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Hot & Steamy night at Maison

The Cheras Clan-ers are back from their university once again.
I wonder if this is our routine, go party every time their back. :X
Anyway, it was last Thursday’s night at Maison.
But damn, no ladies night because the next day is public holiday.
I didn’t know the next day is public holiday, wth.
Super duper crowded with people. Gahh, soooo freaking stuffy I’m almost stuffed to death.

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* Disco balll.

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* :3

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* The girls asked for beers while me, hah. I just grab the liquor beside me.

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* Why Wah Foon always wanna close her eyes one?? And who cut out Yan’s face? Gosh.

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* We’re suppose to take pictures together but it looks like two groups of people taking their own picture. -__-

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* Cool picture, hah! Ee and Jones.

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* Cant stand the heat any longer, we just went out and chill while the guys sober up. Why Jones holding my phone? :\

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* With Kee Pok and Kok Hoe. We’re all suppose to dress in black btw.

Not a very great night but because I’ve got great friends partying together, it became a great night. Heh. (:

Pressiee for 21st

Pressieeeeeessss! :*D
Ahah, i totally ♥ presents. Who don’t? :P

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* First birthday present from mom, a gold key pendant. It’s quite tiny but good enough. (: You can see it if you stick your eyeballs on the screen. mwahaha!

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* Thankss Sean for giving me a hair cut for present. Not only that, he even dyed and highlighted my hair. Awww, thanks for the effort. (:

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* Younger brother said I need not pay him the Rm400 that I owe, I can use that money and get whatever I want as my present. Elder brother wanted to get me Diana F full set but he’s short of cash. (Gor, don’t worry about it, it’s okay.) I ♥ both my brothers. They treat me so good, I’m so touch. ((:

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* And also special thanks to Joshua for taking photographs at my party for me. I ♥ this picture but it’s a little too dark. His flash ran out of battery.

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* It’s a PINK DIANA F!!!!!! From my bff, Wong Ee Cheeng. Thankiuu so much really. Sorry for the blur picture, I’m too lazy to capture a new one.

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* I’m a happy little girl. Quite a number of presents are from my wishlist. (: Ms.Dior Cherie, I’ve been wanting to have this perfume for so long and it’s from Min Jer. It’s so nice of him to get me this perfume. Gucci Envy Me perfume from Teik Wei and Pui Yee. I was quite shocked when I unwrap the present and saw what it is, quite unexpected but I like it none the less. ((:

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* These are from my babes; the twins sister and Esther. Ahh, they know me well enough. *grins* Both Loreal eyeshadow from twins while Esther present me Majolica Majorca mascara, Majolica Majorca eyeshadow, and Kose mask. I so wanna try buy the Majolica mascara but it’s so expensive, around Rm50 I think. Thankiuu so much babes, you girls bought me stuff that I wanna buy before this. ((:

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* White Tree Face Shop mask by Shuea Yee and Vernon, Skin Food nail polish and some chocolates by Dexter and Jasper, and boxes of accessories by Esther De Silva, Eva, and Wilson. (:

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* Bag from Jayson and Anna, yay a new bag . External harddisc from Cheras clan!! Though it’s not in pink but it’s so useful and I’m using it almost everyday. Haha..
Thanks guys. I’m gonna bejewel it someday. :*D

Ouh ouh, I get red packets too. :*D
Rm100 from my beloved uncle and another Rm100 from my mom’s friend (which I don’t know who).
And someone still haven’t got me present yet. That slow Loo!!
I’m gonna shop for clothes and pass him the receipt. Mwahahahha!
I cannot already, I’m not craving for food now. I’m craving for shopping, wtf.
I think I cant quite wait for Thailand. September, oo-mm-gg!

Anyway, this year’s birthday is one of the best birthday I ever had.
Banyak friends came, banyak wishes, banyak presents, and even red packets. :*D
Totally worth every single cent I spend on the party. (:

It will be even better if mom came.
and also if dad were here.

my big two-one at mnep !

Like finally, I know.
Takes me super long to do this birthday post. :\

This is my first time ever having a birthday party in my 21 years of life.
How sad can my life be? Haha..
I hesitate at first, whether to held a party or not. But damn, it’s my 21st.
Luckily I work a few weeks before my birthday, or else I wouldn’t have the money to throw myself a party. (:

I’m glad that quite a number of my friends came.
Though at the same time I feel really awkward because I’m really not so use to the ‘all-eyes-on-me’ kind of feeling but I’m really really glad. (:

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* Happy 21st to myself !

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* Birthday wishes from friends. ((:

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* Both my lovely brothers.

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* Cool-looking younger brother.

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* My elder brother, do we look alike? (:

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* My college girlfriends. Esther De Silva and Eva on the left, twins on the right.

