kid walked up to vivien, showed her his puppy eyes asking for the helium balloon she’s holding. he just keeps telling vivien he wants the balloon HAHA! and we gave one to him. too adorable (:


* our second stop at Palate Pallete


* Ian was the first to arrived for second round. if you can tell i’m already red, thanks to the alcohol.


* Vv, susu, me and bruce.


* why are they sooooo cute!?


* the taboo gang with alvin missing. we’re cool like that we name ourselves the taboo gang because we played taboo wtf.

am really glad having these friends around me during christmas eve and my emo girls being there for me.
so much different from the way i celebrated christmas the year before.

4# New year eve
spent my new year eve at d’villa service apartment at ampang with taboo gang again. :D
me and ben went earlier because he wanted a swim but we didn’t stay in the pool for long.
the water was so so cold!


* while waiting for the others to gather at the apartment, nothing else better to do. (:


*while playing cards and why do i look so damn emo here U_U


* emo alvin and happy vivien.


* vivien and bruce (:


* cutie susan and daniel with a moon on his forehead.


* ben’s blur face after waking up for broga hill.

yes right. both of us potong-ed them by going to bed early and waking up after that to go climbing at broga hill.
these guys are still playing when we’re awake.
did not really regret going to broga hill but i guess i wont really go back again.
it’s a little too steep for me, i’m paranoid all the while when i’m trying to go up.
and we didn’t manage reaching the top. what a waste, i know.
another fail sunrise watching.

overall, i had a great new year eve.
especially the fireworks-watching-part. i love watching fireworks.
who don’t? it’s so beautiful. if only we can watch it nearer, it’ll be perfect.

did you guys had a great new year eve?
no idea what 2011 is gonna bring me, but i hope all is good. (:

Goodbye 2010

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It’s the last day of the year!
Days just seem to pass faster and faster each year.
And every time towards end of the year there’s this strong emotional feeling.
Be it happy or sad.

Some years, I feel happy that it’s ending.
For some other years, I just do not want the year to end.
But for this year, I’m feeling rather neutral or more like I don’t know what to feel.

It feels like I didn’t do much this year. Feels like I achieved nothing.
Feels like, but I actually completed my studies. (:
Wait to come to think of it, I actually went to a lot of places too!
Quite an unexpected year for me.

Things that I anticipated, did not happen.
Things I thought wouldn’t happen, it happened.

And I’m missing some of my friends dearly, who left for another country ):
You guys seriously sucks maximum!!! pfft!!!
There are some moments that I miss a lot. A whole lot!
Suddenly things that happened this year came flashing back but I’ll just keep that to myself.

I’ve grow a little more this year, I’m glad.
Will be welcoming a new year with some of my close friends, my dearest and of course with a smile.
But I wish one person will be here with me.
My sucks max bff! *rawr*

Wish all of you a very happy new year and hopefully a new year will be a new start for all of us.
With love :)

I learned life the hard way.

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I learned life the hard way.
Nothing ever comes easy in my life.
But for everything that happened, I’m glad it did.

You don’t get to learn this from school.
I’ve learned a lot of lessons, since years ago.
I’ve learned that nothing in life is permanent.
Not happiness, nor sadness. Change is constant.
I’ve learned that people walks in and out of my life, like a grocery store, just in and out in and out.
But a few true ones stay. Still staying for the moment.

Each and every time when people walked out of my life, I feel a punch in the heart.
All of them matters to me at some point in my life.
All my friends matters to me, friendship is something i treasure a lot.
Also is something that often makes me upset, feeling heartbreaking.

There’s a few I trusted when I shouldn’t.
But undeniably, I did had a great time with all of them.
I always get misunderstood a lot. So much, that I get tired of it.
Plus, I’m always the kind where I’ll try to explain whenever people misunderstand me because this is something I dislike a lot since young.
I hate it when people said I’m such when I’m not. It just hurt me because I try so hard to be a really good person.
I am still trying.

To whoever I’ve hurt or wronged, I want to apologize from the bottom of my heart because I never ever intend to hurt anyone especially my friends.
Having to hurt my friends, I indirectly hurt myself even more because I do get real upset if my friends were unhappy because of me, because of my doings.
My heart is sincere when it comes to friend, people who knows me believe it.
I would never do anything on purpose to hurt anyone of them.

I can only say as much, whether believing or not is entirely up to the other party.
But for all the mistreating and shits that happened in my life, I still feel grateful.
I can deal with shits much better compared to the old me, who’s so quick tempered.
For those who didn’t believe me, I wont be mad at you. I’m not mad at anyone. Just upset.

But it’s fine, after all the heartbreaks I can still be strong.
Crying doesn’t mean I’m weak okay. Pfft!
Anything can hit me, I’ll still stand for I believe nothing will be as bad as what happened so many years ago.

For those who believe in me, thank you so much.
You don’t know how much it means to me. (:

Another obstacle coming to my way, but I believe I can make it through.
“The happiest people don’t have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything they have.”

I ♥ this quote.
I want to make the best of everything I have now. I want to treasure everything and everyone who’s in my life.

Merry Christmas ♥

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Merry Christmas ♥ !!!
How did you spend your Christmas?
Wish you guys have loads of fun.

As for me, I had Christmas dinner 3 days in a row (:
Gonna bbq with my secondary mates laterss.

I rarely had any christmas present in my life. Not to say none, but rarely.
And I got this for my christmas present this year! I’m so touch, words cant quite describe.
I hope the present I bought is as good as the present I receive (:

* at Neo’s.

* my emo girls and I outside pavvy (:

* Ian, Susan, Vivien, me and Bruce at Palate Pallete after dinner .

* Bruce on Bruce, me and balloons.

* Emo and I. he bought us the helium balloons :D

Cant wait to get the pictures from susan’s camera!
I’ve got so much to update!
Enjoy the remaining hours of Christmas and happy holidays lovelies.

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