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finally finally.
finally settled down at ben’s new place.
no more packing, unpacking, screwing, and trying to put the furniture into a piece.
such hectic.

cant post any pictures yet, there’s still no internet at this new home.
cant be uploading pictures with a prepaid broadband, it’s gonna take forever.
still not doing anything much lately, except for being a maid haha.

to be frank, i’m really really lazy back at home and messy as well.
i’ll leave everything to my maid and i just hate to do all the tidying and what not.
no idea what hit me, i’m entirely opposite of what i use to be back at home now.
i cleaned the toilet, i can never believe that. and also that really dirty refrigerator.
i feel like i am a little allergic to dirt and stains wtf but i still do it here.
i know, my mom will never believe this.
and i clean everything so often, this is not even me.
prolly it’s still new or maybe i subconsciously thinks that this is our home wtf.
that’s why i try to make it as homey as possible.

anyway, other than being a part time maid, i’m a part time stoner as well.
yeah, for only these two days.
first it was last night, when me and ben went out in the middle of the night to hunt for supper.
it’s drizzling when we stepped out so i went back up alone to get the umbrella.
so it goes like this, i went into the lift with a couple and another guy.
the couple gets of the lift at the eighth floor.
then the guy gets out of the lift on the ninth floor, i was daydreaming all along.
when the guy gets out, i followed him when i was suppose to get out on the fourteenth floor.
he walks out and i just followed behind, then he turned around and gave me the wtf look.
my expression when i realise is this D:
i was like wtf, walked quickly back into the lift and press the close button nonstop for fear that he’ll turn around walk back in, point his finger at me and laugh.
WTF!! friggin malu can dieeee.

then another one was today, me and ben was taking a tram and there’s a bunch of young schoolgirls beside me (which distracted me).
it was a slow ride, so i was practically stoning again.
ben said, “we get off at the next stop” and i answered okay.
then when the tram reached the next stop ben said let’s go and me being a stoner did not hear that at all.
he get off the tram only to realise i was still in the tram, dreaming. T_T
and when i realised he’s already off the tram, the door was already close.
my god, for a moment i panicked. and go all malu once again.
he stare at me with a wtf look and me staring back with only one thing in my mind. (give me a big hole so i can jump right in and dissapear)
luckily there’s a stop just a stone throw away or else…………
sigh, this always happen to me. tried missing stops when i was taking lrt too.

and the cardigan i wore from morning till night today, i forgot to cut away the price tag.
luckily too, it was hidden in the inside but still, it’s a pretty big price tag.
wtf is wrong with me!?

maybe i should go get more sleep, not sure if it helps.
but i’m sleepy now and the boyf is studying, no time to entertain this stupid girlf.
ciao for now.

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hey peoples!
there’s much to update but I haven’t really got the time yet to do so.

went clubbing for the first time in melbourne last friday with ben and his friends at this club called alumbra.
I like main room more, a little too rnb for my liking.
and you have to go outdoor to smoke, i’m not even sure if it’s a good idea because these guys keep going for smoke.
and keeps drinking at the bar.
don’t think we dance more than half an hour at the dance floor.
seriously, i miss zouk. pfft!

other than that, been busy moving.
needa pack so much stuff, unscrew this and that.
i wanna go ikea. wanna go supre. wanna go market.
haha, what an uninteresting holiday.

i’ll come back with a post that has pictures in it (:
till then.

2nd and 3rd at Melbourne.

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I find the need to force myself to blog or else all the pictures will pile up and I’ll get even more lazier.
Good news, Ben found a new place to stay like finally. It’ll be so much easier because I can unpack my clothes and whatnot so that it wont be so messy.
And also it’s easier for me to cook :D


*forced to take picture with my kermit, stuffed into his pocket.


*that thingy behind Ben, it’s some obstacle game where we go in and pass through all the obstacle. I don’t know how to explain but it’s fun AND expensive. 5 dollar per person that’s like what, Rm15!!!

Almost everything in Melbourne is expensive. You know those white bread like Gardenia, the longer ones they sell it for like 3 dollar plus here and that’s like…. almost Rm10.
I almost fainted. Like whatthehell, it’s just white bread man.
And each meal cost like 10 dollar per person, I rather cook.
Ben’s like, let’s go eat this, let’s go eat that and I’m like… er, don’t want larh so expensive. don’t want don’t want don’t want.


* Melbourne is interesting.


* and windy.

The first meal I cooked is prawn wanton, recipe from my aunt.


*It’ll be much better if the wanton skin isn’t that thick. And the mee we bought sucks, should just have wanton alone.


* garlic cheese baguette for breakfast and tomato egg drop soup, choy sam, and garlic shrimp for dinner.

How’s my cooking!? Looks good enough? haha.
I’m kind of addicted to cooking because it’s cheap and also it gives that bit of satisfaction when my food is edible.
Maybe it’s just the first few days, let’s see if I’ll get bored of it haha.

Ben forced me to go supper with him.


* at Stalactites, Lonsdale Street.


* he said it’s greek food and yes it taste bombastic, chicken and lamb with pita bread and different kind of sauce.

But I was about to die when he paid the bill, 40 dollar wtf!
This stupid (okay, it’s not stupid but still….) supper cost Rm120!!
I can eat like ten meals in Malaysia my goodness sake. It’s crazy.
I just cant help but said to him, please don’t bring me out for food. Please don’t eat out. We can cook, zzzzz.
I don’t care if he’s gonna pay or whatsoever, it is still very EXPENSIVE!

Home cook food sometimes cost only 5dollar for the both of us. See the difference.
We’re gonna eat out tomorrow for dinner because it’s our 3rd month together, no choice because he wants to.
Nothing more than 70 dollar for the both of us, that’s what I told him.
I said 50 at first but he said it’s hard to do. pfft ):

But I bought two cheap stuff today.
Bought a red pretty pumps for 10 dollar and a home slipper from cotton on for 2 dollar.
Bwahahahahaha! Loving my red pumps larhhhh! (:

In time for Moomba

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So, if you asked me how’s Melbourne treating me so far, I can say that this place is really pretty good.
But not any better than my beloved Kuala Lumpur :P
I’m not quite use to the weather here, it’s pretty inconsistent.

It feels hot and stuffy during noon and it gets soooooo cold at night, I shiver and sneeze. Like right away once the wind tries to blew me off. The cold wind is insane and it’s not even winter yet. Goshes.


* Reached Melbourne on time to go for Moomba Festival :*)


* Hie there, I looked pretty bloated that day.


* This funfair is HUGE with lotsa games and it’s really fun. Cant compare with all the mini funfairs back at home.


* My kermit frog Ben won for me. There’s this really large kermit I wish to bring home but it’s too large, no point winning it. Cant bring it into the plane with me ): but this small one is good enough (:


* good times <3
* look at the ride, it’s quite insane really. Ben played, while I just wait for him to be done. I dare not.

Still feeling really really lazy, there’s no places I wanna go and I don’t even wanna eat out.
All I wanna do is to go for grocery shopping, come home and cook.
Haha, no idea since when I’ve become an auntie. Damn lazy can, I just wanna snuggle under blanket.

More to blog but again, L A Z Y.
I wanna learn how to cook now from Youtube, so tadaa.
:*)

A week passed by.

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Sorry for the one week disappearance. Almost a week.
I’ve got so much to tell I don’t even know where to begin.

Firstly, my blog was down previously for a day or two.
Every time when it’s down, it scare the crap out of me.
And hate it too because I cant blog when I want to.

When it’s back to normal again, I lost the mood to blog.
Kept telling myself cant be wasting time blogging when there’s a damn report sitting quietly at the corner waiting for me to finish it up.
Last report for my entire degree and no, I’m not appreciating it.
It just gives me so much pressure (I really don’t know why), all I want is to get over and done with.
And I considered it done now, thank god.

In between of all these, I worked for two days at MIFF.
Guess what.
As a translator for china man. I know how funny that sounds.
My mom LOL-ed when I told her that and she said I cant even understand Mandarin. Pfft!
It’s not even that bad, I really do understand what they were saying and translate it successfully.
Had fun working and actually feel happy about it. Something different (:

Besides that, my house is under major renovation.
Out of the blue, mom just decides we need to renovate the house.
I’ve been living in this house for 20 years to be exact. And I love my house.
Too damn much memories in it, be it good or bad.
Renovation will take a couple of months, prolly by the time I’m back from Melbourne my house will look totally different.
No mix feelings, only sad feeling.
My house didn’t change much all these years.
I just wish it can look exactly the same, how it looks like when dad is still around.
It just feels like something will be gone forever.
Once I step out of this house to board the plane, it will never look the same again.
Man, this feeling is not a very good feeling. I’m gonna miss my home so damn friggin much!!

Enough of the home, had a be-early birthday dinner with mom since I cant spend time with her during her birthday.
Really had good quality time with her and my brother yesterday.
We talked and laughed so much during dinner. I hope she enjoyed it as much as I do.
I’m gonna miss her much. It feels terrible to leave her at home just like that.
Yeah I know she’s not 70 years old but I just feel so sad to think that she’ll be lonely at home without me and my brother. ):
Thank god my brother is graduating real soon, home will be complete once again.

A part of me wants to go to Melbourne right away and another part of me wants to hug my house and never let go off my hands.
I know I cant hug my house but yeah, that’s what I feel like doing.
Me and my self-contradiction.

This is for the real girls.

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This is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up all night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under their smiles and laughs all on a daily basis. The girls who wear their hearts on their sleeve. The girls who pray things will workout just once and they’ll be satisfied. The girls who scream and cry into their pillows because the rest of the world fails to listen. The girls who have it hard but don’t let anyone know that. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who have so many secrets but will never tell a soul. The girls who have regrets and mistakes as a daily moral. The girls who don’t always win, who may never win. The girls who stay up all night thinking about that one boy wondering if he’ll ever notice her. The girls who get what they get and don’t throw a fit. The girls who take life as it comes, hoping it’ll get easier somewhere down the road. The girls who love with all their hearts but always get broken. This is for the real girls. This is for you.

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