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* My babess ! ♥ them.

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* Jayson and Anna. You know, working is so much more bearable because of them. (:

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* With Min Jer and his friend.

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* The ‘dai gors’; Kahz, Weng Kee, Jones, Wu, Sean. Wu looks like he’s about to kill people, wtf.

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* Guess how I met these guys here. I met them when I’m Form3, we’re from the same school bus and we’re friends till now. (:

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* Another group of ‘dai gors’? But hey, I like this picture. (:

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* Haha, nice boobs. :*D

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* Vamp and Wilson, and Cheras clan-ers behind.

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* Jian Liang, Crystal, Michelle, Shuea Yee the nurse, and me.

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* Dexter and Jasper!

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* Yee! I like this picture too. (: Whenever there’s Sean and twins in pictures together, I’ll think of Thailand.

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* Joshua the talented photographer camwhoring with me and Ee with his SLR.

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* Me and Alex, who came late and left after awhile. Pfft, but I forgive you because you gave me awesome birthday wish. Haha..

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* There, 21 years of life. By the way, that’s cheeeeeeseee cake! (:

I spend around Rm800 plus for the birthday bash.
From liquor to cake to snacks and finger-food to balloons.
Eh, the balloons damn costly but i like them. :|
I actually asked my mom to come but she tak layan me. ):
She never celebrate my 21st with me, not even a dinner or whatsoever.
. . . . . . .
But it’s okay, at least she gave me something. heh..

Presents on next post. (:

Bestie ‘double e’ 21st

Finally the long awaited birthday post.
But no, not my birthday.
It’s Wong EE’s 21st birthday at palate palette !!
For mine, you can continue waiting. Haha..

The theme for her birthday is bow-tie. (:
Tell me, tell me are these bow-ties cute??
Me and Ee made those ourselves. I wanted to do it for her but unfortunately my job eats up too much of my time. I cant finish it on time for her, so I just teach her how to do it.
It’s reaaaaaallly easy, trust me. Easy and cute :*D .

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* The birthday girl with her boyfriend.

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* Birthday girl with the buddies. Yi totally blocked Hon’s face.

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* Me and the guys.

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* pctan who’s leaving real soon and me.

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* Us with the feng shui master as well, haha. (:

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* Sigh, why am I so short?

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* Bow-tie!!! They said I looked like a bunny that night, should add on a pair of bunny ears. :3

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* Twins who looked like vampire, Esther, me and Ee.

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* Heeeeeeee! :*D

More pictures at facebook please .
As always, you know I’m lazy. Hah!

Oh ya, let me tell you.
This is the first time I celebrated her birthday though we’ve been friends since Form4.
Weird.

still standing .

somewhere in between i’ve lost myself many a time .
and along the way I always manage to bring me back to myself.
but not this time .have i lost the spark once inside of me?

i’m a lot quieter than my usual self .something i realized recently.
don’t really know what is bothering me or might be that there’s too much to mention.

hmm. as i’ve said in my previous post, i shifted my bed .
and then i come to realize that i never had a good night sleep before.
either never or too few for me to remember.
almost every night i’ll dream when i sleep. to add onto that i keep waking up in the middle of the night for no reason.
i don’t even how it feels like anymore to sleep without having dreams and waking up every few hours.

i thought it was normal at first. till it starts to get real annoying and i asked my friends if they too woke up in the middle of the night.
but no, they can sleep soundly till the next morning. damn, i’m jealous.
they told me its because there’s too much stuff going on in my head.
its like even when i’m asleep my brain is still thinking.
almost every single night. you can imagine how bad this can be .

now i know why i always feel so tired even after 9 hours of sleep.
my sleep doesn’t have quality. ):

me feeling down has been going on for some time now.
about the time i start working. more than a month i guess.
and today is one of the worst day ever. everything seems so wrong plus working feels like shit today .
but i’m much better now.

whatever shit happens, i know i can deal with it .whether i’ll be so hurt till it feels like a knife stabbing through my heart or not, i still can deal with it.
i might be emo, i might cry but still. i can deal with it!!!

why?
because when i can deal with my dad leaving me, i can deal with almost anything.
nothing’s gonna be worse than my dad leaving me so whatever shit happens, i’ll still be standing here.
i might stand here and cry but at the minimum, i’m still here. standing.

‘anyway, i might think too much but i too think you think too much.’ (:
i don’t care if your intention is good or bad.
i don’t care if you did it on purpose or not on purpose.
i don’t care if you did it for your benefit or mine .
i don’t care .
all i know is that you make me feel upset. thats it.

but its ok. as i’ve said i can deal with it. (:
*smile smile*

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So .. you seriously want to upset this girl here ?

it’s your choice (: