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That Magnum Girl

Magnum girl, yes I am.
I’m working for Magnum, giving out flyers because they have a new way to play the game.
So basically, I’m there to encourage these people to gamble. Sin!!!! ):

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* People called me Jackpot, now you know the reason why. :\

Supervisor said have to put on make up, but I stop doing that after the first day. Haha.
Really, no ones gonna see larh.. Those uncles and aunties only have numbers and money in their eyes, they don’t even bother bout how I look. Haha, only asking me how to play the game. :X

Some are okay, can get what I explain instantly.
Some, I explain for 4 damn times and yet they don’t understand but still wanna gamble.
Some force me to give the free vouchers, force you know. ): There’s this guy asked me:

Guy: The voucher finish already ah?
Me: Yeah, finish already.
Guy: So fast one? Aihh, finish already meh?
Me: Har? Yeah, finish already.
Guy: Really finish already mehh?
Me: -____- Really finish already.
Guy: You go in take for me larh.
Me: Finish alreadddddyyyyy.
Guy: Really really finish already?
Me: (WTF!!!!) REALLY FINISH ALREADY! NO MORE!!!!!
Wahlao, what the hell man. Don’t understand what is finish already meh?? Wtfffff.
Some asked me stoning questions like, ‘Confirm kena one is it?’ …………. I looked at him, blank.
I really saw a lot of different people, some are really weirdos. Omg!

But some are really nice. (:
Asked me to wish them good luck, so cute.
And the best thing that ever happened is that I strike lottery!!!! This is super unbelievable.

Okay, there’s this one day I saw Rm2 on the table and obviously someone dropped it, so I just take larrh.
Don’t tell me you wont pick up money when you saw it. :\
Then I just use the money to buy numbers, for the first time of my life. Didn’t strike though.
Then I decided not to buy anymore, cause I don’t wanna lose money. Not even Rm2. >< Then while me and Alex were sms-ing on Tuesday, he asked me to buy numbers for him. So I lined up and thought, maybe I should buy one more time. Hahhaa. :X Then I looked around, trying to see what numbers to buy. A guy came in, with the number 57 on his shirt. Hmm.......57. I looked out, saw a bike there with the number plate 1175. Alright, 57..75.... I'll buy 1175 then. I bought 'pau' so no matter how the numbers are arranged, I'll still get money if it strike. After work, Ee Cheeng and me went back to my home. The first thing I do is on the computer, and checked if I won. I log in to the website and saw the numbers I bought. I stoned. I checked again to see if its for the same day, yes indeed!!! Then I looked at Ee, and asked did I strike lottery? She said YES! It was so unbelievable. First prize!!! The second time I bought numbers and I strike first prize. Shit!! :'D My luck is changing, my luck is changing! Hopefully........ mwahahhaha. I'm a happy kid waiting for November to come. (((:

I’ve got a problem with myself.

I always, ALWAYS second guess myself.
I second guess every single decision I’ve made, big ones of course.
Every time I made mistake, i blame myself. Thoroughly.

I regret when things don’t come out right.
I blame myself for choosing the wrong way.
I blame myself for my own heartbreak.
And then I’ll start with all the ‘I shouldn’t have….or I should have….’ kind of crap. To be frank it’s killing me slowly.

I know I should learn from mistakes and bla bla bla… but no. I cant forgive myself for all the mistakes I’ve made.
I’m really harsh on myself, don’t be I know.
But then that’s me, I’ve always been like this since long time ago.

I try to change. I keep telling myself its okay to make mistake. Every human being makes mistake.
Sometimes all this self-psycho works magically, sometimes it just don’t.

I’m a paranoid girl with problems, lots of problems.
Little problems, big problems, they just get heavier and heavier.
I’ve been carrying all these problems with me and walk and walk and walk.
For so many years, I’ve just been walking with all these problems on my back.
And you just look from afar.
So far away, I don’t even know where.

I just want to stop walking and have a loooooooong rest.
Dad, I’m really tired.

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Some pictures from Zouk last week. I just don’t feel like talking bout Zouk now, so whatever.

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* Ken’s last night at KL before going back to Penang to for classes.

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* Both sick of drinking.

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* Ken acting nerdy.

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* And Ian boy.

I wonder if you can hear me or if all the letters that I’ve wrote works.
Where are you??????????????????
I can’t quite feel you, you know?
Can’t you just come to my dreams, give me a hug and tell me it’s gonna be alright?
You don’t even come to my dreams anymore. ):

I miss you so much, pap. )’:

just dance .

the only time i’m not thinking is when i’m dancing in the club. fml!
i need music. i need to club.
last night at zouk was fun, the music perhaps.
and now i cant stop listening to Love is Gone by David Guetta & Chris Willis, super highh .

i’m trying real hard but its not working so fuck it for the moment.
i just want to party and stop giving a fuck on everything.
so bring me people, bring me.

the best moment : dance as if nothing’s bothering you.
more on zouk later.
needa sleep, work tomorrow.
nights world.

Prince’s World

Almost everyone’s back from University for Raya holiday. (:
And these guys used Hari Raya as the excuse for us to party on a Sunday night.

Didn’t want to go at first due to some reason, but but but suddenly there’s this ‘very-want-to-party’ feeling kicked in. tsk tsk .
But I regretted going somehow. Prince’s World, a new club?
NO! It’s another way of saying ‘gays night’ at Maison, wtffff! I forgotten that its guy’s night on Sunday or else I wouldn’t go.

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* Lee Kuan came to my house before we left to Maison. You really need some kind of skill to persuade her to go.

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* It’s a very boring night, trust me.

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* Ken so big size. :3

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* Yi wants to ‘letak electric’ again is it?

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* Cheras clan’s girls. (:

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* There, this is how it looks like. This is only the beginning you know, when its around 1am the dance floor is fulllll of guys. Gay guys.

No, I don’t discriminate them. But it’s quite a sad scene to see guys kissing guys, wtf. Its like, even if all of us girls at upstairs go naked, none of the guys will give any reaction. Damn sad can. @@
The male population in the world is lesser than female’s population and now all these guys decided to go gay, it’s not gonna be enough, wtf.
For once, I encourage girls to go lesbian. Go go go! :*D LOL!

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* Sigh, like the gayssss at the dance floor is not enough, they still wanna act gay. T__T

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* Ken kiss kiss, so I also kiss kiss larh. :*D

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* Heart this picture a lot. ♥

There’s a few more gay pictures at my Facebook. Feel free to take a look, lol.
Hurhurr, I swear I’m not gonna go to Maison on Sunday anymore. Like seriously, no second time. -_-‘
But if you really want to have a look, by all means go ahead, ahhhaa. :P

To the G . To the Force .

GForce at Pavilion last Saturday .

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* Seriously I’m getting fatter and fatter, wtf. ):

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* Movie’s at 12, so we went there early to chill out for awhile.

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* The guys at next table.

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* The guys opposite of me.

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* My hot ginger + cola. I’ve been sick for a few days, everything I ate just seems so tasteless. ):

Still have time after our drink, me and Hon decided to go for pool.
mmm. It’s been quite awhile, I suck so bad now.

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* This pool table damn cannot, so small. So not fun. I want to play pool at Fireball!!!! Anyone? Train me? :*D

Straight to the movie after our pool. GForce is really funny and the guinea pigs are uber cute. :*D
A must watch if you’re into cute animals. I keep laughing and smiling throughout the movie. :*D
There’s this female guinea pig named Juarez and she has a Facebook account in the movie. All of us are pretty stoned by the scene.
Ee went to Facebook and check out if Juarez really has got an account there and taddaa!

Juarez , Darwin , Blaster ‘s Facebook account. Omg, super cute. :*D

If only real guinea pigs can talk … *gasp*

A little bit about TMusic Festival

I’m toooooo lazy to sort out the pictures I took during TMusic Festival, so yeah no pictures for the moment.
Mom called and asked me if I want tickets and of course I said yes. Three free tickets, I went with the twin sisters.
I’m such a greedy girl, because I want to sit nearer. I’m pretty far behind.
I know right, free tickets and yet I still complain. Haha..

My pictures are all quite crappy cause I’m so far behind, and all I can snapped is the big screen in front of me. Wtf.
Never mind. Do go to Vvens blog for some really nice pictures that night. She’s at the VVIP area just right in front of the stage and her pictures are really awesome. :*D

There’s quite a lot of celebrity that night and my favorite is Justin, Soler, and CHIN from Thailand. I go crazy when Chin performed. He’s like super duper handsome can, I almost fainted. wtf. I think every girl likes him, toooooo good looking. T__T

My intention of this post is not to talk about TMusic Festival but I thought I should report a little and after I type and type about the concert, I’m totally blank on what I initially want to talk about. Shit. @_@

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Still blanking.
I’ll come back to this when I figure it out . . .

Edited:
hur hur, i still can’t recall what I wanted to say.
and i’m having headache now. ):
don’t wanna think about it anymore, just let it be.. lol..
bai.